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By (user no longer on site) OP
over a year ago
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She wants to let loose, with no fear and no constraints. To explode herself onto him, to let go like she has never done before and to feel the enormous pleasure and gratification of making him take whatever she gives. To look into his eyes and see the fear as he recognizes that she is in total control, she is serious about this, and she CAN and she WILL waste him.
She has wondered what it would be like to have a man like this beneath her, a masculine, confident, athletic guy, trembling on the floor in front of her. His body bound, firmly restrained... fully exposed… fully accessible, no possibility for him to escape. And now he is there, below her his eyes pleading with her to re-consider, not knowing how he will take what is to come but knowing there is no pressure of time, she has as long as she wants. Her hunger is enormous and it WILL be satisfied, She will make this last, savouring her dominance, relishing his submission.
Part of her wants revenge on every man that has ever hurt her… physically, mentally, emotionally, but also she wants to know what it feels like to fuck someone… no, not just fuck someone, but to fuck a guy, fuck him hard, fuck the life out of him. She has been fucked hard before, really hard. She has experienced how a guy loses himself, loses control, despite how uncomfortable it may get for her. She wants that freedom, and she wants it to hurt him, she wants him to take it – and hear him scream. In her mind she has the words ready that she is waiting to use – “…screaming won’t help you now Neil, I am going to fuck those screams out of you... fuck you into silence… you are mine now!”
He has given her permission, repeatedly, when they have discussed this event, from the safety of his confidence. But now his confidence, his smile, his arrogance…they have all deserted him as she looks down on him, smiling at him, stroking herself between her legs… feeling very excited at what is to come, feeling her moistness increase with anticipation.
He was quite specific in presenting to her the ‘rules’, the ‘boundaries’, the position and method of restraint. He had provided all the tools, the bindings, the purpose made ‘bench’ to hold him down at floor level, that he was now firmly fastened to. He was definitely serious, he had been very clear, he WANTS this… to be taken way past where he has been taken before.
He followed her instructions when she told him to remove his clothes, and lay down on his back on the bench that would hold him firmly down at floor-level. Despite trembling, he did not struggle as he laid down on his back, nor did he resist as she had pulled his legs upwards, backwards and apart. He conformed as she told him to position himself into place so that the firm padded restraint was pushed tightly down onto the backs of his thighs to hold his legs in that position, making his ass total accessible. She liked the fact that his ass was upturned, as though he was in essence laid on his back in a ‘squat’ position but pinned down so firmly that he could neither close his legs nor put them down… he could not move them at all. Although there was fear in his eyes, he let her strap his arms down onto the bench so they were firmly fastened by his side, with his forearms and palms pressed down onto the leather-covering. He did not attempt to make it difficult for her as she pulled tight the straps across his chest, and his stomach, so he would not be able to arch up his body or raise himself at all. The final step of restraining was an important and symbolic one, as she was following his ‘rules’ in order that she could then have her time with him. The only restraints left to fasten were the straps on each wrist, and they were ready to be clipped down onto the eyelets which would then hold his hands down as firmly as the rest of his body.
So she spoke the words they had previously agreed… ‘Neil, I am ready to fuck you now – to fuck you relentlessly, mercilessly… into total submission. I am going to ask you if I can fasten the last restraints, the ones that will hold your hands down firmly. If you say yes when I ask you this, you are giving me permission to fuck you however I choose, as hard as I can, for as long as I wish. So Neil, can I fasten down your hands.’
Her mouth is dry with anticipation as she listens for his response, having built up this moment for what seems an age as they have talked online. His mouth is dry with fear, and she can barely hear him, but it is enough, his response is ‘yes’. He forced himself say this by blocking out the consequences from his mind, knowing this was the only way to achieve his desire. In an instant she has fastened his hands so now there was no going back for either of them. He immediately regrets what he has done, and begins to protest, but now it is too late. He had warned her in advance that he may do this and was very clear with her that she should ignore these protests… these would be the first of many, and none should be heeded.
She now smiles and her heart beats faster as she knows there is NOTHING he can say or do to protect his upturned ass from her. She is going to enjoy every second of this, starting now. So she picks up the huge firm rubber cock in both hands, feeling its weight – too big and heavy to hold in one hand. The girth thicker than any natural cock, at least 6.5 inches around, and way longer than he could possibly take. But she had seen how much he could take of it as she had instructed him to demonstrate only 10 minutes earlier. That had been part of the ‘rules’. He was to ‘prepare’ himself in front of her, by slowly forcing this monster cock into himself and showing her that it wouldn’t tear him, and to demonstrate to her how deep he could take it. It turns out that through careful preparation on his part on the lead up to this scenario, he could manage to take about 7 or 8 inches of this himself, as long as he did this slowly. It was clearly uncomfortable for him, but the point was that he COULD take that girth, and he COULD take it to a depth of 7 or 8 inches. So the previously agreed boundary was that as long as she didn’t go more than about an inch deeper than he demonstrated, then she was staying within the rules, and he wouldn’t be physically damaged.
But he had also been quite clear that although he could slowly fuck himself with this thing, his express desire was to be fucked hard and fast with it, really fast. He was not able to do that to himself, he couldn’t make himself take it that way… so that was HER role. Not only hard and fast, but withdrawing it completely before plunging it back in to get full effect of the huge cock forcing his ass-hole open – again and again. This knowledge that he could take the size of this thing, that he had taken it before, albeit slowly, gave her the confidence that she needed to proceed without any safe-word for him. He had again been very clear about that… if he had a safe-word, he WOULD use it, he knew this of himself.
She recalls so many of his words, and these were now strengthening both her resolve and her desire to make him regret every saying them. She remembers clearly what he said in their prior chats:
‘I don’t think you can go through with it…. I don’t think you are mentally or physically strong enough’,
‘Once you have me tied down firmly, then nothing, and I mean NOTHING that I say or do should stop you… I will scream, shout, swear, beg, cry, feign injury, insult you, threaten you and plead with you to stop… but if you back off because of this, if you stop, if you feel sorry for me and you weaken – then you will have failed, and I will have beaten YOU’,
‘My screaming and begging should please you, turn you on, spur you on to make me take more, take it harder…faster’
‘I want you to make me think that I can’t take any more, and then let me know that I will have to, because YOU want me to and you have a lot more to give me’
‘This will be your one and only chance to do this, so get everything out of it that you can, you will not have a second chance…. Certainly not with me, and probably never again with anyone in your life’,
‘Let me know that you are in no hurry, that you have a long time, a lot of energy, and an insatiable desire to fuck me senseless… fuck me into submission… into silence’
With these and countless other thoughts circling around in here head, she looks down at him, places the tip of the cock just inside his ass, so it pries open enough to fit the head, watches him squirm and gasp a little, smiles at him, and calmly says:
‘Neil, you didn’t think I would go through with this did you. Well, can you see that I am not scared, I am not the one trembling. My conscience will not hold me back because time and time again you have told me how much you want this. You have told me that if I do not go through with this, I have failed, and that you will have won. Well Neil, you are not going to win, because I am going to enjoy using you as my helpless fuck-toy… my bitch. I have spent the last few weeks looking forward to this, building my desire for this and as it may be my only chance I am going to savour it. Don’t think that this will be over in a few minutes, or half an hour or so... look at the clock. You told me to put aside a good amount of time, well, you know that I told you I had an hour or so to spare… well I now I can tell you that I wasn’t being totally honest about that as I actually have ALL day to play. Look, it’s not even 10AM yet, and if I need to I can be here until 2. I wonder what state you will be in by 12 - let us see. The minutes are going to tick by so slowly for you, I am going to have you for hours…..’
She removes the head of the cock, coats it thoroughly in the oil he has provided and then holds it with the tip just nestling at the entrance to his ass-hole.
“So Neil, I am now going to give you some of my rules, because we are playing MY game now, not yours. I am now going to sit astride your face, facing towards your ass and fuck you slowly, and deeply…. This is my way of warming you up. While I do this, I expect you to caringly attend to my clit and pussy with your tongue. I don’t want to hear you pleading, I want to hear you moaning with pleasure as I fuck you and you pleasure my clit. I want to feel your tongue explore deep into my pussy and I want to enjoy it. But you should know is that there are punishments for displeasing me, and you will get to know and fear these punishments soon enough. I want you to know what one of the punishments is so I will describe it to you right now. If I feel you are not conforming, not trying hard enough, not following my instructions… If I feel that you are not paying enough care and attention when you are me, then the following will happen. I will plunge this big rubber cock into you as deep as it will go, so it stays there projecting upwards from your ass. I will then reach behind me and pull my cheeks wide apart and sit down on your face fully, and I will then take hold of that big cock that is protruding from you with both of my hands, and pound you with it fast and hard for as long as I see fit. Then, when I raise myself, and you can breathe again, and your ass-hole is sore and throbbing… there is only one thing I want to hear from your lips. I want to hear you say ‘thank you’, so I can then go back to fucking you slowly and having my clit tongued properly again. I hope that is understood. If I don’t hear ‘thank you’, then I will repeat the process again… and again… until you DO thank me.”
This was the most empowering feeling she had ever had in any sexual experience. She was fucking with his mind, because the both knew that at any point she could say ‘that isn’t good enough Neil,’ or ‘I don’t think you are trying hard enough Neil’ or ‘It doesn’t feel like you are adoring my ass Neil’… no matter how he was performing. She took this opportunity to let him feel what she was capable of, and made him scream and cry several times. This was only 20 minutes or so into the games and he already thought he could take no more.
She played this game with him for quite some time, alternating between making him lick her pussy, her clit, … His mind did not know where to turn, there was no let up, no escape. Whatever he did she carried on with her agenda, he wanted numbness to take over, but when it felt to her like he was no longer feeling pain, she intensified…. She would remove the cock from his hole and smack his ass with the paddle or the leather belt 2 or 3 times. This would make his ass clench tight again, so he would once again feel the cock more intensely.
She climaxed several times while fucking him this way, and each time she would lose control even more, become wilder, more frantic… exploding on him with her whole body, her ultimate pleasure was his worst pain. She showed no sign of letting up, her appetite seemed to grow rather than diminish as she anticipated more and more intense orgasms and more freedom.
Sometimes having her pussy several inches above his face so that he could smell her sex. When she did this, she changed the rules a little, to any that suited her:
‘Neil, I want to hear you say thank you with every thrust I make’,
‘Neil, I want to hear you ask me to do it harder, or faster while I thrust’,
‘Neil, I want to hear you shout for more as I do this’, or
‘Neil, I just want to hear you screaming so fucking well scream’.
When she grew a little tired, she would remove the thick rubber cock from him and replace it with the clear rubber one which, although not as long, was equally thick. This was about 9 inches long and she would fasten this in with a strap, so it remained forced inside him up to the hilt and this freed up her hands. She could then sit, kneel, stand in whatever position she chose, and just play with herself while he endured the impaled cock. She would use her fingers, her vibrator and other toys of her choosing… or simply kneel over his face and tell him ‘Neil, I know that cock strapped inside you is causing you a lot of pain… and I really like that… I may take it out when you have made me cum again, but I want you to lick me really really slowly until I do cum… I want you to make it last for me Neil…. You don’t want to displease me now do you?’
Now she really wanted to test him….
‘OK Neil, now I want you to really show me that you are my fuck-bitch, and that you will obey me. I am now going to kneel down on the floor in front of your ass, this will give me a firmer position to pound you. And I am really going to pound you…. But this will be different. I am going to pull the cock fully out of you, free of your ass by at least 6 or 8 inches… then I am going to plunge it into you, and completely back out, and I am going to do this fast…and hard. So what do I want from you Neil? I want complete silence, not a sound, not a gasp… look me in the eyes and take it. I want to see tears Neil, but I demand silence. So now Neil, I can see the fear in your eyes again, I can feel your body tense as you know this will hurt… but I want to fuck with your mind a little more, so its not enough for me that I am going to do this… I want to hear you ask me to do it, and ask me politely Neil. If you do not ask me, then I will do it anyway, but I will thrash your ass with this belt first and then fuck you with anger… and I make it seem like an eternity… so I suggest you ask me politely Neil… now!’
He pauses, his body aching he fears asking her, he fears not asking her, his only hope is that if he asks her to do this, then she may nearly be done with him… so with a trembling voice he says ‘Please, will you kneel in front of me, pull that huge cock out of me, and waste my ass with it by plunging it relentlessly into me…. and I will remain silent for as long as you desire to pound me’
He can’t recall exactly what happened then, after a few minutes of her hardest pounding yet, and feeling the cock force his ass open with every thrust as she withdrew it each time, his mind was focused on not screaming or uttering a word. She could see this, his efforts, and so she raised the cock higher each time, plunged faster, she was dripping with sweat with her actions… she tested him fully, and smiled down at him as held himself silent.
“OK Neil, now you know what I am capable of, and what pleasure it gives me to see you struggle and suffer. And don’t think that I am finished yet.... so now say thank you”
And then she was ready to try another play another mind-fuck game with him... to give him some options that he can't refuse.
'Neil... I want to give you the chance to give your swollen, raw, abused ass a rest... how does that sound?
I would like to make you cum Neil, but for ME, not for YOU. You have told me how sensitive your nipples are and how, if I play with them gently while I methodically wank your cock you will cum. So... if you ask me now to do that...then I will.
But there is a consequence Neil. I will want my fun with you... so here are my rules...
If you don't ask me to make your cum, I will give your ass NO respite. I will once again pound you again, but even harder than before, and for longer. But if you do... I will let you have that climax sensation, complete with the pain of nettles wrapped around your cock.... I will hold your cock firmly and wank you methodically until you release yourself and I see you cum. But as you start to cum, I won’t allow you to thrust, and I wont pull any firmer – you will be coming for my enjoyment, not yours, so don’t expect to enjoy that climax sensation for too long – and don’t expect me to let the sensation subside. I won't stop, as you cum, I won't change the pace of my wanking you... you will not be able to thrust...I will just be releasing your cum for my purpose... and my purpose is to let you feel for a brief moment some pleasure, and then take it away from you. I will carry on wanking you... after your orgasm has subsided. .. I will continue... it will be uncomfortable for you as I massage the helmet of your cock, relentlessly, your cock will be very sensitive, and you will want it me to stop. .. but I won't. .. I will make you cum again ... and this will be hard for you... but I won't stop. And then, when you want to recover... I will continue... I will make you cum a third time, and you know that will hurt.
So go on Neil.... ask me to make you cum… or ask me to destroy your ass with this cock and fuck you until you pass out.”
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