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By *abbing OP Man
over a year ago
Belfast |
I was so conflicted – I couldn’t believe she’d gone behind my back, blown all our cash and then got herself into this situation, when if she’d have just admitted it, I could have got the cash. But I’d not seen this side of Andrea before and against my better judgement it really turned me on. But I wasn’t sure if I could trust her again….or if I was even willing to try. Then again if it all turned to shit, at least we’d go out with a bang I thought!
“Where the fuck has this come from?” I said assertively
“And why now – has the idea of fucking other guys and being a slut suddenly started to float your boat, and I’ll just the sucker that’s helping you pay the bills at home? Just being used as your safety blanket?”
“No, no, its not like that” She said – I love you, and I love our relationship, I fucked up, and just thought maybe if we…..explored some of your fantasies it would help make it up to you and……well, you’ve never fucked me like that since we met, so something is going on” she replied
‘Why now, why didn’t you suggest this previously if it was so appealing? I Asked
“Why didn’t you?” she replied abruptly
….she had a point, I always just assumed Andrea was quite vanilla, and would never entertain anything like I witnessed her doing
“I didn’t think it would be your thing” I replied
“well, it probably wouldn’t have been truth be told, but I guess you don’t know for sure until to tried” she said, “maybe I’m not as prudish as I thought I was” she said with a grin, the irony of her cum covered face not lost on me!
“I’ve thought about little else since last month" she suddenly announced
"what happen was going round and round in my head, I was so worried you’d find out…..and worried you wouldn’t” She said
“What?.....worried I wouldn't find out? what the hell does that mean” I replied confused and a little hurt
“Did it ever occur to you that being ravished, used as a little fuck toy had changed something, flicked a switch somewhere inside me?”
“I honestly would never have done that voluntarily in a million years….but there was just something about having to relinquish control, something about being fucked like Ive never been fucked before, of being used for their pleasure that made me cum like I never have before” She replied sheepishly, awaiting my reaction
“………I felt awful after the first time, I felt grubby for what happened, guilty for getting any pleasure from it, like a failure for getting into money trouble again and so angry for risking our relationship. But as the days went past I realised I couldn’t stop thinking about it……about that feeling of being so taboo, so naughty. Of just raw emotion-free fucking. I found myself starting to fantasise about it, so when they came and said they wanted to fuck me again – I didn’t want to cheat on you, but when they gave me no choice, part of me wanted to experience that sensation or relinquishing control again, of getting taken” She said starting at her feet
I had to admit that stung to hear, but at least she was being honest I thought.
"But I never wanted to do it behind your back – I just wasnt sure how to tell you or how you’d take it" She said
“So hun, whats it to be? Can you forgive me?” Andrea asked, biting her bottom lip nervously
I really didn’t know if the relationship was sustainable, if the trust could be regained – my head was telling me to call it a day, while my cock was saying to give it a few weeks, explore this new kinky side in the interim and worry about the long term later
We agreed to set some ground rules - we would move out and find another temporary place on a short term lease, so Steve and Gus didn’t think their house calls were permanent, we’d then give it 3 months to see it the spark was still there and if the trust could be rebuilt. We’d then make a bucket list of what we were going to try in the 3 months ahead to live out some fantasies and push our limits.
Andrea put on her silk kimono over her naked, cum covered body - we sat down, opened a bottle of wine and started to list a bunch of scenarios we could try…..some far out fantasises that would might never happen, some that we would be trying in the next few weeks
I grabbed a piece of paper and started making a list;
- MFM, only this time I’m involved I said with a wry grin….and a FFM of couse
- “Fuck a fireman” Andrea said, with a naughty smirk….I’d love to have him carry me upstairs in the uniform and ravish me……and then have you join in she said, almost forgetting herself!
- Go to a club and play while others watch, Andrea said, clearly having lost any hook ups about having an audience
- Try hooking up with another couple and swap, I suggested
- Chat up student….Andera said with a bashful look.
“What?” I replied….”chat up one of your college students?”
“No, don’t be daft she said, not from my college, I don’t wana get fucking fired”
"I mean some from the College across town. I saw a bunch of them after work last week at the seniors swimming competition, they were final year students and some of the guys on the swim team were…….well lets just say those toned swimmers bodies were yummy” she swooned.
It did sound kinda hot having her flit with a guy, before we all go back to ours and both fuck her
- "Try a Gloryhole while I fuck you" I said – half in jest, to see her reaction….she didn’t bat an eye lid
- "Flirt with a guy at the bar and see where it goes" she smirked
- "Oh actually - flirt with two guys at a bar and see where it goes" she giggled
- "Oh....oh and Flash my tits at stag do on a night out to see if any bite" she said
It was slightly alarming how quickly Andrea was coming up with these suggestions. I might have been watching porn, but it was clear she had a whole browsing history of fantasies in her own head I had no idea about!!
By now it was almost feeling like she was trying to one-up me, but I didn’t bite, I just kept adding them to the list!
- “Fuck a girl I’ve pulled while you watch” I replied. “sounds fair I guess” She said calmly
- “Join this website” I said spinning around the laptop where a google search had brought up fab.
"Okay she said - how do we decide whats first.....draw them out of a hat" she suggested?
"Works for me" I replied, my cock hard again in anticipation
I chopped up the list, rolled them up so they couldnt be seen, and picked the first on at random
I nervously opened the piece of paper, to see written in my handwriting 'Andrea to Flash her tits at a stag party on a night out'
I could feel a rush adrenaline and nerves flush over me - what the hell was I signing up to.
Andrea lent forward and gave me a deep lingering kiss before placing my hand on her now soaking pussy - wet with anticipation of what was to come.
This was going to be an interesting few weeks ahead.
Hope you enjoyed reading folks, thanks for the comments! ??
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