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By (user no longer on site) OP
over a year ago
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This is a true account as written by my new sub who I met on Tinder.
Chapter 1
Are you sitting comfortably? I’ll begin. ??
So I joined Tinder few days before lockdown. Thought it’s be a total waste of time. Wasn’t exactly feeling confident or attractive but went with it as my mate and I got pissed up and it seemed like a plan! Hence the small fib about my age. Blame her.
I was a bit (pleasantly) shocked at how many likes I got but I had been warned men swipe pretty much anything with a pulse. My friend’s a ray of sunshine! Mark was one of first that likes me. He looked ‘normal’ if there is such a thing and we got chatting. Nothing kinky. He was gagging for a fuck and honestly so was I after 4 months on my own.
I honestly shocked myself agreeing to meet him after only a short time chatting but needs must! We agreed to meet at my company in my office as it was still closed. He turned up. We chatted a bit (still no idea he was Dom) then he literally sauntered round the desk, grabbed me and snogged my face off. All pretty normal but I liked he was assertive and it wasn’t awkward. He stripped me off from waist down with my tits out of my top and I gave him a blow job then he pushed me back on desk (loved this. Always wanted to fuck on my desk) and fucked me. Honestly it felt amazing. Been so long since I had that. Halfway through he grabbed me round the throat and I nearly came in my knickers that I didn’t have on! It was just the right amount of control for me not to freak out (bearing in mind is never met him before) and I came quite hard. He came pretty much straight after and made this kind of growling roaring noise (which was weird but not unpleasant!). We dressed and chatted some more over a beer or two and that was that.
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By (user no longer on site) OP
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Chapter 2
So he texted me that night and we got chatting. He started talking more about his exes etc and we got talking about fantasies. He’d done most of his but I told him one of mine (lots of men ’using’ me). I thought he’d run a mile. He didn’t seem surprised. Told me he felt my submission and saw my need as soon as he put his hands on my throat. Said he’d never seen such need.
Nb I’m not sure I believed that but let’s go with what he said. Whether it was true was another story.
Anyway we went into a lot of detail and it was nice to chat about it as I’d never been able to express it before. He said he could make it happen and had 4/5 guys who would be hungry to fuck me. I carried on the conversation not thinking for one second he was serious. Thought it was fantasy talk. In my sheltered world who knows 4 men who would tick a strange women on request! Don’t answer that
He said he was serious and would get them to contact me. Yes and they were all hungry and all dominant. I was excited by the whole thing but very nervous too. Just not my world. I’d only been with him once in a very quick fuck situ so I did find it weird ( and a bit hard if I’m honest) he was sharing me out immediately with no real contact or bond or even anything explained. No real rules explanation. No limits. No anything really. Bearing in mind I came from a 30 year vanilla relationship I needed more in hindsight. |
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By (user no longer on site) OP
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Chapter 3.
Man 1.
So he told me to join kik and I’d be contacted. Enter Man 1 stage left. So this guy contacted me. Really lovely. I liked him straight away. Made me feel way more relaxed than the guy I met actually. I made a few mistakes but I hadn’t been told any rules at that stage so I didn’t know not to send my phone Number and stuff like that. Whoops. He filled me in on a few bits and we built a scene. At my work. I had to be blindfolded (which I HATED!) waiting in a different room was n knickers, bra and heels. That’s all. Rest on trust. So exciting but I was petrified. On the sensible side I had two kids on my own and I was meeting a total random who obviously did this sort of thing a lot as well as gang bang scenarios locked in a warehouse blindfolded. A leap of faith and a need to experience a loss of control.
So I waited and I honestly have never felt fear and excitement quite like it. I must have looked a right state. I couldn’t stop shaking. Probably not the experience he was looking for but hey ho. I felt safe with him though if that doesn’t sound weird with a stranger. I really don’t remember every detail. I Did at the time but I think it was as such an emotional and physical experience of think the low I had afterwards has made me forget a bit. I remember him just touching me at the start. Really gently but very sexually charging for me as I couldn’t see him. Lightly on my shoulder. Then he took my bra and knickers off and I’ve never felt so vulnerable and exposed ever. I couldn’t tell you how long it lasted. I was just totally in the moment. He tied my hands behind my back and knelt me on the side of a table. He fucked me with my own dildo I bought with me. He moved me round the room. The one thing. Rejected clearly was when he put something round my neck (I know know it was a belt) and it was the weirdest feeling. Not to sound dramatic but I thought shit he could literally kill me here. I found it such a powerful thing. I felt totally dominated and helpless and wet. The ache I had was unreal. Such a build up. He rammed his massive cock the n my mouth but let me suck it too which I liked. It wasn’t all rough. A good mix. He helped me up. Helped me move round as I was so disorientated. Think bambi in high heels! I felt he cared a bit. And that was important to me as it was my first time. He laid me in another table and poured baby oil on my cunt. That alone nearly made me come. I was so sexually charged. He held his cock right on my clit but not entering me. It drove me crazy and I kid you not I literally cane without him touching me. Pain but a nice pain up my thighs and in my tummy. Took me by surprise. Slightly embarrassing. Just the build up. So aroused by the submission and his power over me. He fucked me and I literally cake again ten minutes later when he did and he made a similar noise to the other guy. Kinda primal.
He left me on table and got his stuff and left. I was shaking so much. He put his hand in my tummy and I wanted to cry but it meant to me he cared a teeny bit snd I really remember the feeling of that. Then he just left. As instructed I guess. I crashed quite badly then. Just felt the first guy should have been there maybe as I didn’t know what to do or why I felt like that. I felt a bond to the second guy that I didn’t feel to the one I’d originally met. Not sure they was supposed to happen. I didn’t tell the first guy that obvs. Cried all the way home. The guy from the warehouse contacted me to say I did ok Which meant a lot. The other guy. The original was indifferent a bit. Just said I needed to be ready for the next one. It honestly put me off. It wasn’t the guidance and link I needed to move forward.
That said I will remember that night always. The start of my awakening. |
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