I did my first walk out of premier inn before lockdown, oh my goodness I was so nervous you can only imagine if you’ve done it, I pretended to be on my phone so had it to my ear to try and hide my face as I walked past reception, I think the lady on reception could hear my heart beating through my blouse and jacket though.
I got to my car and was so relieved but I then realised I had to go back at some stage, oh my goodness how will I cope with that, it was early evening so thought I will go for a drive, I had on knee length boots so easy enough to drive in, I drove for about 5 miles but didn’t know where to as was so nervous, I pulled in a lay-by and tried to compose myself, I put on interior light and had a look at myself and I must admit I felt I looked okay, my mid thigh leather mini skirt was not showing my stockings, my make up looked good, I wanted more excitement but not to public, maybe a service station but don’t think I was brave enough, maybe a multi story car park so as I could get out and have a walk around as I had my big red coat as well to hide my leather skirt if needed, but how do you google that, so I put in google adult shop, wow 12mins away called Pulse and Cocktails, not heard of it but wasn’t too faraway so worth a look.
Driving there although it was dark was still very exciting, then sure enough here it was on side of dual carriageway next to a garage, I pulled in semi lit car park and only 1 car here but it said open 10-10pm, I so wanted to go in but I couldn’t, I got out walked around towards entrance but then noticed camera and I bottled it, I wanted to go in but couldn’t get up the courage, I was thinking what if they reported me, what if they laughed at me and many other scenarios, so I got back in car and needed to head back to premier inn
I got back to premier inn and was flat because I hadn’t got out and walked around or saw anyone, so all this dressing up and doing make up and wig was for nothing, but then I started to get nervous as I needed to get to my room, here goes as I walked to reception entrance 2 men from adjoining pub came out and headed towards the reception entrance as well, so I stopped in my tracks and turned round pretending to be on my phone, oh my goodness what do I do, then one of them said something, so I turned around, he was holding the door open for me and gestured for me to go first, I put my hand up and held phone and said I’m ok thanks (in my best quiet female persona) agh come on love especially as your so sexy he said, oh my goodness I smiled and turned away pretending to be on phone.
He went on in so I waited as was worried they might be talking to receptionist so I checked they had gone through reception and said to myself come on you have to go in, I must be honest I was extremely flattered by what this man had said, I went through first reception door, I had my phone in my hand just in case, but they had gone and the lady on the desk was not looking, not till door went shut and she spun round and looked straight at me, well actually she just slowly looked around at the door shutting but it felt 10 times worse trust me, good evening she said, hi I replied as best as I could, she then said your looking very lovely tonight my dear, agh thank you I said, enjoy and goodnight she said, wow and what did she mean by that, as I went through doors to lift were the 2 men still there, no they had gone what a relief, well sort of
I decided I would take stairs as I just knew lifts would fail and I would get trapped, highly unlikely but I didn’t want to take the chance, so I took the 2 flights of stairs and by now I was extremely confident and wouldn’t mind my gentlemen holding the door open for me now, but nope no one around and I made my way to room as slowly as I could and opened my door and I was in the safety of my own room, I was still all dressed up and feeling so sexy ?? |
