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By (user no longer on site) OP
over a year ago
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How often do you see him?
You really like this guy, don’t you?
Did you fuck him?
Do you enjoy fucking him?
Does it feel good like that when he’s inside you?
These were spontaneous words thrown in at the absolute height of passion, nearing an orgasm.
These were jealous words which in a different context could hurt or at the very least be uncomfortable.
But at this very moment, as we were enjoying each other intimately, my cock deep inside her, my eyes locked into hers, these were the horniest words. They spurred us on, they turned us on even more, they took us higher.
Jealousy is a tricky thing when you’re in a relationship that you know is not exclusive for whatever the reason, out of of choice, because of the distance or the circumstances...
You may feel a sting when you see the attention the other receives.
You can get upset at the attention they are giving another instead of you.
You’re likely to hurt when you know they are physically enjoying another instead of you.
You may question your worth.
It feeds your growing insecurities and eats you up.
But on the other hand, when you feel confident of your worth, when you know how important you are to them, and, even if there are others, they are not a threat to you, you have your own place...when you feel appreciated for what you are then this jealousy can be channeled into a positive, experience enhancing, extremely horny feeling.
It can be hugely exciting to feel others lust over the object of your affection, to see them chase it, to see the efforts they deploy to get to it when you know that at the end of the night it is still yours, you still have your place.
It is such an ego boost to know that despite all the attention they get, they do want you.
It’s obviously not easy especially when you can’t see each other much yet care deeply.
But good open communication can help muzzle the negative voices. Talking about how you feel, not letting it eat you up.
And reminding one another that no matter what they are special to you, reminding yourselves of what you bring to each other, will only bring you closer.
We may both be attracted to others. There are so many possibilities in this world. Something I will be good at, others I won’t. And if you want to explore the latter you should. Ultimately I want you happy. I’m not the be all and end all. And as long as I’m confident about what I bring to you, confident about my place I will focus on that, on what I’m good at and you enjoy in me.
You want to fuck him. Go ahead. I won’t compete. I’ll fuck you different but I’ll fuck you equally good. I know my worth and I’ll remind you of yours. |
