Sub seeking playmate / or more

TV/TS in Edinburgh, Scotland, UK

Joined: 2 weeks ago
Last on: 2 hours ago

I was here a while, then had my usual moment of doubt and ran away. I've been submissive since my teens and explored a little with a Domme woman quite a while ago now. I've had submissive desires since my teens but only dipped my toe in and run away in fear most of the time. I'm a big reader, love books and galleries, travel and good food, started working out more recently. My kinks are hugely varied and I used to have a really long profile going into all sorts of detail. But for now I'll say I love submission, despite fearing my own desire for it a little, and i'm still novice and nervous, but enjoy the idea of finding that one person i connect with, who's eyes I can look into and feel owned totally, feel a deep desire for and establish a dynamic with that few get to experience and many fantasize about.

I recently became single so am free to explore. I've also realised that, much as I've enjoyed multiple fulfilling vanilla relationships, I can't live my life without a partner who knows about my kinks and my desire to dress sometimes, and who wants to explore all sorts of fantasies and passions with me.

I'm not looking to play around, I've only ever slept with a small number of people, am drug and disease free and would like to stay that way. I'm just looking for the one right person who knows how to take a novice and nervous newbie and turn me into an obedient doll, maid, bimbo, toy, owned submissive, and so much more. Open to Mommy/Daddy doms. Don't really have experience with men other than being dressed as a maid for one once and being lightly spanked, but didn't go further as i got nervous when things were about to get more intimate. Whilst I consider myself straight in my day to day life and haven't been with a guy sexually, I am very open to trans or dressing doms and possibly some men too, though they'd have to be intelligent, imaginative and unique. When it comes to kink and submission, it's the desire to be controlled, to serve and obey (the right person) that drives me, more than someone's gender or looks, and I really seek that deep mental connection with someone.

Those with a wide range of kinks and a lot of fantasies they want to explore with me go to the front, especially if you have a lot of imagination and love the idea of finding someone like me to explore with. I think due to my guilt I respond well, and just generally, to being and feeling quite controlled, talked down to, and love the idea of some humiliation (not public stuff just in private), pain, punishment, control and training to break me in mentally and physically and make me a good and obedient, well trained doll, toy, maid and much more.

Size 12-14, brown hair medium length and brown eyes, good looking as a guy and a girl (if i do say so myself).

Mia / Bambi

36 years old, Bi-curious

6'0" 183cm
Average
Non smoker
Don't drink
No tattoos
No piercings