So here are some thoughts in being bi/pan from a guy who has been so for most of his life. This is just one perspective for reflection not claiming any universal truths. For context I'm mostly heteroromantic but bisexual.
I've noticed that sex with guys tends to be more casual than sex with women. There are notable exceptions in my life but typically if I'm having sex with a woman, and I mean just sex not a relationship, there's a lot of procedure. Some of it I get. There's a lot of guys trying to fuck you women and you need to vet them for the one best suited to what you want and you need to feel safe and get on with them. I'm not talking about that.
Even when all the understandable stuff is out the way there just seems to be a script that has to be followed that isn't there with guy on guy.
I remember getting to know a guy when I lived back in Loughborough. He was a fit tall muscular guy who could easily overpower me. I did the usual checks (does he seem safe/does he seem to value consent/does he really want what he is saying or will he push for more?) and he passed with flying colours. We chatted and the guy could not just hold a conversation but he was funny and knowledgeable.
We talked about sex (being on fab and mostly just socialising at that point) and I mentioned ai just wanted to suck cock at that moment. He said "will cock right here" and to cut the story short about 20 minutes later he was shooting cum down my throat.
For months afterwards we would just suck or fuck each other with all the casual nature of borrowing a lawnmower. I was in a bottom mood and stressed after a day of work, he banged me senseless. He had a failed date and we 69'd until we both came.
These days I'm with an amazing woman and we effectively have freeuse at home. She will just grab my cock or I'll start fingering her to orgasm before bed because I can't sleep. Tonight after we finish gaming I'm going to grab her hips and pound her pussy to release some pent up energy but I normally wouldn't have this type of thing causally with a woman but find it easily with a man.
I'm not sure how well I have communicated these thoughts but I welcome your comments. |
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