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By (user no longer on site) OP
over a year ago
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OK so bare with me here...Madness requested I write one and see how it goes so here we are.
Trying to think back on ALL the memories we have since we started our 'Mission' because that is what it was in beginning, 'A Mission'. Some great memories, some good memories and not so good memories which we still laugh about to this day. Because you do have to laugh it off.
So our 'Mission' is a long one so if this does well then I will write more because let me tell you, we have some interesting tales to tell.
So as the title says 'Way Back When' which is where I will venture off too now.
Sooo Myself and Madness have been together since we were teens, I wouldn't go quite as far as saying 'High School Sweethearts' because that is too cheesy but yeah a long time. Keep in mind I was quite literally a 'sweet little lady' who was scared of 'boys', but I met Madness, I gave him 'The V Card' and we quickly became a couple and a family who just carried on with 'normal life' with the usual ups and downs.
About 7 years in, Madness brought up the subject of 'Swingers', I honestly didn't know how to take it, I didn't really know anything about 'Swingers', I can't recall how I even reacted. But after a few drinks it quickly escalated and then next thing I knew we were on a 'swingers site' and making a 'contract' with so many 'Dos and Dont's'. Crazy to even think there were half naked pictures of me online, keep in mind that I don't have that kind of confidence, im not going to lie I felt 'Weird'. We had our first profile 'FantasySeekersx2', we didn't even use our real names, I am not even going to repeat the names we used because it is soo embarrassing, still makes me howl now. Proper Newbs.
So soon after we began talking to a couple from Belfast, we skyped a fair few times even participated in 'Naughty Cam', which I have to say is not my thing at all which is something I quickly discovered, I much prefer the real thing or did I? I have never even done it before. I couldn't tell you where my head was at. So a meet was arranged with the Irish couple, we would travel to Belfast....I know, all the way to Belfast for a meet but our thinking was that even if nothing came of it we would have a weekend away in Ireland. Simples. So the four us planned out how it was going to go down to every detail, you could have wrote it on a spreadsheet it was that well thought out.
So Myself and Madness arrive in Ireland, we are sat in a hotel room looking gorgeous I hoped. I was nervous as hell, like this guy would be the second man I've ever let touch me and I was in my mid 20s. I wanted to back out so badly because the nerves were so high, but we were committed, it was now or never. I don't think any of us knew how to act, where to be, where to look or what to do. So the couple walked in our hotel room as planned, no greets or talking, we just got straight down to business. I remember Madness being on the bed with the Lady and I was on the desk with the Man, he was ALL over me and I looked over his shoulder at Madness and thinking 'WTF are we doing, I like this but I don't think I should be', felt so 'Taboo'. However as wrong as it felt it also felt so good. That single moment didn't last long but it felt it lasted for hours. I was quite literally 'shaking' with nerves, they just wouldn't go away. So after we done the deed, we had such a good night with this couple, went out to eat, few drinks and shared stories (although we had no stories to tell back then). We even had more naughty sessions throughout the night.
On the way back home Myself and Madness couldn't stop talking about it and felt like we on some kind of high, like what did we just do. We both knew instantly that it hasn't broke us, just made us stronger if anything. Weird how that works ain't it.
So that is how we broke our Swinger's Virginity, sounds so vanilla compared to what we get up to now or have done but that first time will always stick in my head.
Watch this space for our first time at a sex club..... |
