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By (user no longer on site) OP
over a year ago
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I discovered I'm kinky since i watch porn for the first time. 21 years ago, an big brother of my best friend from primary school, get hold a collection of around 30 imported porn VHS cassettes. And because he was feeling is his duty to give us an lesson in sexual culture, he gather us after school to show us how exactly sex is done. We watch soft porn for about 4 hours till parents start to call us for diner. Before we leave my buddy apartment everyone put a few tapes to watch at home with agreement to exchange em after we watch em. I was excited from my first encounter with grownup life and counting the minutes until 6:00 on the next morning, when ill be home alone and can watch the tapes that was get in my hands.
This was one of my longest nights in all my life, it took me till 2 after midnight to finally sleep and set an alarm clock to wake me 7 pass 6 in the morning. Have the most restless night in my youth. I dreamed about all girls from building block and school doing doggystyles and cockriding one after another.
I was out of bed the second that hear the ring from the alarm clock, i was hard as never before, take the cassettes from my school backpack and run straight to living room so can learn something new from man/woman intimacy. First tape was regular porn with partly shaved ladies on funny background music which grabbed all my attention, i was sitting in the armchair with eyes wide open and memorising every move and act from the clip. Nothing different from what i already view the previous day, so i decided to check what was on the other tape which already was grabbed my attention was the front cover with old mansion, torture devices and ladies in corsetes and leather boots. By the chance of fate the videotape was with old school german S&M video. The first scene was whipping, swapping and torturing a lady on saint andrews cross. Second was the same but on stocks, third include wax play on breasts and genital area. And so on scene after scene there was rough play, toying, torture, clamps, flogging, whipping, begging, pissing and all kinds of abuse in those videos. Then i accepted my sadistic side, i was dreaming of doing this with every girl, teacher and neighbor which i ever find attractive in my life. Then come the last scene which shaped my taste forever. The model was 20-22 BBW with tight corset, stockings leather bra, leather panties and high heel low boots. Very cute girl with tight crotch rope at first, she was put to brutal treatment in and restrained in all kind of uncomfortable positions. Her butt was red, her breasts tied and clamped, her legs spread her arms raised and chained to the pulley, her thighs shaking in convulsions, trying to close em when her vagina get flogged, her feets struggling to get proper support in her high heel boots. Never will forget her suspended body on the frame, her spreader bar, the way she beg and thanks in tears. Her moans when she finally got gagged and fisted. She was just perfect and take everything she was put on. I rewind and watched this scene for hours. Then suddenly got obsessed with every oversized girl that was study in my school. I was more than willing to do everything i was watched to any single chubby girl i know. In 90% of my relations, hookups and ONS was with curvy girls.This continue to present day and will continue in the future. Curvy girls give me a boner and sexual fantasies till nowdays. Sadly not all of them are open to try anything other than vanilla, doesn't count handcuffs, hairpulling and hard sex, all girls like that, i have only two GF's who was proper masochists, but even they ware not willing to explore and push boundaries and be abused without think that is not normal, or make em feel awkward. If you have some advices, or just want to share how your taste for curvy girls started, type a few lines.
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