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By (user no longer on site) OP
over a year ago
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Hi , I've been around here for a while and always been on and off fab , I'm a married guy and have always buried my true sexual identity , always trying to be someone that I perceived was the man I should be or that someone wanted me to be, being bi and always suffering from lack of confidence, this has caused me to journey down many different routes in the persuit of self knowledge and perceived happiness , never having the courage to be honest with either my self or my partners, this behaviour in fact has led to 1 broken marriage ending in divorce, 1 broken long term relationship , a recent affair and a current marriage which is very broken now, my wife is now fully aware of my past life of the last 30 or so years and were looking to try and rebuild it embracing my sexuality and needs , it's going to be a long and very difficult journey , I'm not looking to get vilified or looking for sympathy or acceptance , but if there is any interest I'll write about my experiences and maybe they will help someone else |
