I think you've got to be honest with yourself first and foremost, about whether if you did get a cock on or inside of your mouth, just how you'd feel afterwards.
A cock is just a part of someone's body, and you have certainly had physical contact with other guys beforehand, albeit not their cock, unless you've helped guide a guy inside your partner. There is nothing magically different about your mouth compared to, say, your hand - nor his cock, compared to say his hand. The only thing that interprets things is your mind. Some people are free as birds, able to let things go, like water off a duck's back, nothing phases them. If you'd be pretty similar, and the actual cost involved would be negligible, other than a bit of your time used up, and your own psyche remains intact, then it's different to someone who'd become a weak shadow of themselves, for having crossed what for some more narrow people would be a life shattering taboo. I've seen people die, people suffering from awful things that have happened to them, and so little really phases me now - but we're all different. Hence my suggestion that you focus on you, and be honest with yourself.
It may just be like a little thing that she or you dares you to do, but knowing that your partner would really enjoy it, might make it more important to actually follow through. You might also want to discuss what happens afterwards, would she like you both to explore more?
Whatever you do, it doesn't change who you are as a person, except perhaps make you a little more open minded about what it is possible that you could experience and achieve in life. |
your decisions!! Enjoy all you do 
- Amy. x
