So, I posted in here before about some messages I received on the site but I've now let my imagination run wild and turned them a proper story rather than just some copy and pasted messages. Hope you enjoy!
Part 1
The things that used to bring me joy seemed to be following the law of
diminishing returns and, as a result, I was stuck in a rut. Though there
was still one thing that still brought me excitement and joy...
Ever since I could remember, I have been a crossdresser. My earliest
memory of this was trying on a pair of my grandmother's high heels at
the age of four and being laughed at by my father. The shame made that a
taboo straight away! However, I would continue to dress in my sister's
things whenever I secretly could. It wasn't just about the clothes,
there was a strong desire to be female but the shame stopped this from
being expressed. I guess I was and still am suffering from gender
dysphoria.
That is the very reason the weekends, when I get the chance to dress,
really do bring me a sense of true happiness. For years I would spend
the odd Saturday evening dressing and taking selfies and that was
enough. Or should I say, it was enough until it wasn't enough. The
photos and the clothing gradually became more risqué and eventually I
wanted to share them to see what reaction I would get. Sometime later, I
joined an adult hook-up site where I would upload my pics and bask in
the positive feedback.
Now, I'm not of typical build for a male: I'm 5'4" and overweight (a
female size 20/22) and due to this I don't have any trouble filling a
38C bra (one benefit I suppose). I'm also half Vietnamese and half-
white, which probably helps to explain the height and lack of body hair.
I was pretty passable I suppose, with a feminine face, full lips and
those oriental eyes. I wasn't expecting too many proposals from the
site, as I joined looking to meet women and from my experience, women
don't tend to have much interest in crossdressers. Many months passed
with no genuine interest from the girls, but (predictably) thousands of
messages from men. I had no interest in men whatsoever so I would delete
these straight away without even reading them!
One morning, I logged into the site to check my emails, and amongst the
deluge of messages from men were a few from couples - I always read
those, just in hope the female wants to play alone. It was even from a
verified couple so I knew it was genuine. Upon reading the message I
genuinely aroused and absolutely shocked to the core! I have copy and
pasted it below:
"Hi Jada,
I had to get in touch after looking at your profile. Now I'm not sure
this will be for you so please just say no if it isn't. My name is Gemma
and as you can see I'm part of a couple on here. We've been playing on
this site for a long time and married for even longer. The reason I
messaged you is because I have a fantasy and I think you would be
perfect to play a role in it. I looked at your pictures and I love your
curvy body! You look around the same size as me (5 foot 5, size 20, 38DD
and size 7 feet). Well, in the hope that you are a similar size, the
following is what I would like to happen...
I want you to come round to our house and I want to dress you up in my
clothes: knickers, bra, stockings, heels, dress - everything! I then
want to do your make up just like mine and have you wear a wig that
looks just like my hair. I want to make you look like an exact copy of
me. Once this is done I want you on my bed and playing with yourself
using my sex toys while I film you. After a while, my husband will walk
in (I'm getting wet just thinking about this now) and take you. He's
much bigger and stronger than your feminine self so he'll be able to
treat you like a sexy little wife. He's going get you to suck his big
cock and play with your tits and arse before he fucks you. All the time
you are going to be my replacement so he will be calling you Gemma. You
will also be wearing my wedding ring so you will be his wife and you
will give him what a wife should give her husband. I want to film the
whole thing until he shoots his cum inside you.
I hope this sounds good to you because it does to me!! I want this to
become a regular thing so let me know if you want to become the new
Gemma. Xxxx"
As I said, I was shocked because as somebody who considered themself
straight I was so turned on. The email left me confused about my own
sexuality after all these years! I was too stunned to even respond and
by the time my curiosity got the best of me, they deleted their profile.
I was devastated! A once-in-a-lifetime opportunity gone just like that.
Maybe it was a fake profile? But, they were verified? The site had an
active forum where we could all share our experiences. It was a nice
community, so I decided to share the message I received with the others
and air my frustrations.
A week or so passed and I'd managed to let go of my disappointment. I'd
continue to post my pics on the site in the fading hope for female
interest. When, one day, out of the blue, I received a message from
another couple titled 'Become me, become the wife'. Well, that got me
instantly excited so I opened up the message straight away in a rush of
pure exhilaration.
"Hello Jada,
First of all please allow me to compliment you on your photos, they are
just divine! I recently read your message on the forum about you taking
the place of a wife in the bedroom and I must say, I was incredibly
turned on. Although it's not a situation I have ever imagined, it is now
something I must try!
We are a similar size, but you are a good few years younger than me so I
hope that isn't an issue. I'd love to see you dressed in my bra,
knickers, stockings and heels, lying on my bed with my vibrator inside
you. You would make such a wonderful replacement! My husband wouldn't be
able to keep his hands off you. Like a good, dutiful wife, you will let
him ravish and use you until he climaxes inside you like any wife would.
Yes, your curvy, plump body would make you look like the perfect, sexy
mummy!
Let's face it, you were born to be a woman not a man. You're short,
curvy and have a tiny clit, and you have those big, pouty cock sucking
lips. You are so much more feminine, soft and curvy than many females I
know. Somebody like you should be on her back, with a womb full of cum,
not pretending to be a man most of the time.
I'm getting rather carried away. Let me get back to the point of my
message. I don't want this to be a one-off meeting, I want you to be my
long-term project. Over time, I want to make you into my sexy replica.
You already have that soft curvy body so we don't need to work on that,
it is very similar to mine and the sizes you mentioned in the story line
up with me perfectly, although I am an inch or two taller but that won't
matter as you will be wearing my heels.
I'd love to hear you on the phone so I can find out if you need some
voice training. I want you to sound perfectly feminine when you are
squeeling for my, or should I say your husband. Speaking of which, he
will make you feel oh so much of a woman! Robert is 6'2", with a rugby
player build and a nice, big, cock. A real man! He's very dominant and a
typical, old school gent who likes his women sexy and obedient. Which is
part of the reason I want you to take my place - I want some freedom and
I can't just leave him without a wife while I'm off living my life. You
can live your fantasy as a middle-aged housewife, and I get to do the
things I have missed out on over the years.
If this does appeal, and I'm sure it will, please message back saying
you agree to be the new Jane.
I look forward to your reply. X"
I refused to let this moment pass and replied instantly...
"Hi there
I absolutely agree to be the new Jane!
As you will have seen in my original post, I have always considered
myself straight but this particular fantasy has really driven me wild. I
can't think of anything better than becoming Jane and being a gorgeous
middle-aged housewife."
I sat refreshing my browser waiting for the reply for what felt like
hours but was in reality around 20 minutes. The response from Jane made
my heart feel like it was going to leap out of my chest.
"Thank you for the swift reply.
You mentioned that this "fantasy" has driven you wild but I must say
this is not a fantasy, I want this to be a reality. You will become me
and fulfil all my roles at home as a dutiful wife. In return, you will
be treated well by Robert and lead a pleasant existence in the periods
when you are Jane. I am very happy you have agreed to become the wife of
Robert. I wish you much happiness in your new role. Don't worry, all our
children have grown up so you won't have to do any mothering.
Now, initially, I will be around to train you in how to look, dress, act
and talk like me. We will then move on to training in how to please
Robert in the bedroom as I think that is incredibly important. I will
teach you how to give the perfect blowjob and which positions he likes
his woman to be in. This part is where I get my sexual kicks: knowing a
male is taking the stereotypical female role in the relationship to
empower me really gets me horny! I want to see Robert fuck you so hard
that struggle to walk. I want to see him plant his seed inside your womb
repeatedly. I want to see you begin to love your role as Jane and become
the perfect housewife.
Please leave your phone number in your reply and I will call you when I
am next available to hear your voice and arrange our first meeting. I
will be showing Robert your pictures tonight and letting him know what I
have planned. I think he will be very excited indeed!"
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