I met a man, innocent and sweet but he felt trapped.
He had a life that was nice but he didn’t feel loved, he was lonely.
A lot of course was his own doing, we make our choices and we deal with the consequences. I know several people who behave in an ask for forgiveness rather than permission way in other walks of life: like popping up a neon sign in a conservation village is easier to get retrospective approval than an initial approval.
In main stream societies eyes what he did is frowned upon. In kink and alternative land it’s more of a shrug - you do you kinda view.
I met a man who was innocent and sweet but also sexually somewhat naive.
Over our time together we grew sexually into something so special it can only be described as real life porn with a bucket load of love on top.
The man who left this world ten days ago was loved. His funeral arrangements are public but I’ve been asked by his eldest child not to attend.
He once said to me
Write a book
So this is my book
I met a man innocent and sweet who made me into a better person. Who grew alongside me and we experienced life from an extremely happy place.
The reason he said to write a book was because of a saucy late night text session that followed a soa day we had.
One of his great passions in life was literacy, I thought I could write it and he could edit it. We were so in tune that the same sentiment would be conveyed. Simpatico was a word he liked to use for when we both came to the same conclusion or said the same thing
He was my North, my South, my east, my west.
My working week and Sunday rest.
Cliqued perhaps but true words none the less.
Happy to continue here or just disappear
Feedback appreciated even negative as engagement is one of the ways I believe helps humans feel alive and promptes longevity
See that’s the kicker
He was a fit man with a near obsession with longevity
Not sure how to sign off
Maybe
Little Miss confused, messed up, sad but grateful |
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