After a meet that was predicated on repeated promises - insistences - that the guy would film me in action and make me feel like a pornstar, after which he has refused to share the videos as his cock is too recognisable, I thought I'd reflect on what gets me off on being filmed in action.
Obviously there's the exhibitionism - I do like to be watched when I'm in action. But I realise part of this is that being watched means the sexual act - my *performance* - lives on in the voyeurs imagination. For a long time after, they can close their eyes and in their mind I am sucking and being fucked, and hopefully that turns them on all over again.
And so when I am filmed in action my sexual performance lives on in many other people's minds - hopefully for the better - and the thought of that is, in turn, such an enormous turn on. |
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