Now let me say from the off this isn't an attention seeking please sympathy fuck me post , in fact its a post with no real purpose other than me getting it off my chest somewhere I will cause the least amount of carnage 
Safe to say at this moment in time life is kicking the utter shit out me, if it can go wrong it is , made redundant , can't find work at the same level , didn't deal with it well as thought it turn out ok as it usually does , debt spiralled out of control , lost the house , landed in homeless accommodation on the long road to getting social housing , can't have my kids as usual so feel like a shit dad , money is tight and lack of opportunity means healthy eating and gym has went out the window , whacking on the beef as diet is whatever is quick and easy so feel and look shit , working casual just to survive doing a shit job for shit money but needs must , don't speak to my family so they aren't an option . Started seeing a girl but in these circumstances it's no great so binned it .
All in all a shite state of affairs , I know there is an end on the horizon and I will get through as I'm to fuckin stubborn not too but by fuck this is hard , harder than I ever imagined , I've found a new level of respect for those that society looks down those at the bottom many consider to be scroungers and worthless .
I can't wait until it's over and let me tell you I will be getting busy living rather than surviving and fuck what anyone else thinks .
There ye go my wee rant of the day . |
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"Now let me say from the off this isn't an attention seeking please sympathy fuck me post , in fact its a post with no real purpose other than me getting it off my chest somewhere I will cause the least amount of carnage
Safe to say at this moment in time life is kicking the utter shit out me, if it can go wrong it is , made redundant , can't find work at the same level , didn't deal with it well as thought it turn out ok as it usually does , debt spiralled out of control , lost the house , landed in homeless accommodation on the long road to getting social housing , can't have my kids as usual so feel like a shit dad , money is tight and lack of opportunity means healthy eating and gym has went out the window , whacking on the beef as diet is whatever is quick and easy so feel and look shit , working casual just to survive doing a shit job for shit money but needs must , don't speak to my family so they aren't an option . Started seeing a girl but in these circumstances it's no great so binned it .
All in all a shite state of affairs , I know there is an end on the horizon and I will get through as I'm to fuckin stubborn not too but by fuck this is hard , harder than I ever imagined , I've found a new level of respect for those that society looks down those at the bottom many consider to be scroungers and worthless .
I can't wait until it's over and let me tell you I will be getting busy living rather than surviving and fuck what anyone else thinks .
There ye go my wee rant of the day ."
Life? Mines is to short to read this. One glance was enough |
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"Now let me say from the off this isn't an attention seeking please sympathy fuck me post , in fact its a post with no real purpose other than me getting it off my chest somewhere I will cause the least amount of carnage
Safe to say at this moment in time life is kicking the utter shit out me, if it can go wrong it is , made redundant , can't find work at the same level , didn't deal with it well as thought it turn out ok as it usually does , debt spiralled out of control , lost the house , landed in homeless accommodation on the long road to getting social housing , can't have my kids as usual so feel like a shit dad , money is tight and lack of opportunity means healthy eating and gym has went out the window , whacking on the beef as diet is whatever is quick and easy so feel and look shit , working casual just to survive doing a shit job for shit money but needs must , don't speak to my family so they aren't an option . Started seeing a girl but in these circumstances it's no great so binned it .
All in all a shite state of affairs , I know there is an end on the horizon and I will get through as I'm to fuckin stubborn not too but by fuck this is hard , harder than I ever imagined , I've found a new level of respect for those that society looks down those at the bottom many consider to be scroungers and worthless .
I can't wait until it's over and let me tell you I will be getting busy living rather than surviving and fuck what anyone else thinks .
There ye go my wee rant of the day ."
(((big hugs))) life can be a bitch at times but now your addressing the problem maybe you can have a fresh start .
Ive a friend whos been through similar to you so maybe he'll come along and offer you some support and tell you how he delt with things.
I know Its difficult but try and stay positive xx |
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I've felt very much like that and you are right... you will triumph and you WILL be better and stronger and more importantly perhaps more humble, appreciative and respectful for it. Would you WANT to have had that experience... no... would you want to do it again... no...
But you will be better for it! Hang on in there sexybreeks - you can do it and hope ranting here saved a life lol  |
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The fact that you know what you need to do to get out the other side means all you need to find is the will to do it and I know you have that.
Keep going. You're doing great and ranting is cool.
So's shagging. Fancy a fuck?  x |
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You seem a real genuine Guy ..ive always considered anything youve written on here as someone who talks sense.
The fact that youve chosen to post your feelings in an open forum when times seem to knock you down shows how much strength and determination you have too achieve.
Keep your head up kid ..
Total respect for ya .
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Mate sounds like it's been a tough time. But the very fact your talking about it and talking about it in a positive way means you'll manage this. You sound like you've got the drive to get it sorted and I'm sure you will get back to a better situation. |
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Great to have a rant absoultley great . I was in a bad way about 7 year ago . Looking back i was depressed but got through it i did write lots of things down on paper then it was theraputical so that helps. Money and things dont matter . Family friends , life do . So good on ya for realising this. Gym fuck that its showing off you can keep fit with out a gym. Running walking living can help you focus on that. True to yourself |
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I have been through a lot of what you have, and I won't offer up any platitudes, tell you it'll get better/easier. All I can say ìs don't give up, and don't beat yourself up, as life can do enough of that without you joining in. I can only sympathise, and hope it gets better for you.
If you need an outlet, or support, contact COPE or BREATHING SPACE. They don't give you answers, but they'll help you find solutions.
Good luck, and keep fighting back. |
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