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By *skin OP   Man 3 weeks ago

Edinburgh

I'm not sure how I am going to explain the events of the last few years and the complicated emotions I now feel to strangers on an app. I think sharing my experiences with guys I'll likely never meet will be therapeutic and I suspect some of you will be able to provide me with some helpful insights into my current situation.

I am almost fifty now. I was made redundant almost three years ago and this was the last straw for my common law marriage. I'd been a pretty useless husband to be fair and when money became tight and I started looking to downsize from a nice suburban rental to a flat in one of the less pleasant suburbs of Luton, my wife left me.

I grew up near Edinburgh and still had some family near there so I took whatever money I had left and rented a flat there. As you might know, Edinburgh is expensive and I ended up in a grimy, cold flat in a suburb called Oxgsngs. I started looking for a job but opportunities for someone my age were few and far between. The industry I had been in was not looking for many new colleagues, and certainly not someone of my age.

After a month or two of job hunting, I was beginning to feel desperate. One of my cousins owned a landscaping and gardening business. I suspect he was under pressure from my aunt to help so he asked me if I'd like to work with him. Having little other choice, I accepted his offer.

The work was actually quite satisfying. The money was good, it seemed the posh folk of Morningside would pay a lot for a nice garden! I was often in the sun, was getting fit and strong with all the manual handling of flag stones and buckets of stone, and the other guys were fun to be around. The downside to this job was that it didn't pay much, but it did pay enough to keep a roof over my head.

Then I met Jim. He owned the lower villa of a large house in Marchmont. The garden was his and it was very overgrown. I don't think he had done any meaningful gardening in decades. He was planning to sell the villa as he had recently retired but was worried no one would buy it with the garden in the state it was in.

At the start of the job we had almost nothing to do with him. My cousin had negotiated what was to be done and when with him, we just did the work. Sometimes we would see him watching us work from his window but he didn't speak with us. As it was July, we own stripped off to the waist while we worked. I did wonder if he was at the window more when we did this.

The work progressed nicely and we were almost done. One afternoon, I was washing down the new patio. The other guys had left earlier and I was planning on leaving once the patio was clean. The kitchen door opened and out came Jim. I'd not had a good look at him before but as he walked towards me, I could see a man possibly in his early seventies, grey haired, well built and just under six foot. He did not look especially friendly but despite this he asked if I'd like a drink at it had been a long hot day.

I really didn't. I just wanted to get home and drink one of the beers in my fridge but, for some reason, I didn't feel I could refuse his offer. I was hot and where was the harm in having a quick drink? I thanked him and he told me to come inside but to take my boots off.

Inside, the house was cool and quite dark. He opened the fridge a poured two glasses of orange juice, giving one to me. We sat in silence, drinking the cold juice. He seemed uncomfortable and a bit awkward. Eventually he asked if I enjoyed the job and whether I might be able to help with some DIY jobs around the house. I told him that some jobs on the side would always be welcome and asked what needed doing.

He stood up and asked me to follow him. We walked up the stairs into his bathroom where he showed me a shower head that was dripping and then into the bedroom where a crank in the plaster had appeared. New washer and some poly filla at most I thought, and I agreed to return after work the next day.

The following day we competed the work in his garden and moved a few streets away to start on another job. In the evening, I returned to Jim's house and replaced the washer in the shower and scraped out then filled the crack. As I did, I looked around a bit and saw no signs of female habitation. There were some photos of Jim with some other men in the landing and in the bedroom, but no women were in any pictures.

As I was painting over the repaired crack, a dollop of emulsion dropped onto the bedside table. As I started wiping it up I noticed thd top drawer was open slightly. Knowing I shouldn't, I had a look inside and suddenly the absence of feminine presence made sense. In the drawer were bottles of lube, condoms, a small vibrator and an anal plug. I closed the drawer and turned to climb up the ladder again. To my horror, Jim was standing in the doorway, a look of annoyance on his face. "Did you like what you saw? 'he said....

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By *onmacMan 3 weeks ago

glasgow

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By *skin OP   Man 3 weeks ago

Edinburgh

I just stared at him, mouth agape. I had no idea what to say. I felt my face start to redden as I stammered " I'm so sorry, I shouldn't have looked".

Still angrily staring at me he walked slowly towards me. " you nosy bastard!" he yelled. "What the fuck gives you the right to snoop through my private things?" He was now standing on front of me. "Get the fuck out of my house. If you think I'm paying you, you can fuck off."

He was completely right. I'd invaded his privacy when he'd trusted me enough to be left alone. The sensible thing to do was to apologise, leave his house and never go back. To this day, I regret what I said next. I've replayed it a thousand times, wishing I'd just left.

"I'm so sorry Jim. What can I do to make amends?" I thought he might forgive me if I offered to do some more DIY around his house or to mow his lawn every week for a year. Maybe he'd like a formal apology in writing? He looked at me and seemed to be thinking. He must have reached a conclusion as, with a tight smile, he said "on your knees".

I could have left. I could have told him where to go and stormed out of his house. After all, had I done anything awful, anything criminal? But there was something about the way in which he told me to kneel. His tone was authoritative, he expected to be obeyed. I don't know if he was a teacher or a judge or a prison officer before he retired , but he was clearly used to giving commands. Slowly, I stepped away from my ladder and knelt on the floor.

I knew what was coming next. Even without an eyeful of the gay paraphernalia in his drawer, I knew what he was going to do. His hands slowly moved to his belt buckle and he released his belt. He then unbuttoned his trousers and pulled down his zip. "You do it" he whispered.

There was silence in the room as I pulled his trousers down to his ankles. I was panicking, unsure if I should be doing this. I wanted to do whatever it took to make amends for my snooping, but I hadn't done anything with another man since horny teenage fumbling with a friend.

He was wearing tartan boxers and there was an obvious bulge within them. Tucking my fingers into the waistband, I pulled them down to his knees. His cock sprang out. From my angle, it appeared to be looking at me. The head was an angry purple and the veins down the shaft were prominent. There was a drop of clear precum at the end and it seemed to be moving slightly in time with his heartbeat.

"Kiss it, boy" he said. I've never been called boy before. It felt weird to be called boy but he was about twenty years older than me. I leant forward a lightly kissed his shaft. It was about seven inches long and pretty thick. When my lips touched it, I was amazed how hard it felt. "Now lick it" he ordered. I leant forward again and licked his shaft from base to nearly the head. "No!" he shouted. "lick the head". I lapped the purple head tasting his precum.

I sat back on my heels awaiting further instruction. He said nothing, just moved his hands to the back of my head. He pulled me towards his angry cock and I opened my mouth. Any thoughts of refusing or escaping left me. This was going to happen.

His glans entered my mouth and I felt it slide down my tongue towards my throat. Again I tasted his precum. The pressure continued and I gagged. He stopped then withdrew his cock so it was in my face. Slowly he drew the slimy glans past my nose and over my closed eyes, leaving a trail of saliva and precum. Again he was in my throat, this time pumping in and out.

I hadn't any experience of giving a blowjob, me younger self had stopped after a sticky hand job. He would push deep enough into my mouth to make me gag then pull out till I recovered. This went on for what felt like half an hour then he pulled my head down his cock till I gagged again. This time he didnt pull back. He ordered "swallow" and as I did, he pushed forward.

My throat must have opened as he slid further in and my nose was mashed into his public hair. Again I gagged, unused to having a cock so far in my throat. He held me there, tears forming and saliva dripping from my mouth, around his shaft.

I tried to push him of me, but as I did, he relaxed his grip and I collapsed onto the floor, coughing and panting......

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By *ndianas bonerMan 3 weeks ago

Belfast

Filthy

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By *aitingstillMan 3 weeks ago

East of Cork

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By *lderWiserNowMan 3 weeks ago

Kettrin

Wow that's horny though

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By *skin OP   Man 3 weeks ago

Edinburgh

"Get back on your knees boy" he sneered. As I awkwardly knelt in front of him, I again felt his hands on the back of my head as my nose was pressed against his pubes. This time, I took it better, only gagging a little as he face fucked me.

He was relentless. His thrusts grew faster and I could hear him muttering "fucking cunt" or "take it bitch" under his breath as he plunged into me. Eventually, the grip on my head tightened and his cock was thrust deep down my throat. He held me there as, with a loud grunt, he started to cum. The first spurt went down my throat, making me cough and gag. He withdrew slightly and my mouth was flooded with the taste of his cum. He pulled out further and coated my face and hair with semen.

I managed to stop coughing and I knelt looking up at him. I didn't know what to do next; if I should say something or if I was excused to go and wipe myself clean. I said nothing. He took his cock and wiped it up and down my face, smearing the sticky mess over my cheeks, around my eyes and under my nose.

"Well done boy", he said. All previous anger seemed to have left him. Although not friendly, the viciousness with which he had skull fucked me was no longer there. "You seem to have enjoyed it". I was astonished. He had roughly used my mouth and throat for his pleasure and I was now sore and covered in his ejaculate. I followed his gaze and couldn't believe what I saw. My cock was rock hard and dribbling precum.

"Dirty boy", he muttered. "Get on your hands and knees on my bed". I did as I was told, my bottom facing him. He reached between my legs and started rubbing my hard cock. It felt like he was milking me. It took very little time before I felt an orgasm coming and I told him so. He stopped wanking me and I could have cried with frustration. He walked into the bathroom and returned holding a small glass. He resumed his milking of my cock and when I came, he held the glass under my spurting dick, collecting my cum.

As I recovered, he held up the glass to the window. "Not bad" he said, "decent volume". Looking directly into my eyes, he said "drink it".

What a mix of emotions. I felt bullied and intimidated by this older, potent, man. I felt used and vulnerable as his seed dried in my hair and every breath I took either tasted or smelled of his cum. I must have been turned on to an extent as I had cum quite a lot and my orgasm had been very intense but now, having cum, the last thing I wanted to do was drink my own ejaculate.

"You will drink this or I will phone my landscaper and complain how his colleague was rifling through my drawer. I will then describe, in detail, how you sucked my penis in an attempt to apologise. How do you think that will look?"

I knew it would be his word against mine. He looked meaningfully to the bedside cabinet and there was a phone, camera app still on. Had he taken a picture as I was on my hands and knees? I had no idea, I hadn't heard the shutter sound but I had no way of being sure.

I knelt before him, closed my eyes and opened my mouth. I felt the glass rest against my lower lip then the still warm liquid contents ran into my mouth. I swallowed it as quickly as I could.

"Well done boy", he said. "Now fuck off".

I left as quickly as possible. I tried to get most of the cum off my face with an old towel in my car. Once home I had a very long shower, scrubbing face, hair and cock with as much shampoo and soap as I could. I brushed my teeth and gargled with mouthwash. Only then, did I start to feel better.

I slept poorly that night, my sleep interrupted by dreams of penises and ejaculate.

The next day I went to work as usual, my colleagues asking several times what was wrong with me. All I could think about was how I had been humbled and used for Jim's sadistic pleasure. I felt emasculated for not putting up much resistance and puzzled at my cock's response to it all.

I was packing up to go home when my cousin's phone rang. He answered, listened, and then I heard him say "OK, I'll let him know. I'm sure he'll pop round soon." My stomach dropped, I knew who had made that call. "That was Jim. He said you've left your jacket at his place" my cousin said. I thought back to what I was doing before he used me. I'd been washing down the patio, my jacket hanging on the fence post in his garden.

My first thought was to abandon the jacket, it was a small price to pay to never have to go back to that house. My second though was that I didn't have a lot of money to buy a new jacket that and I couldn't remember what was in the pockets.

As I drove the short distance to his house, I could feel my cock hardening.....

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By *orgotten22Woman 3 weeks ago

out in the sticks in the north east england

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By *idssissyTV/TS 3 weeks ago

Birmingham

Nice update

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By *skin OP   Man 3 weeks ago

Edinburgh

I parked outside his house and slowly walked up to his door. I rang the doorbell and noticed my hand was shaking. My heart was pounding in my chest and I was about to turn and run when I heard footsteps approaching the door. He opened it dressed in a dark blue dressing gown. "Boy", he said before turning and waking into the hallway.

Another moment of decision. I could walk away, ask him to leave my jacket on the front step and I'd pick it up next time I was passing. I didn't, I couldn't. I followed him,closing the door behind me.

He walked up the stairs and I followed him. Into the bedroom he walked before he turned and looked at me. " Clothes off and and your knees boy" he said. Quietly. No shouting. I pulled my shirt over my head and pulled off my trousers and pants. For some reason, I kept my socks on while I knelt in front of him.

His dressing gown fell around his ankles. There was his cock, just as yesterday. So hard, a bead of precum at the end. I knew what was expected of me and opened my mouth for him. As before, he face fucked me but this time there was no sexual aggression. He still made me gag sometimes but not as much as before. Maybe he had broken my will yesterday and felt he didn't need to?

"Bed, ass up, face on duvet, boy" he ordered. I knew what to expect now and was even looking forward to an orgasm although I didn't want to drink my cum. He had one hand on my buttock, the thumb pressing on my hole. The other hand wanked me roughly. Once more, I came very quickly. The hand on my ass cupped my spurting cock, collecting my semen.

Once my orgasm subsided, I moved to stand up, assuming I could leave. "Where are you going? Did I say you could move?" he asked. I returned to my previous pose, my ass pointing up at him. He just stood there at first, looking at my bottom. Then I felt him part my buttocks. I felt vulnerable and a bit scared at what he had planned next.

Nothing. He was just looking at my hole. Then, I felt a warm liquid dripping down my crack, pooling at my anus. He had dribbled my own cum from his cupped hand over my exposed hole. Looking back, I could see him smearing my cum over the head of his cock. I panicked. I had never had anything in my bottom before. I tried to stand but was pushed back down with a loud "No." One hand was placed between my shoulder blades, pinning me to his bed while the other pressed a finger against my anus. The pressure increased until, lubricated by my own cum, it slipped into me.

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By *ark_sentinelCouple 2 weeks ago

Andover

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By *eekingfun999TV/TS 2 weeks ago

whitstable

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By *ony 529Man 2 weeks ago

coventry

Mmmmmmm yes, please

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By (user no longer on site) 2 weeks ago

Mmmmm yea

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By *orgotten22Woman 2 weeks ago

out in the sticks in the north east england

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By *skin OP   Man 2 weeks ago

Edinburgh

He gradually pushed his finger deeper into me until it was as far as it would go. This was the first time I'd ever had anything in my ass. It was sore and it didn't particularly excite me as I'd not long cum. He started finger fucking me and after a while he tried to use two fingers. This was sore and I cried out. He withdrew his fingers and moved to the bedside drawer. I heard a lid being unscrewed and a bottle was placed under my nose. "Breathe in" he told me.

I now know that the bottle contained p*ppers. I'd never heard of them at that point. I took a deep breath in. He moved the bottle to my other nostril and instructed me to breathe in again. At first I felt nothing. Then I felt a whooshing noise in my ears and my face felt hot. I felt lightheaded and thought I might black out. "It's OK" he reassured me, "this will help your ass take me".

I didn't know what he meant but when the lid was back on the bottle and his fingers were once again at my anus, they entered me with much less discomfort. He slowly started moving his fingers in and out of my slippery hole. Again he made me breathe in from the bottle and a third finger was inserted into me.

He stopped fingering me and I felt both his hands on my hips. He placed his hard cock, still wet with my cum, at my hole. He pushed into me and it hurt as the bulbous glans pushed my hole wide. Then he was in me and the pain lessened as my hole contracted against the slightly thinner shaft of his penis.

He stopped and remained still, allowing me to get used to his girth. The pain subsided and he slowly pushed forward, his hardness impaling me till I felt his balls against mine. This was a defining moment, I realised. I'd never thought of myself as gay or even bi but here was a man with his big cock buried deep in my guts. I didn't know what to think. It didn't feel as bad as I expected. It wasn't unpleasant really and it sort of felt right that my stupidity had led me to this point and I was facing the consequences of my actions.

My thought were interrupted by Jim withdrawing his cock, almost out of me, before plunging deep inside again. He was still for a few seconds before he started to fuck me. Each time he was fully in me, it was uncomfortable as the base of his cock was slightly wider than the rest of his shaft. The room was silent other than the slapping sounds of flesh against flesh and the quiet wet skin sounds from his cum covered cock slipping in and out of my hole.

He fucked me harder and faster. He was really pounding me now, his breaths interspersed with muttering "take it boy" or "I'm going to breed you". He stopped. Pulled out. Despite my ambivalence earlier, I wanted him back in me. "On your back" he commanded. I flipped onto my back and he grabbed my ankles, hoisting them over his shoulders. Back in me went his cock and the fucking continued.

His face was about 12 inches from mine. Beads of sweat were dripping from his face onto mine as he pounded me. "Look at me" he yelled. I looked into his eyes as he pushed as far into me as he could. I could feel his cock spasm as it pumped his cum into my bowels. He held eye contact all the time. Asserting his dominance over me. I felt a mixture of emotion. I was confused over how I was lying in a man's bed with his cock in me and his cum in my ass when I considered myself completely heterosexual. I felt vulnerable and a bit dirty and, I think, a small part of me was proud? Proud that I had taken quite a big cock into me and maybe pleased Jim?

He pulled out of me, lowered my legs and climbed off the bed. He pointed to the carpet and said "kneel". Lowering myself to the floor, I could feel his cum leakimg from my loose hole. "Open" he said. His cock was still an impressive size but it had deflated a bit. It was shiny and slim from base to top, covered in my cum and his. It had just been in my ass and I did not want it in my mouth. "OPEN" he shouted. Hands around my head and pressure, his cock coming towards my face. I gave in. I gave up. He was in charge and my role was to obey. I opened my mouth.......

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By *orgotten22Woman 2 weeks ago

out in the sticks in the north east england

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By *skin OP   Man 2 weeks ago

Edinburgh

His slimy, cum covered cock slid between my lips. It tasted mainly of cum with a slight tangy taste of my ass. I sucked the juices off him and milked any remaining cum from his cock.

"Well done boy" he muttered as he pulled his now shrinking cock from my mouth and started to get dressed. I felt a sense of pride that I had taken what I regarded as abuse so well. He had pushed me beyond where I regarded my boundaries to be and I had coped with it. He turned and looked at me with a small smile "off you fuck". I got dressed as quickly as possible and went home, his cum leaking from my tender anus.

For the next two weeks I went to work as usual. I couldn't help but think of him and the things he had done to me. When I wanked, I would watch porn featuring beautiful girls taking big cocks and I'd find myself imagining what it would feel like to have such a cock in me. When I was about to cum, I'd think about the feeling of him entering me and breeding me. The resulting orgasm was incredibly intense.

He didn't have my number. He had no way of contacting me. If he'd really wanted to, he could have contacted my cousin but with no real excuse to do so, it would have seemed suspicious. I found myself driving past his house, hoping to see him. I had dreams with him fucking my mouth and bottom. I could think of little else and it was impacting on my work.

One Saturday evening, I drove to his house. I knocked on the door and waited. I had no idea what I was going to say when the door opened and there he was. I could hear voices in the background. He looked confused and maybe a little annoyed. "What do you want boy? This isn't a good time, I have friends around." I was at a loss for words. I stared stupidly at him then blurted out "I want you, I want your magnificent cock and your delicious cum!"

He looked genuinely annoyed but said "come in but be quiet". He led me up the stairs and as we ascended, I could hear male voices from the kitchen. He led me to the edge of his bed, the spot I'd come to think of as "my" spot, made me kneel and reached into his trousers for his cock.

"Be quick" he said, and I started to suck him. I must have been too slow as he grabbed my head and started fucking my mouth. As usual, he ignored me when I gagged or tried to pull away from him. "You wanted this, boy", he'd mutter.

Too soon, he withdrew his cock and came over my face and in my hair. There seemed to be more than last time. He offered me his cock to lick off the last bead of cum and as I did so he said "stay here till my friends have left and I'll have more fun with you. Don't wipe my cum from your face boy."

He put his cock back in his trousers and descended the stairs to join his friends.

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By (user no longer on site) 2 weeks ago

Mmmmm knowing his place well

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By *ark_sentinelCouple 2 weeks ago

Andover

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By *eanasmustardMan 2 weeks ago

corby

Luvly

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By *ickedwillyCouple 2 weeks ago

Bangor

Great story but sure if I could read it to my wife.

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By *hil911Man 2 weeks ago

Solihull

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By *eorgia.TV/TS 2 weeks ago

moray

This makes me so horny.

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By *orgotten22Woman 2 weeks ago

out in the sticks in the north east england

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By *eekingfun999TV/TS 1 week ago

whitstable

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By *oel1980Man 1 week ago

somewhere Close

Love this story yum yum 😋

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By *ilkscarf39Man 5 days ago

arctic

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