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By (user no longer on site) OP
over a year ago
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This is a true story and don't know how much interest it will garner. Its about my experiences giving oral to men. I don't know if I posted here before or not maybe on an old profile.
The majority of time I was around the kink world I would say it was non sexual as it rarely involved the sexual organs of either sex. I am not very sexually experienced and not sure if I could definitely declare my sexuality.
As a TV and sissy sub I had enough fantasises about sexually pleasing men but was never able to go through with it. Many chats were had and many offers made but they often fell through either through nerves or not feeling safe or they were just pure fantasy.
My first proper go was at the behest of a Mistress I was exploring with for a few months. She had a few subs but had wanted to explore with a TV and we were introduced. She knew I was curious but nervous. One time at an event where I was dressed as Maria I was summoned by one of her subs and led to a private room. There another of her subs was chained up and I was told to kneel and suck. Initially the pleasure came from obeying the Mistress and finally getting to try.
The next time was again at the behest of a Mistress who wanted her sub to give and receive. This involved a bit of bondage as well and I was in male sub mode.
After a few years I got curious as to whether I could do it with just a male present so I nervously turned to Craigslist and got chatting. This led to a few short meets at mine, usually me on knees, sometimes bound, servicing cock. Scary but exciting.
Eventually I found myself on fab. By coincidence one of my first meets was with someone who remembered me from Craigslist.
Before covid struck I got to try a few more times mostly short and sweet meets. Unfortunately very few repeats which either meant I was not good enough or they had met their fix of using a sissys mouth. There were also a couple of meets that included facials.
The main other experience was when I took myself to an adult cinema in Birmingham. Watching porn is never a huge thing for me but that was not why I was there. I was supposed to have been there with a guy who was going to lead me around but got stood up so I went alone. Was not sure if was going to do anything but was surpised as to easy it seemed to suck strangers cock.
I am still not sure how good I am at it and while it does little for me sexually it does something mentally and I must enjoy as want to experience more.
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