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Don't feel like sex satisfies me...
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I don't know what's up with me.
When I masturbate and I'm feeling horny, I imagine having the great sex of my life and I'm on cloud nine. So when I've came, I start feeling guilty, reality hits me and I think to myself "oh is that it?", and then I start to wonder if I'm even interested in sex.
Then I get thinking, is sex enough ? I want more to my life than having sex here and there (not to discredit anyone). I just feel empty.
I can't understand this feeling. Maybe I'm asexual. |
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By (user no longer on site)
over a year ago
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"When was the last time you had sex? Could be down to that?
Like 8 months ago 
That could be it 
I don't think so. Though my ex was sexually abusive."
Oh! Sorry to hear that, no one should go through that. Maybe your past experiences have some effect on your present? |
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"When was the last time you had sex? Could be down to that?
Like 8 months ago
That could be it
I don't think so. Though my ex was sexually abusive."
Maybe that is whats putting you off?
Maybe try it with someone who isn't abusive and see how it goes?
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"When was the last time you had sex? Could be down to that?
Like 8 months ago
That could be it
I don't think so. Though my ex was sexually abusive."
Sorry, actually really sorry to hear that....seduction starts in the mind and post sex, can be even more important in the mind....have faith, be true to yourself and your needs and things will change...
Take Care OP |
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By (user no longer on site)
over a year ago
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"I think it's the reason why I'm too scared to have NSA sex with men. I need to overcome this."
It will probably be easier said than done, but nothing is impossible  just make sure everyone involved knows where your comfort zone lies |
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i don't think you're asexual but you're probably traumatised and NSA sex isn't exactly a good way to re-establish trust until you find a few good people who start restoring that.
i'd say offer socials only, no pressure to meet for sex then and if the guys you pick to meet are non-pushy and help you feel safe this could help (it has for me).
also offer only soft play meets might help as well and loads of guys seem to be up for just playing and no sex. i enjoy this type of meet myself and am morelikely to enjoy everything sexual that went on as i like foreplay and oral. |
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By (user no longer on site)
over a year ago
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Really sorry to hear about ur experience op and no u are not asexual otherwise u Wld have fantasies. Think of the fantasies uve had, Wat do they involve? And maybe look to fulfill ur desires rather than be a part of someone else's.
Although I Wld say a meet on fab isn't the place to establish trust back look to go on several socials with people u can develop a familiarity with and can talk in length of exactly Wat u want. Once u feel comfortable and safe and only then go for a play.
I Wld suggest u take a break off fab and look to heal within urself first though. Gdluck x |
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By (user no longer on site)
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"I don't know what's up with me.
When I masturbate and I'm feeling horny, I imagine having the great sex of my life and I'm on cloud nine. So when I've came, I start feeling guilty, reality hits me and I think to myself "oh is that it?", and then I start to wonder if I'm even interested in sex.
Then I get thinking, is sex enough ? I want more to my life than having sex here and there (not to discredit anyone). I just feel empty.
I can't understand this feeling. Maybe I'm asexual."
I think sex and masturbation are very different - I fully understand how you feel after playing .. works at the time but leaves you feeling empty and doubting yourself |
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"When was the last time you had sex? Could be down to that?
Like 8 months ago
That could be it
I don't think so. Though my ex was sexually abusive.
Sorry, actually really sorry to hear that....seduction starts in the mind and post sex, can be even more important in the mind....have faith, be true to yourself and your needs and things will change...
Take Care OP"
What he said. ^^^^^^^
Don't over think it. |
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By (user no longer on site)
over a year ago
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Abuse in any form is hard to overcome.. sexual abuse be it denial.. humiliation or any other way.. it can like all other abuse take deep root in your mind...
However in my experience it is one of the hardest to overcome due to our normally very British stance of not talking about sex...
Op take your time... and dont jump in... if you haven't had therapy for your ex maybe consider it an option...
But it can with time and understanding and you forgiving yourself and not allowing yourself ultimately to feel guilty for wanting pleasure from sex... sexual abuse victims often end up with a lot of self blame and it is often that which causes the guilt.
Good luck.. |
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By (user no longer on site)
over a year ago
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The man that I've truly connected with in mind and body is no longer around....and when I masterbate and make myself orgasm I become so emotional. I've experienced this in the past when I haven't had physical closeness. We all need that special touch in our lives.
I've enjoyed reading the supportive comments for OP. Look after yourself darling x |
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To be honest guys I've only had one NSA experience  . I actually enjoyed it and didn't feel guilty, or attached (as I thought I would of done). But I know what it is, I don't feel like NSA sex satisfies me on its own or it isn't enough.
Am I feeling guilty because I was brought up by my dad who is super religious, including the sexual abuse I got from my ex as that's the reason why I'm not ready to have sex with men who I'm not in a relationship with. |
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"I think it's the reason why I'm too scared to have NSA sex with men. I need to overcome this."
it is a dilemma ,harder for female than a fella. Sometimes you just have to take a leap of faith. Remember also your imagination can be a cruel tool creating scenarios that are far removed to the reality of sex.We are all on a learning curve, with mix of good and bad experiences..expectations can be to high..
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"I don't know what's up with me.
When I masturbate and I'm feeling horny, I imagine having the great sex of my life and I'm on cloud nine. So when I've came, I start feeling guilty, reality hits me and I think to myself "oh is that it?", and then I start to wonder if I'm even interested in sex.
Then I get thinking, is sex enough ? I want more to my life than having sex here and there (not to discredit anyone). I just feel empty.
I can't understand this feeling. Maybe I'm asexual."
I dont believe your asexual sounds like you been through a bad time and we tend to rely on our last experiences theres plenty of respectful men out there its just about taking your time being comfortable within yourself and im sure time will be the healer |
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"Why do you feel you need to "overcome" not wanting to have NSA sex? It's not a flaw.
I guess it's stopping me from experiencing things."
Not all experiences are positive, you need to be in a healthy frame of mind for NSA sex, it doesn't sound as if you are. |
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By *oodmessMan
over a year ago
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NSA sex is just that - it's a way to get your kicks without the ties of a relationship. It means you don't have to answer calls of what you're doing or where you are going. It means you can sleep with who you want, how you want. Fab give you the flexibility of looking at profiles and seeing what is what in terms of likes, needs and tastes (sometimes experiences with veris). If you want a relationship go to the pub or get a date set up. If you want to explore what your body is about swinging/swapping/nsa is a good freedom to have until you decide otherwise. |
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By *maz.Man
over a year ago
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I think you need to trust someone enough to tell them how you feel , perhaps a close friend or family member! Sometimes quick sex isn't the answer we're looking for , good luck |
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