Is my plea of forgiveness enough? Would you forgive me?!
Forgive me Doctor for I have sinned.
The prospect of another night on my own was just too much for me to bear and I understand that it’s no excuse, but I am sorry, I really am.
I am sorry for inviting a near stranger over, getting dressed in slutty red crotchless panties, a red peek-a-boo bra, stockings and suspenders and sky-high stilettos. I am sorry for meeting him at the door, inviting him in and getting down on my knees and sucking his already hard cock.
I am sorry for accidentally video calling you. The scenes that you had to endure must have been too much for any man to handle, watching him grab my head and make me gag on his cock over and over again until my make-up ran down my face. I honestly can’t imagine how you must’ve felt at the point I offered him the paddle to repeatedly beat me as I positioned my face to the floor and my butt up as high as it could go as he took the paddle to my cheeks.
Honestly, how you didn’t terminate the call, I will never know! Especially when he pulled apart my cheeks revealing my wet and warm pussy. When he pushed his tongue inside, then his fingers and then his cock thrusting hard until I came quickly and noisily onto him.
How you stayed and watched still as he pulled out and again forced my head onto his cock and made me put my fingers in his arse. I am so truly, truly sorry.
I must also confess that it didn’t end there. I well and truly broke our bond and offered the stranger my tight arse over the dining room table. The table we have hosted dinner at, the table where we sit, you and I, for romance and candle lit dinners. I knew he’d take it, but in my defence, I was doing it for you. I put the lube in and spread myself open for him, but I promise you I was thinking about you every single second, knowing that I was training myself for your return, but I am sure that seems so silly now! He pushed his whole self into me, balls deep and pounded me roughly and I demanded he go harder and faster. I am sorry baby.
What makes me feel even worse is that there’s more, much more. This went on throughout the evening and into the night. We fucked and sucked in a depraved and animalistic kind of way.
Darling I am so sorry, I don’t know how you can ever forgive me and what I can do, I think that I need to be punished in such a way that I am taught a lesson, one that I never forget.
To that end, I will be yours to beat and abuse on your return. What I have done will never go away, It’ll always be in our heads and especially yours for having to watch me laugh, giggle, caress, suck, nibble, fuck and cum with another man. The fact that he took my tight arsehole too means that I am begging for your forgiveness.
I know you are busy, so I thought it might help by making some suggestions. Of course this is just my way of hoping for some kind of forgiveness and I really do hope this is something you will consider.
How about this?
Black high neck strappy crotchless underwear with suspenders? Black stockings and high heels?
Perhaps you could use the spanking bench? I know you are keen on it, but of course I will submit in whatever way possible for you.
In terms of implements. I believe a prolonged session would be the best way to handle my sluttiness, so I would suggest (but of course you decide the best course of action) the leather belt, the training shoe, the skinny cane and the hard-pink plastic spanker. I know that each time you see a mark appear on my bottom, you’ll take a moment to think about how sorry I am. I think that each welt you produce will push us one step closer to the forgiveness I seek.
So, I ask you, will you accept my apology and my offer for your forgiveness? |
