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By (user no longer on site) OP
over a year ago
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I had been desirous of this day for the past month from the VERY FIRST conversation we had.
The DAY we would meet in person FACE TO FACE for the first time.
I HAD LONGED TO BE BACK INTO THE BDSM LIFESTYLE BUT BURIED MYSELF IN WORK AN TAKING CARE OF MY CHILDREN. As a widowed single male ( SIDE NOTE 1A ) for the past two plus years my desires had been willfully put on hold to focus my thoughts on the 5 children I now had to raise on my own.
BUT,
NOW I WAS GOING TO MEET THE WOMEN OF MY DREAMS FOR THE SECOND TIME IN MY LIFE, SEXY, HOT, WITH A BURNING DESIRE, A WILLINGNESS TO LEARN, TO EXPLORE ALL HER HIDDEN DESIRES SHE HAD PENT UP UNTIL NOW. THE DESIRE TO LEARN ABOUT BDSM LIFESTYLE AND THE PLEASURE IT CAN GIVE NOT ONLY TO HERSELF BUT WITH ALL THE JOYFUL FULFILLMENT SATISFACTION THAT IS GIVEN TO ALL IF DONE RIGHT!
HOW I LONGED TO GUIDE & TEACH TO TAKE UNDER MY WING A DISCREET WOMEN AGAIN, ANY LEGAL CONSENT AGE WOULD HAVE BEEN OK TO WHATEVER AGE, I JUST WANTING TO GUIDE MOLD TEACH AGAIN !
THE LONGING I HAVE TO GIVE A WOMEN PLEASURE IT HAD CONSUMED MY EVERY THOUGHT,
MY MIND WAS ON ONE THING SEEING IF I COULD BREAK THE RECORD ( THE NUMBER OF ORGASM I CAN GIVE A WOMEN IN EIGHT HOURS )! ! ! ! !
I HAD BEEN SEARCHING FOR A WOMEN WITH A DESIRE TO LEARN, A WOMEN DESERVING, KIND, LOVING, AND GIVING. THE WOMEN I HAD SEARCHED FOR HAS UNDERSTAND, SHE WOULD KNOW AND SEE THE PLEASURE I GET BY GIVING A WOMEN ALL SHE DESIRES.
MY BEING IS OPEN, IT IS ABOUT GIVING TOTAL PLEASURE !
EVEN AS A MASTER TO MY NEW SUBMISSIVE WOMEN SHE WOULD KNOW IT IS NOT JUST MY WAY OR HIGHWAY, BUT IT WOULD BE THE WAY SHE WANTED, NEEDED, AND DESIRED
SHE IS A WOMEN WHO UNDERSTANDS I AM NOT A SUBMISSIVE BUT A MASTER .
THAT WILL NOT, AND (NEVER COULD) JUST TAKE PLEASURE ( GET MINE ) & NOT MAKE SURE HER EVERY DESIRE, WANT, NEED IS FILLED TO THE BRIM FULL AND OVERFLOWING ! WHATEVER THAT NEED, WANT, AND BURNING DESIRE IS.
SHE UNDERSTANDS MY NEED TO GIVE PLEASURE, BECAUSE AT 50 I HAVE LEARNED MY GREATEST JOY-IS GIVING A SUBMISSIVE WOMEN TOTAL PLEASURE HOWEVER SHE WANTS IT!
EVEN IF I GET NO PLEASURE IN WHAT I AM DOING!
MY PLEASURE IS KNOWING IT IS GIVING HER GREAT PLEASURE, JOY AND FULFILLMENT !!!
TO ME IT IS MORE IMPORTANT THAN ( blunt here sorry ) I MYSELF CUMMING!!!!!!! .
MY WHOLE LIFE, ALL I EVER WANTED TO DO AS A YOUNG MAN AND NOW OLDER WAS TO GIVE A WOMEN PLEASURE ( MENTAL & PHYSICAL ) !
I DO NOT MEAN WAM BAM THANK YOU MA'AM AND OUT THE DOOR.
IF SHE ONLY KNEW ?
HOW I HAD LONGED TO SMELL HER SUCCULENT FRAGRANCE OF A WOMEN AS WE EMBRACED ARE HEARTS BEATING AS ONE.
TO LOOK INTO HER EYES AN TOUCH HER SOUL TO CARESS IT TO HOLD IT TO CARE FOR IT !
TO TOUCH CARESS FEEL EVERY INCH OF A WOMEN AGAIN. CARESSING HER HAIR AN SLIDING MY HANDS SLOWLY OVER HER BACK AS I MASSAGE OIL ONTO HER NECK AN DOWN HER SPINE, TO FEEL TO TOUCH, TO HOLD, TO LOVING CARESS EVERY INCH OF HER.
GIVING MY SUB WHAT SHE NEEDS APPROVAL AND IF BAD A SPANKING.
I WOULD PUT MY EVERY THOUGHT MY WHOLE BEING INTO HER, ON EACH AN EVERY MUSCLE, EVERY VERTEBRA IN HER SPINE, TO CARESS HER RIBS, HER THIGHS, HER SWEET LITTLE ROUND ASS AND CHEEKS.
TO EXPLORE EVERY INCH WITH GREAT EXCITEMENT BY TOUCHING HER OUTER THIGH, HIPS, FEELING EVERY MUSCLE IN HER LEGS TO HER KNEES HER CALF MUSCLES, ANKLES TO HER TOES. IN MY RETURN TRAVEL AGAIN, TOUCHING AND CARESSING AS I GO TO HER CALF, KNEES, INNER THIGHS, BACK TO HER SWEET LITTLE ROUND ASS, AND CHEEKS AGAIN.
INVESTIGATING LEARNING STUDYING EVERY INCH OF HER BODY, AS I PROCEED MY TRAVELS TO HER HIPS, RIBS, SPINE, TOUCHING LOVINGLY, CARESSING, KISSING, EVERY MUSCLE ON HER BODY AS I RETURN TO HER NECK SHOULDERS ONTO HER ARMS FEELING EVER CONTOUR, EVERY JOINT, EVERY FINGER AND WHEN IT WAS TIME GENTLE HAVING HER ROLL OVER TO LAY ON HER BACK.
AS I WHISPER SWEET NOTHINGS INTO HER EARS TELL HER MY DESIRE TO GIVE HER TOTAL PLEASURE!
IN A WAY SHE HAS NEVER HAD BEFORE BUT HAD ALWAYS DESIRED AND DREAMED OF.
AS I CARESS YOUR HAIR TO KISS YOUR FOREHEAD RUNNING MY FINGERS OVER EVERY INCH OF YOUR FACE AS A BLIND MAN READS WITH BRAILLE WITH ALL TENDERNESS AND DESIRE WILLINGNESS TO LEARN ALL THAT YOUR BODY IS SAYING TO ME.
TO ACKNOWLEDGING ALL YOUR BEAUTY, AS I LISTEN TO EVERY INCH OF YOUR BODY. TO KNOW EVERY INCH OF YOUR FACE, NOSE, EARS, EYES, LIPS, NECK, AND SHOULDERS,
TRAVEL OVER YOUR ARMS AGAIN EXPLORING EVERY MUSCLE MAKING SURE ALL ARE RELAXED, ALL ARE CARESSED, ALL ARE LOVED, WITH A BURNING DESIRE I HAVE TO KNOW EACH AND EVERY MUSCLE, JOINT , INCH OF HER ADORABLE BODY .
AS I PROCEED TO YOUR FINGERS THEN BACK TO YOUR SHOULDERS. GENTLY, LOVING, TENDERLY CARESSING, KISSING AS I MOVE TO EACH BODY PART, TO EACH MUSCLE GROUP, OVER YOUR CHEST BETWEEN YOUR BREAST TO YOUR BELLY ALONG THE SIDES AND BACK !
THIS TIME STOPPING AT YOUR SUCCULENT BREAST NOT GRABBING BUT MASSAGING AROUND THEM IN CIRCLES AS THEY SPARKLE FROM THE LIGHT BOUNCING OFF THE OIL THAT GLISTENS FROM YOUR HARD ERECT NIPPLES.
OVER YOUR SHOULDERS. NOT ONLY USING MY FINGERS , MY HANDS, (GENTLY ) MY FORE ARMS, MY ELBOWS, MY LIPS, MY MOUTH.
TO KNOW AN UNDERSTAND EACH MUSCLE TO UNDERSTAND EACH JOINT TO UNDERSTAND EVERY INCH OF YOUR BODY, WHAT ALL YOUR BEING IS SCREAMING OUT TO ME THEIR FEELINGS, THEIR WANTS, THEIR DESIRE, WHAT THEY ALL HAVE LONGED FOR.
THEN GIVING TO EACH ONE ALL THAT THEY WANT, ALL THEY DESIRE ALL THAT THEY NEED. TO FULFIL THEIR TOTAL DESIRE TO FULFILL THEIR TOTAL NEED. TO GIVE THEM TOTAL JOY, TOTAL HAPPINESS, TOTAL PLEASURE!!!.
AS A MASTER THAT IS NOT MY JOB !
IT IS MY DUTY !!!
TO GIVE ALL THAT MY SUBMISSIVE WANTS NEEDS DESIRES TO BE FULL FILLED AN IN TOTAL HAPPINESS.
BUT, THIS WILL BE ARE FIRST MEETING AND Nothing HAS ( EXCEPT DEATH AND TAXES) a guarantee that anything would happen and I did not expect it too.
She was only -- years old VERY BEAUTIFUL WOMEN,
while I was an older man 50 years old and I had only been working out again for the past SIX months.
She had no gray hair
While mine, what I had, was gray and bald on top, with a beard starting to grow back again after the New Year cut for my kids.
She was married or single
I AM widowed, with 5 children.
She was 4'3" TO 7' TALL AND HER WEIGHT WAS ONLY --- lbs an a body like an angle.
I was only 5'10" and only 150 lbs a little out of shape, but not that bad I thought for my age and the number of hard miles on this body.
She has a beautiful smile
while mine had been broke out when I was hit with a pipe across my face, when the young punk tried to mug me.
(( MORE INFO ON THAT SEE SIDE NOTE ( 1B BELLOW ))
I thought to myself
DENTURES ARE NOT THE SAME ! BUT THE GOOD THINGS THE PLEASURE MY TONGUE, LIPS, MOUTH CAN GIVE AS I USE THEM TO CARESS, KISS, NIBBLE, CHEW, LICK, TASTE, HER SWEET HONEY POT AND THE PLEASURE I CAN GIVE TO TO IT AN ALL ITS NECTAR IT CAN GIVE TO ME IN RETURN .
I SMILED
WE TALK AS WE GAZE INTO EACH OTHERS EYES. IT IS LIKE LOOKING INTO EACH OTHERS SOUL WE BOTH WANTED, WE BOTH DESIRED TO FEEL, TO TOUCH, TO HOLD, AND CARESS EACH OTHER OUR DESIRE IS BURNING HOTTER & HOTTER INSIDE US.
NO WORDS NOW WE MOVE OUR LIPS TOWARD EACH OTHER OUR LIPS EMBRACE WITH OVERWHELMING EXCITEMENT AND JOY.
OUR TONGUES DART INTO EACH OTHERS MOUTH NOT IN BATTLE BUT IN HOT UNBRIDLED LUST AND DESIRE AS OUR TONGUES LOVING CARESS EACH OTHER MAKING OUR EXCITEMENT GROW.
THAT IF IT WHERE POSSIBLE WE WOULD CLIMB INTO EACH OTHERS BODY AN NEVER LEAVE.
YOU LOOK INTO MY EYES AN SAY
" BABY CAN WE AD INTO THE CONTRACT THAT YOU WEAR A MASK THAT WILL COVER YOUR FACE WHILE WE PLAY" ( WE ALREADY TALKED ABOUT IT BUT WAS NOT WRITTEN DOWN YET )
I SMILED AND LAUGHED. THEN I SAID " I AM NOT LAUGHING AT WHAT YOU SAID OR WANT OR DESIRE"
" I WILL GLADLY DO IT"
" WHAT I AM LAUGHING AT IS WHEN i WAS 18 YEARS OLD, I WAS ENGAGED IN SOME KINKY SEX WITH OLDER WOMEN. SHE WAS 35 WITH A KNOCKOUT BODY . SHE LOVED IT WHEN I WORE A BURLAP BAG OVER MY HEAD LIKE A SCARE CROW.
" I MADE MISTAKE OF TELLING A FRIEND ABOUT IT"
" IT WAS THE LAST MONTH OF HIGH SCHOOL ( i was 18 ) BY THE END OF DAY I WAS CALLED THE SCARECROW MAN GREAT SEX BUT YOU NEED TO PUT A BAG OVER HIS HEAD"
" I STILL LAUGH AT THE TEASING GIVEN TO ME "!
" I WAS NEVER UPSET ABOUT IT AND THE SEX WAS GREAT "
I ASKED " WHAT DO YOU WANT ME TO WEAR " SHE SAID ...................................
I SAY " NO PROBLEM I CAN DO THAT " SHE REPLIES " MASTER I AM YOURS TAKE ME"
WITH THAT WE GET UP AND GO............................
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SIDE NOTE 1A
WHAT HAPPEN IN PAST IS PAST ! THE PAIN HURT IS GONE!
I AM HERE TO GIVE PLEASURE TO ANY NEW SUBMISSIVE WOMEN I GET WITH.
I AM NOT HERE TO TALK ABOUT OR CRY ON ANY ONES SHOULDER ABOUT MY WIFE PERIOD !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SIDE NOTE 1 B
(((Breaking my jaw and knocking OUT 18 TEETH AND KNOCKING ME ON MY ASS!!! .
As he tried to get into my pockets I grabbed a hand full of hair an began beating him, Until he broke loose running away while I still had a hand full of hair.
He did not expect that from a 30 year old guy just out of hospital having had a back injury walking with a gimp a cane after my third operation,
Being told you will never walk with out a cane and you will never walk more than 100 yards before you will need to rest.
" Sex " the doctor said "well if you can but with all that is wrong I DO NOT THINK YOU WILL WANT TO AN FOR KIDS JUST FORGET ABOUT IT, IT WILL BE EASIER FOR YOU IF YOU JUST QUIT THINKING ABOUT WHAT YOU NEVER CAN HAVE. IT WOULD BE BEST TO START NOW INSTEAD OF WANTING FOR WHAT YOU CAN NEVER HAVE. AS FAR AS WORK YOU WILL NEVER WORK AGAIN, AN DO NOT EVEN ATTEMPT TO RIDE A HORSE AGAIN YOU HAVE A LIFE CHANGING INJURY. EXCEPT IT AN YOU WILL BE HAPPIER AND BEGIN TO LOOK FOR NEW PLEASURE IN LIFE".
THAT WAS TWENTY YEARS AGO AN THE LAST TIME I SAW THAT DOCTOR.
I HAVE HAD 6 kids. I work 10 TO 12 hrs a day 6 to 7 days a week SOMETIMES 17 TO 18 DAYS STRAIGHT
I WALK ON TREAD MILL 5 MILES EVERYDAY AN THAT IS EVERYDAY NO IFS, ANDS, OR BUTS, EVEN IF I AM TIRED IT IS SOMETHING I NEED TO DO TO KEEP GOING FOR THE KIDS.
I AM THINKING ABOUT JOINING A FITNESS CENTER BUT WOULD RATHER WORKOUT AT HOME SO THAT IS WHAT I AM LEARNING ABOUT NOW.
SIDE NOTE 1B
I am getting new dentures again my son who was with his mother when she died in car accident,
HAS A head injury ( HE WILL NEVER BE RIGHT ) BUT A GOOD KID, about a week ago 01/10/2016 took a hammer to my dentures. I WAS UPSET A LITTLE ( my own fault ) BUT DID NOT GET MAD BUT TOLD HIM THAT YOU DO NOT DO THINGS LIKE THIS TO THE PROPERTY OF OTHERS IN OUR HOUSE OR TO ANY OTHER PERSONS PROPERTY IN THE WORLD.
BUT,
I HAD TO UNDER MY BREATH LOL !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
You had to see him THE HUGE SMILE THINKING WHAT HE MADE WAS SO GOOD,
He had wrapped them up inside a box covered with paper on outside it said " DADDY TRUE GRIT " handed it to me an said "DADDY I KNOW YOU HAVE IT BUT I made you some more " I asked " WELL WHAT DID YOU MAKE ME" he said " OPEN IT GRIT TRUE GRIT " !
SO I OPENED IT THEIR WAS MY DENTURES HE WAS RIGHT SOME OF THEM LOOKED LIKE GRIT!!!!!!!!!! I ASKED " HOW DID YOU DO THIS " " HAMMER HAMMER ALL MORNING DADDY HAMMER HAMMER HAMMER LOOK " HE SHOWED ME HIS HANDS AN ONE OF THEM HAD A LITTLE BLISTER ON IT !
WE WATCHED A MOVIE CALLED ( TRUE GRIT ) I TOLD HIM THAT YOU CAN NEVER HAVE ENOUGH ( TRUE GRIT ) SO HE MADE ME SOME MORE !
MY OWN FAULT NOT EXPLAINING RIGHT!!!!!!!
BUT HE DID WORK SO HARD AT IT ! YOU GOT TO LOVE THEM ! |
