wow, what the hell has happened these last 12 hours! i finally gave in to my sub tendencies, i have finally given myself mind and body to De...
at first i thought chastity would be a doddle, a bit of fun to spice up friday night wow i was wrong! the mixed emotions iv felt today has driven me insane, it started with my balls swelling slightly and tingling through the excitement of wearing the device, that quickly moved to frustration and anger at myself for struggling to cope without masturbating, once my body and mind finally realised this was out of the question i started to give in, and it feels like my world has changed in meaning already, i want so serve De and please her and be a good sub no matter what this means, my balls are swollen and tingling to remind me im a man yet the device is there to remind me im not a real man.. im just De's toy.. iv been told to go out and buy myself some sexy knickers to wear for De friday night.. as much as im terrified to do this and wear them i know i cant stop myself from serving De, if i wish to masterbate again. joe |
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