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By (user no longer on site) OP
over a year ago
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Do you ever?
Or do you ever just randomly come over with waves of this sort of dissatisfaction with almost everything? Like you know how lucky you are to have what you have but can’t seem to feel happy?
I’m not gonna lie, I get that sometimes. |
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By (user no longer on site)
over a year ago
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Iv done similar only 3 or 4 times in my life one when i was 8 grandad died
And 3 times in the last 3 years i completely broke down to dangerous lows now i have made a point of trying to cut off all emotion good and bad to try and stay out of danger zones anything i now feel i turn to rage and unleash on rugby opponents |
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By (user no longer on site)
over a year ago
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I’m lucky that I’m pretty resilient, I can let most things wash over me. And if something is destructive in my life I tend to move on from it. I’ve done that with jobs I don’t like and even when I’m bored of Fab! I appreciate though that not everyone is able to do that, and it’s tough.
I absolutely understand the importance of looking after your mental health and making sure you open up about problems and don’t bottle them up, and what I’m about to say might sound cold and uncaring, but I do get the impression that these days people aren’t really built with much resilience and buckle at the slightest setback. I’m not sure our education system these days is properly preparing our youngsters for the harsh realities of life that they will encounter when they get out into the real world.
I *know* that’s going to make me sound properly gammony, and that’s not my intention.
Whatever you do don’t let things bottle up and be destructive and make sure you share your issues! I’m lucky that I have a good support network around me, again not everyone will be so lucky in that respect.  |
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By *isaB45Woman
over a year ago
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"Do you ever?
Or do you ever just randomly come over with waves of this sort of dissatisfaction with almost everything? Like you know how lucky you are to have what you have but can’t seem to feel happy?
I’m not gonna lie, I get that sometimes. "
OP.. are you ok? |
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By (user no longer on site) OP
over a year ago
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"Do you ever?
Or do you ever just randomly come over with waves of this sort of dissatisfaction with almost everything? Like you know how lucky you are to have what you have but can’t seem to feel happy?
I’m not gonna lie, I get that sometimes.
OP.. are you ok?
I actually am.
Just tired  "
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"Do you ever?
Or do you ever just randomly come over with waves of this sort of dissatisfaction with almost everything? Like you know how lucky you are to have what you have but can’t seem to feel happy?
I’m not gonna lie, I get that sometimes. "
I think feelings of nihilism are natural. Sometimes it's easy to feel a kind of 'whats the point' even when everything seems A ok
And there's nothing wrong with having a cry if it's a way to get over something. I rarely do, but when my rescue dog died I cried like a twat, even though he was a palliative care case when I took him on |
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By (user no longer on site) OP
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"I’m lucky that I’m pretty resilient, I can let most things wash over me. And if something is destructive in my life I tend to move on from it. I’ve done that with jobs I don’t like and even when I’m bored of Fab! I appreciate though that not everyone is able to do that, and it’s tough.
I absolutely understand the importance of looking after your mental health and making sure you open up about problems and don’t bottle them up, and what I’m about to say might sound cold and uncaring, but I do get the impression that these days people aren’t really built with much resilience and buckle at the slightest setback. I’m not sure our education system these days is properly preparing our youngsters for the harsh realities of life that they will encounter when they get out into the real world.
I *know* that’s going to make me sound properly gammony, and that’s not my intention.
Whatever you do don’t let things bottle up and be destructive and make sure you share your issues! I’m lucky that I have a good support network around me, again not everyone will be so lucky in that respect. "
Basically, Dan, what I’m reading is, you’re built different 
Don’t worry you’re not a gammon, you’re just you.  |
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"I’m lucky that I’m pretty resilient, I can let most things wash over me. And if something is destructive in my life I tend to move on from it. I’ve done that with jobs I don’t like and even when I’m bored of Fab! I appreciate though that not everyone is able to do that, and it’s tough.
I absolutely understand the importance of looking after your mental health and making sure you open up about problems and don’t bottle them up, and what I’m about to say might sound cold and uncaring, but I do get the impression that these days people aren’t really built with much resilience and buckle at the slightest setback. I’m not sure our education system these days is properly preparing our youngsters for the harsh realities of life that they will encounter when they get out into the real world.
I *know* that’s going to make me sound properly gammony, and that’s not my intention.
Whatever you do don’t let things bottle up and be destructive and make sure you share your issues! I’m lucky that I have a good support network around me, again not everyone will be so lucky in that respect. "
I think there's a super tiny line between providing systemic support for people's mental health, and then just going overboard and not building that resilience as you say  - Xeno |
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By (user no longer on site)
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Yes, I've curled up and cried fairly recently actually. Not because I was dissatisfied with stuff but because I was overwhelmed and had PMT. I cry at least once a month. There's no shame in having a good cry, it's good for the soul. Sending a hug Steve 
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"Do you ever?
Or do you ever just randomly come over with waves of this sort of dissatisfaction with almost everything? Like you know how lucky you are to have what you have but can’t seem to feel happy?
I’m not gonna lie, I get that sometimes. "
No but I've felt and am actually alone..no one in this country except me only two UK numbers in my phone and nearest person who'd stop everything to just give me a hug us 5000 miles away. So I understand TRUE loneliness. I do t dwell on it. I chose this path so I just focus on things I can change or make better.
It's hard but choosing what we spend or waste thoughts on is part of life and may not always be blissful living... |
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By (user no longer on site)
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"Do you ever?
Or do you ever just randomly come over with waves of this sort of dissatisfaction with almost everything? Like you know how lucky you are to have what you have but can’t seem to feel happy?
I’m not gonna lie, I get that sometimes. "
Yes
Like you just want to hide in a corner or under something and curl into the smallest ball you can. |
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By *ad NannaWoman
over a year ago
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I don't cry because something isn't satisfying me.
I have periods of melancholy and sadness, along with paranoia and fear.
During those times I sometimes cry, but I stay on my feet or stay sitting up.
It passes. |
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By *ad NannaWoman
over a year ago
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"I’m lucky that I’m pretty resilient, I can let most things wash over me. And if something is destructive in my life I tend to move on from it. I’ve done that with jobs I don’t like and even when I’m bored of Fab! I appreciate though that not everyone is able to do that, and it’s tough.
I absolutely understand the importance of looking after your mental health and making sure you open up about problems and don’t bottle them up, and what I’m about to say might sound cold and uncaring, but I do get the impression that these days people aren’t really built with much resilience and buckle at the slightest setback. I’m not sure our education system these days is properly preparing our youngsters for the harsh realities of life that they will encounter when they get out into the real world.
I *know* that’s going to make me sound properly gammony, and that’s not my intention.
Whatever you do don’t let things bottle up and be destructive and make sure you share your issues! I’m lucky that I have a good support network around me, again not everyone will be so lucky in that respect. "
How do you know if these people have been battling something, or more than one thing, for years and it's broken them?
I didn't see my breakdown coming until it happened and I was carrying my whole family, house, dog, car, bills etc on my own, while being severely abused.
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By (user no longer on site) OP
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"I find it really difficult to cry. My AD's have blocked that ability to release emotion through tears and it's frustrating as hell. "
Same. I hate them sometimes. |
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"Do you ever?
Or do you ever just randomly come over with waves of this sort of dissatisfaction with almost everything? Like you know how lucky you are to have what you have but can’t seem to feel happy?
I’m not gonna lie, I get that sometimes. "
Yes. I have BPD with neurodivergent traits. Better out by myself under my weighted blanket than out uncontrolled when other people are around. |
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By (user no longer on site) OP
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"Do you ever?
Or do you ever just randomly come over with waves of this sort of dissatisfaction with almost everything? Like you know how lucky you are to have what you have but can’t seem to feel happy?
I’m not gonna lie, I get that sometimes.
Yes. I have BPD with neurodivergent traits. Better out by myself under my weighted blanket than out uncontrolled when other people are around."
BPD is tough. But understanding it is important. And I hope you have people that try to understand it and you! |
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By (user no longer on site)
over a year ago
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Sorry to hear that Steve, throwing a lot of love your way
I can't remember the last time I had a cry but do feel pangs of emptiness where everything feels like I'm spinning my wheels, craving something more. I eventually snap out of it though but it can be tough to manage |
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By (user no longer on site)
over a year ago
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"I’m lucky that I’m pretty resilient, I can let most things wash over me. And if something is destructive in my life I tend to move on from it. I’ve done that with jobs I don’t like and even when I’m bored of Fab! I appreciate though that not everyone is able to do that, and it’s tough.
I absolutely understand the importance of looking after your mental health and making sure you open up about problems and don’t bottle them up, and what I’m about to say might sound cold and uncaring, but I do get the impression that these days people aren’t really built with much resilience and buckle at the slightest setback. I’m not sure our education system these days is properly preparing our youngsters for the harsh realities of life that they will encounter when they get out into the real world.
I *know* that’s going to make me sound properly gammony, and that’s not my intention.
Whatever you do don’t let things bottle up and be destructive and make sure you share your issues! I’m lucky that I have a good support network around me, again not everyone will be so lucky in that respect.
How do you know if these people have been battling something, or more than one thing, for years and it's broken them?
I didn't see my breakdown coming until it happened and I was carrying my whole family, house, dog, car, bills etc on my own, while being severely abused.
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That’s sure to be the case with some, which is why I stressed the importance of not bottling feelings and seeking help and support. Sorry to hear about your situation and I hope you are doing well now xxx
I was talking about those people (and I see it in my own family sometimes) that (for example) can’t comprehend not getting their own way all the time, or if someone challenges their views or opinions or politics etc.
Whilst there may indeed be a more complex backstory to some of them, in many cases I genuinely do think it’s because they’ve simply never been told ‘no’. (*Gammon klaxon!! Gammon klaxon!!*) |
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By (user no longer on site)
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"Do you ever?
Or do you ever just randomly come over with waves of this sort of dissatisfaction with almost everything? Like you know how lucky you are to have what you have but can’t seem to feel happy?
I’m not gonna lie, I get that sometimes. "
The last 3 weeks have been like that for me. |
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By (user no longer on site)
over a year ago
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Yeah definitely, but then again I'm clinically depressed lol. Trust me if it's starts happening regularly see a professional for help.
Always here to talk to anyone if you need it. |
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By (user no longer on site)
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I'm very lucky with what I have, but I've realised that will never be a cure for my mental health. I'm just happy for the good moments and love I am blessed to have. I feel guilty sometimes for feeling so low when I'm surrounded by so much good and beautiful souls.
I'm rambling here. Does that even make sense? It's just what I wanted to say when I read your post.
Sending you a virtual hug. And better days.
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By (user no longer on site) OP
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"I'm very lucky with what I have, but I've realised that will never be a cure for my mental health. I'm just happy for the good moments and love I am blessed to have. I feel guilty sometimes for feeling so low when I'm surrounded by so much good and beautiful souls.
I'm rambling here. Does that even make sense? It's just what I wanted to say when I read your post.
Sending you a virtual hug. And better days.
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You always make perfect sense to me weirdly. Even when you’re talking about butt stuff. |
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"Do you ever?
Or do you ever just randomly come over with waves of this sort of dissatisfaction with almost everything? Like you know how lucky you are to have what you have but can’t seem to feel happy?
I’m not gonna lie, I get that sometimes. "
Yes.
And I get it more and more as I see this country being r@ped by a government that doesn’t care for its people ! |
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"Do you ever?
Or do you ever just randomly come over with waves of this sort of dissatisfaction with almost everything? Like you know how lucky you are to have what you have but can’t seem to feel happy?
I’m not gonna lie, I get that sometimes. "
No, I get it from sensory overload, but not dissatisfaction. |
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By (user no longer on site)
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"I find it really difficult to cry. My AD's have blocked that ability to release emotion through tears and it's frustrating as hell. "
My AD's? what are those may I ask?
For me, I tend to get to a point where I so badly want to cry and curl up in a ball that I just have a little weep and a shouty session with myself. And if anyone p##ses me off, whilst I am feeling like that then I tend to, not so much lash out at them but say something to upset them just because. |
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By (user no longer on site)
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"I find it really difficult to cry. My AD's have blocked that ability to release emotion through tears and it's frustrating as hell.
My AD's? what are those may I ask?
For me, I tend to get to a point where I so badly want to cry and curl up in a ball that I just have a little weep and a shouty session with myself. And if anyone p##ses me off, whilst I am feeling like that then I tend to, not so much lash out at them but say something to upset them just because."
Fluoxetine. |
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"Do you ever?
Or do you ever just randomly come over with waves of this sort of dissatisfaction with almost everything? Like you know how lucky you are to have what you have but can’t seem to feel happy?
I’m not gonna lie, I get that sometimes. "
Yes every so often, I can never put a finger on the cause and it goes eventually but sucks in the moment.
Hope your ok op.
Mrs |
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By (user no longer on site)
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I get something. dissatisfaction? I’m not sure I’ve ever felt that, but I’m dealing with something daily, and it’s easier somedays than others.
Roll up in a ball? No, I just fight the tears and the anger I have for myself. I’m tough like that. |
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"Do you ever?
Or do you ever just randomly come over with waves of this sort of dissatisfaction with almost everything? Like you know how lucky you are to have what you have but can’t seem to feel happy?
I’m not gonna lie, I get that sometimes.
Yes. I have BPD with neurodivergent traits. Better out by myself under my weighted blanket than out uncontrolled when other people are around.
BPD is tough. But understanding it is important. And I hope you have people that try to understand it and you!"
Thanks. It's taking me about 20 years to understand it and there are always new surprises. I can't complain that my life is boring.
I have people...they are called professionals. lol! Everyone else spazes out at me spazing out.
I radically accept it. |
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