💋MY LIFE AS CHERRY🍒
It all stared when staying at my aunts house near the beach on holiday,I was around 11 years of age ,
I was taken to my aunts for the summer holidays on the coast,It was then I had the desire to pick up a pair of tights that were hanging over a chair,
At my young age I cannot recall if I experienced and comforting sensation.Perhaps this was a comfort escape strategy for the bullying I was enduring at that age,perhaps my 1st real experience of my feminine side.
From then to the 1980s I can’t recall any desire to wear any feminine items/make up at all which some might be surprised as it was an era for guys to glam up with all the music around in these days .
it was probably from the 1990s that I started to wear hosiery and little mascara ,some lipstick -,All very occasionally.
It wasn’t until early 2024 my crossdressing desire came to its fruition and its full potential and desire .
I think the reason why it took me to 2024 was taking into consideration that the fact of my age ,heart attacks,heart operations,quadruple bypass were all a clue and motivation to get my skates on and carry out my dream before it was too late ,
So I did which was the most difficult and happiest time of my life despite being straight and heterosexual ,
And of course feeling needlessly guilty for crossdressing.
Imagine the senario for all these years just few pairs of panyhose and 1 lipstick 1 mascara pencil no feminine clothes ,then -All of a sudden many many purchases of feminine items,clothes,make up,wigs, etc,A big shake up.
So after nearly 50 years of what seemed like a woman trapped inside of my false outer masculine shell -,I had the desire at long last to share my feminine side with women who are partial to a crossdresser ,only to discover that the percentage is quite small in this match,including the swingers club.Ive just never felt comfortable or happy within myself as male.
Hence -, My decision to join a swingers club crossdressed very recently ,Where I can be my femme self ,It was So amazing to feel comfortable ,at ease ,liberated among likeminded people ,best move of my entire life.
There has been a handful of women at the I got intimate with ,though it doesn’t always happen each time .
Being from Edinburgh I’ve never crossdressed outdoors here though after my 1st make up makeover in Glasgow early this year I had the confidence to walk outdoors for the very 1st time ,Was in the busy Glasgow shopping streets ,I Felt horrendous,self conscious,excited,fearful,sexy,unreal and unworldly ,Many feelings all simultaneously .
I’ve crossdressed a few times in Glasgow since.
1st occasion out crossdressed in Glasgow -, the first 5 minutes was horrendously-,though as time passed i felt more relaxed and walked about 1.5 hours ,I deliberately walked passed football fans coming my way from the opposite direction on the same pavement side , I didn’t cross the road just carried on .
I got back to my hotel and was probably shaking ,though,maybe proud and brave I accomplished this achievement .
Still to this day no one knows my Crossdressing pastime,Such a hell to hide this from friends,neighbours,etc.
If I was told this time last year that next year I’ll be in a swingers club fully xdressed -, I’d be rolling on the floor with laughter.life can take you by surprise on an unexpected journey .
In an ideal world it would be amazing to dress daily as femme wherever I wish without a care from this judgemental world .
👠👠🍒 cherry xx  xxx |
