Got to a point now where I would rather DIE than stay on jsa.
I mentioned in previous post earlier in the week I'm attempting to move from jsa to self employment start an long period in ESA due to illness.
My Tuesday post mentioned I have busted my ass for the past two weeks (and longer) testing if I can make money off this. Only to told that because I haven't looked for work (despite them KNOWING I'm going down the self employment route) they gave my claim to an decision maker. Thank God I mentioned I'm recovering from illness else according to my adviser when I saw them on Thursday, I wouldn't of been okay to get the money owned to me. Due for Friday.
Well it's now Saturday (and also I have one of those shitty pre payment debit bank cards but that's another story) and I've just spent my last 30p on chocolate and emailing wholesalers transactions should be completed latest Monday.
If I wanna go come to the social (let alone buy a pint of milk) it looks like I have to put my bedroom tv on buy back for a couple of days.
I'm sick to death of these cunts.
I wish I made up my mind sooner. Luckily I'm the type of guy who learns from Fuck ups. Whether they be mine or others.
I will try my hardest to come (I'm stubborn like that. Determined) but I can't promise but I would be gutted if I can't come out.
I've been generally gutted all evening (surprisingly NOT taking my rage out of 15 year old LoL players. Swear down now in my mind calling me a 'n00b' is now WORST than calling me a nigger. At least racial discrimination is based on truth as in I am black) so I do apologies for the rant.
I will try to make it.
Btw, in order to enter is my fab handle on the guest list? Ie:
'Hello, I'm here for the party
Is your name on the list?
Yes it is.
Under?
*sigh* Token Brony.'
Tempted to wear my brony t-shir, wait it is in the wash! FUCK! |
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