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By (user no longer on site) OP
over a year ago
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She was 17 guys, I was 23.
She was educated, a good family, a good school. I was a badboy. They would call me a hoody these days, the funny things is, deep down I still am, ha ha,
She was beautiful, I was just a thug with the charm, and the deadly smile from hell (I still got that, and I'm still deadly ha ha). I'm now 44, weve been married some 12 years or so (cmon give some credit, I'm a guy).
She gave me the ambition to be someone, she helped my tame my wild-side, she was the beauty that tamed the beast.
Our love has been intense, like a burning planet that leaves stardust in it's wake. And my God she's still beautiful.
Sex, I'm the only guy she's ever had, I've tried to teach her everything, but, she's still hesitant. Our sex life is great, she's relied upon me to lead, as she know's I was always streetwise, but not as much as she thinks. I used to think she was a prude, but that was nonsense, she was just inexperienced. she often initiates sex, and I make her come, often and intense.
However - (and this perhaps is the issue) - there's still a block with some things. i.e. she will never suggest anything new, but she's happy to go take my lead, she also says she doesnt like certain things, but I know she does. When she come's , she loses control, and for me, that's how it should be right? As a man we should make a woman come right? As hard as she can, and then we can take our pleasure. That's what I believe anyway, maybe I'm wrong I dunno, but I was taught pretty young.
But she's still embarrassed about her own sexuality, her own aggressive needs, and I know they exist, and I know that they are really agressive and wanting (I sincerely know this). i.e. she 'tells' me that she hates Anal, but when I spoon her up the arse hole, she takes my hand and puts it on her pussy and makes me frig her to clit hell, until she comes, and one time when I tied her up (just the one time), I shagged her as she was wearing a horses tail buttplug.
She's so sexy, and a size 8, an amazing arse, and shit, her little arsehole calls to me like the portland bill light house.
Sorry about all that.
My Question - She Deny's and refuses to admit anything. She's embarrassed to talk about her own Sexual needs, wants and fantasies (she mention having a guy in a threesome , in a brief slip of her steely exterior).
How can I unlock this truly sexual animal from the , deniable exterior, that refuses to acknowledge her own hunger and needs?
my love to you guys
G dog. xx |
