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By (user no longer on site) OP
over a year ago
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I was probably bi "cur" for most of my adult life if truth be known, but I did really understand it enough - the odd flash from a mate at school or camping, never really clicked with me. As years progressed and having been in the army, I was still oblivious to the attraction of men towards me. You see I have always been pretty cool about being naked in front of other people no matter their age or sex to be honest, so when I had me first "MM" sexual experience (I fumble in some woods somewhere when I was 30), I knew that it was wrong and right at same time.
Many many years passed, when with my then wife, we dabbled in "swinging/wife swapping" and as part of those erotic meetings, all parts of the body got up close and personal - well my ex wife was first to crack, when she said lets arrange a meet with a Bi women as she wanted to "give it a go" - we did and she went for it big time first time out and we ended up meet many more for MFF sessions - no complaints from my corner I assure you - well we progressed to MMFF meets and low and behold, when in close proximity and when men touched me intimately, I did not flinch - in fact I actively started to encourage it.
That were things stayed MM wise form some years until after I separated from my first wife, one of our regular MF meets contacted me and offered to meet them alone.
I went to Alan and Dee's house (changed names to protect them as they still around) and after a meal and drink out ended up back in their bed - I was slightly d*unk, but totally in control, when I was fucking Dee I felt Alan starting to rim me, now that was not unpleasant I will say, but he followed it with a large squirt of lubrication and a finger - now to my utter surprise (although it might have been the drink) I never objected and could feel my cock throb even more in Dee's now very wet pussy.
Dee for her part started to whisper in my ear saying - "is alan fucking you yet" and "are you ready to have your anal virginity taken"
Needless to say, this I found mind blowingly awesome - and whilst Alan did not fuck me (on that occasion) he did do so many time afterwards, it was the starting point in my journey of accepting my sexuality ............
If this storey line interests you, please say so and I happily carry on and bring you up to date with my sexual exploits ....
J xx 
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By (user no longer on site)
over a year ago
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you have been lucky to have been with a partner that was willing to experiment. The shutters have gone up for me with Mrs N and she seems a lot less willing of late to indulge.
The lack of Bi fun is getting to me a bit truth be known, though I do not want to play on my own. It's much more fun if your lady joins in as well. |
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By (user no longer on site) OP
over a year ago
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Contd......
Needless to say, this I found mind blowingly awesome - and whilst Alan did not fuck me (on that occasion) he did do so many time afterwards, it was the starting point in my journey of accepting my sexuality ............
For those truly bisexual or women reading this, you know what I mean when I say "i am genuine" as for so many years I was not so much living in denial it was more an acceptance of what I liked/desired without offending those close to me - well my first wife it was a no brainer as she was ramptley bisexual and I think that, what opened my eyes to accepting me for who I am.
I LOVE SEX WITH MEN......... there that's clears the air
But as my journey continued, I started to enjoy more and more men touching me, playing with me and eventually more recently over last 5 years, fucking me more ..........one day I decided I wanted to reverse the role and fuck a man and OMG !!!!!!! when I did my whole perspective of MM sex changed.....
Yes I'm sure those actively bisexual know and understand me here, but some MM encounters are fast n furious and literally over in a flash and some dare I say are sexual nightmare you'd rather forget
Then as I have experienced over my time, there are so many occasions where I feel at one with a man whether in the presence of a women or not - relaxed even and share moments of intimacy between two men (even 3 on odd occasions lol) - its this part of my journey which as opened my eyes the most and nearly bring me up to date with this part of me acknowledging my true sexuality
I AM BISEXUAL - meaning I genuinely love men and women sexually - either one on one or as small groups, and the intimacy I began sharing with some of me dear friends off here and the sister site is growing and our mutual sex experiences are developing along the way.
Why do I emphasise I am Genuinely bisexual is that there are masses of men that use the Bi/Bi cur status simply to lure MF couples into bed and yet as soon as the man of the coupole dares go near him, he backs off - ie he was never bi .....follow drift here -
Taking you back to me and my first wife playing Bi , we met loads of timewasting idiots of this nature, some we embarrassed and forced male sex to take part others, we showed the door, so its that part which is frustrating
on the negative side, yes I am truly bisexual and will and do meet men alone for sex (nowt seedy), but I am not open to that with my family or new wife and I like so many others I am sure, struggle with that at times
My journey so far as also had some cracking highs and some really horrid and on occasions sad lows.....but masses of fun...
To be continued ....if you want more
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