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By (user no longer on site) OP
over a year ago
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So many of the fantasists and wishful thinkers yearning the cuckold lifestyle have never considered the downside, the reality. Yes, like many of you, I had tried to persuade my wife to be more adventurous. Wouldn't she like to try a big cock? Why didn't she be naughty on her next girls night, I would egg her on. It never happened I'm fairly sure and we continued playing sexual tennis, me asking, her pretending she might try the hotwife fantasy. Well this is bringing you up to date from the entry the other day "No, not like this, I've changed my mind" when I discover that she had at last found her libido as I start my treatment for heart disease.
Each day is much the same, tablets by the handful and rest. Somewhere in all the info you are given, post treatment, is a warning about sexual difficulties being a potential problem. Sure enough my sex drive vanished as quick as my cholesterol. As the weeks have gone by my wife has had to replace the batteries in her rabbit several times. Whilst out for a meal with good friends the wives had gone over to the bar. My mate made a comment that caused me to stop. He said, whilst nodding towards my wife, "I think its starting to bite her leg". What do you mean I asked. Oh nothing, its the drink talking. No, I insisted, you can't leave it there. Its just something your Mary said to Laura. What for fuck sake! Mary said she was desperate for a good fuck, you were just useless now. My heart sank and I felt pretty upset, my manhood had been totally belittled. I looked over at my wife standing at the bar. She was holding court with a group of guys. She was laughing and being very touchy. I hadn't really noticed her outfit for the night until now. Jesus, I muttered, lycra tight skirt and seams, fuck she was dressed as a woman on the game and advert for a fuck. The realisation that our relationship had changed dramatical, much more than I felt comfortable with, dawned. I knew in my diseased heart that we were now on a road that would bring her pleasure and me pain.
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