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By (user no longer on site) OP
over a year ago
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Hello! Cowabunga and good eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeevening. What you up to? Working? Shattered after a hard day at work? Just watched The Walking Dead? Fabbing photos? Bumming? Pervin'? Lurking? Whatever it you're doing, share it here. Chat with other pervy night owls, talk about anything you want. Thread watchers that don't usually post, you're very welcome here. Very, very welcome, and not just on happy Mondays. Don't be shy, give us a try. Let's get ready to nocturnal. Smileyface |
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By (user no longer on site) OP
over a year ago
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"Good evening Jim hope you’re well lovely x "
Gooooooood eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeevening, SJ. That's nice of you to say. You're only tonight's first poster, congratulations! Woo-hoo! x |
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By (user no longer on site) OP
over a year ago
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"evening Jim  "
Good eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeevening, KinkyBird. KinkyBird, KinkyBird, boop boop, KinkyBird. I don't why, but I really liked that dude that kept removing on the fab a photo thread today. |
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By (user no longer on site) OP
over a year ago
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"Hi all. Thanks for the welcome.  "
Good eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeevening, Vin. I haven't even started. Welcome to The late late nocturnal thread©™. Smileyface |
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By *iss SJWoman
over a year ago
Hull |
"Good evening Jim hope you’re well lovely x
Gooooooood eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeevening, SJ. That's nice of you to say. You're only tonight's first poster, congratulations! Woo-hoo! x"
Yay! This has made my day
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By (user no longer on site) OP
over a year ago
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"Good evening Jim hope you’re well lovely x
Gooooooood eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeevening, SJ. That's nice of you to say. You're only tonight's first poster, congratulations! Woo-hoo! x
Yay! This has made my day
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It would make your day, it's a prestigious honour. Enjoy your moment in the moon. |
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By (user no longer on site) OP
over a year ago
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"Hullo Jim. Hullo night owls.
I’m fresh out of the bath, snuggled in my onesie and freshly laundered bedding. It’s a pretty perfect Monday eve. Hope everyone is well x"
Good eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeevening, Mrs Mac. You've had a long old Monday. You get yourself nice and comfy. x |
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By (user no longer on site) OP
over a year ago
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"I've nothing specific to say other than hello. "
Good eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeevening, Seduced. That's okay, you can mosy on by just to say hello. |
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By (user no longer on site) OP
over a year ago
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"Good evening Jim, how’s your Monday been? I’ve had a busy afternoon and now just catching up on the walking dead x "
Good eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeevening, Angie. I've been out with Jim's mum. I'm currently recording The Walking Dead. x |
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By (user no longer on site)
over a year ago
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"evening Jim
Good eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeevening, KinkyBird. KinkyBird, KinkyBird, boop boop, KinkyBird. I don't why, but I really liked that dude that kept removing on the fab a photo thread today."
I think he was a tad confuddled |
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By (user no longer on site) OP
over a year ago
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"Evening jim bob, it's a bit chilly, might cover myself in fiery jack and drink lighter fluid. "
Good eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeevening, Spectrum. That sounds a bit dangerous. You're welcome to join me on the sofa, and share my blanket. Smileyface |
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By (user no longer on site) OP
over a year ago
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"evening Jim
Good eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeevening, KinkyBird. KinkyBird, KinkyBird, boop boop, KinkyBird. I don't why, but I really liked that dude that kept removing on the fab a photo thread today.
I think he was a tad confuddled "
A little bit. |
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By (user no longer on site)
over a year ago
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"Evening, evening Jimster!! Everyone x
Good eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeevening, Estella. Nocturnal love to you forever. x"
And ever and ever and ever and ever? 
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By (user no longer on site) OP
over a year ago
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"Evening, evening Jimster!! Everyone x
Good eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeevening, Estella. Nocturnal love to you forever. x
And ever and ever and ever and ever?
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All the evers. |
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By (user no longer on site) OP
over a year ago
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"Alreet Jim, Brother Dave absconded me earlier and took me to the pub, we are now back at my flat listening to some Neil Young...
Old Man
www.youtube.com/watch?v=An2a1_Do_fc
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Good eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeevening, Ace. That's ace. Neilface |
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By (user no longer on site) OP
over a year ago
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"Evening all, last minute perve before bed, hope everyone had a good day! "
Good eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeevening, Dan the Man. Cram in as much as you can. Perveface |
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By (user no longer on site) OP
over a year ago
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"Evening Mr Jim! How goes Geezer?"
Good eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeevening, g3orgie. I'm pretty bloody good. I've got my birthday out of the way. And I can almost forgot how old I am now. How are doing, dude? |
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By *educedWoman
over a year ago
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"I've nothing specific to say other than hello.
Good eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeevening, Seduced. That's okay, you can mosy on by just to say hello. "
I enjoy mosying.
Is mosying a real word?
Where's Suzie in Dictionary Corner? |
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By (user no longer on site)
over a year ago
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"Evening Mr Jim! How goes Geezer?
Good eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeevening, g3orgie. I'm pretty bloody good. I've got my birthday out of the way. And I can almost forgot how old I am now. How are doing, dude?"
Ah, you'll have to get used to the memory loss thing Jim 
I'm actually pretty good at the mo thanks Buddy. Chilling in bed and on the phone to a special friend nattering about the forum |
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By (user no longer on site) OP
over a year ago
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"I've nothing specific to say other than hello.
Good eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeevening, Seduced. That's okay, you can mosy on by just to say hello.
I enjoy mosying.
Is mosying a real word?
Where's Suzie in Dictionary Corner? "
I don't know if mosying is a word. I'll have a search engine shortly. |
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By (user no longer on site)
over a year ago
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"Good eeeeeeeeeeeeevening slim jim.
Good eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeevening, Sam. Fancy a bum?
I have bum jim
Thanks for asking
You're welcome."
Taking my bum to bed jim.
G’night nocturnlites (pillowface) |
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By (user no longer on site) OP
over a year ago
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"Evening Mr Jim! How goes Geezer?
Good eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeevening, g3orgie. I'm pretty bloody good. I've got my birthday out of the way. And I can almost forgot how old I am now. How are doing, dude?
Ah, you'll have to get used to the memory loss thing Jim
I'm actually pretty good at the mo thanks Buddy. Chilling in bed and on the phone to a special friend nattering about the forum "
I really will!
Fantastic. Doublesmileyface |
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By (user no longer on site) OP
over a year ago
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"Good eeeeeeeeeeeeevening slim jim.
Good eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeevening, Sam. Fancy a bum?
I have bum jim
Thanks for asking
You're welcome.
Taking my bum to bed jim.
G’night nocturnlites (pillowface)"
Sweet dreams The Sam & Lacey show. |
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By (user no longer on site)
over a year ago
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"Good evening Jim, how’s your Monday been? I’ve had a busy afternoon and now just catching up on the walking dead x
Good eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeevening, Angie. I've been out with Jim's mum. I'm currently recording The Walking Dead. x"
Oh did you have a good birthday weekend, or have you got to the stage you want to forget them yet ? I won’t give any spoilers x |
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By (user no longer on site) OP
over a year ago
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"Good evening Jim, how’s your Monday been? I’ve had a busy afternoon and now just catching up on the walking dead x
Good eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeevening, Angie. I've been out with Jim's mum. I'm currently recording The Walking Dead. x
Oh did you have a good birthday weekend, or have you got to the stage you want to forget them yet ? I won’t give any spoilers x "
It was pleasant, but I'm glad it's over. x |
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By (user no longer on site)
over a year ago
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"Hey ho jim what a night had me a double meet feast just home now
Good eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeevening, Pull. More pizza?!"
No the human kind of meet busy night  |
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By (user no longer on site) OP
over a year ago
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"Hey ho jim what a night had me a double meet feast just home now
Good eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeevening, Pull. More pizza?!
No the human kind of meet busy night "
Ayyy. Pully Pully, Pully Pully, Pully Pully. What a Monday! Monday funday. Feastface |
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By (user no longer on site) OP
over a year ago
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"I've just given Brother Dave a love bite
Aw. 
It's very tricky on his penis though!
I'm sure Brother Dave won't mind you trying.
Yeah, but I've given him a soggy bum as well  "
Flippin' heck. |
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By (user no longer on site) OP
over a year ago
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"Good Evening Jim...
Have been watching walking dead this evening..
Only 2 more episodes left for Rick Grimes until he leaves the show! 
Zombieface!
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Good eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeevening, Ash. Is it only two left for Rick. I'll give this week's episode more attention. |
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"I've just given Brother Dave a love bite
Aw.
It's very tricky on his penis though!
I'm sure Brother Dave won't mind you trying.
Yeah, but I've given him a soggy bum as well
Flippin' heck."
He likes it really, well he has to being as he has ran off and adopted my vibrating inflatable butt plug and is going to buy me a new one. Maybe I should put a few more items on the Bondara (am I allowed to say that?) list  |
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By (user no longer on site) OP
over a year ago
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"Good Eeeevening Jim.
Jim. How are you? I'm just ending 2nd day off! Just chilling."
Good eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeevening, Iain. I'm very well, thank you. Very nice. Chillface |
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By (user no longer on site) OP
over a year ago
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"I've just given Brother Dave a love bite
Aw.
It's very tricky on his penis though!
I'm sure Brother Dave won't mind you trying.
Yeah, but I've given him a soggy bum as well
Flippin' heck.
He likes it really, well he has to being as he has ran off and adopted my vibrating inflatable butt plug and is going to buy me a new one. Maybe I should put a few more items on the Bondara (am I allowed to say that?) list "
I don't know if you can say that. |
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By (user no longer on site) OP
over a year ago
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"Hi all, messed up body block here.
Anyone in here visiting chams this weekend? we can’t wait  "
Good eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeevening, C&A. Welcome to The late late nocturnal thread©™. Smileyface |
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By (user no longer on site) OP
over a year ago
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"finished late shift gonna watch telly and past out"
Good eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeevening, Dark. Welcome to this nocturnal nonsense. Kick back, relax. Smileyface |
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"I've just given Brother Dave a love bite
Aw.
It's very tricky on his penis though!
I'm sure Brother Dave won't mind you trying.
Yeah, but I've given him a soggy bum as well
Flippin' heck.
He likes it really, well he has to being as he has ran off and adopted my vibrating inflatable butt plug and is going to buy me a new one. Maybe I should put a few more items on the Bondara (am I allowed to say that?) list
I don't know if you can say that."
I suppose what "that" is? If I can't, then it is an online site where you can purchase "adult" things that may be used in the bedroom if you have a willing partner.
Of course other outlets are available |
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By (user no longer on site) OP
over a year ago
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"can beat nonsense lol thanks for the warm welcome much appreciated. starting watching haunting on hill house last night looks pukka"
You're very, very welcome. Sounds spooky! Where can we watch Haunting On Hill House? |
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By (user no longer on site) OP
over a year ago
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"I've just given Brother Dave a love bite
Aw.
It's very tricky on his penis though!
I'm sure Brother Dave won't mind you trying.
Yeah, but I've given him a soggy bum as well
Flippin' heck.
He likes it really, well he has to being as he has ran off and adopted my vibrating inflatable butt plug and is going to buy me a new one. Maybe I should put a few more items on the Bondara (am I allowed to say that?) list
I don't know if you can say that.
I suppose what "that" is? If I can't, then it is an online site where you can purchase "adult" things that may be used in the bedroom if you have a willing partner.
Of course other outlets are available "
Of course! |
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By (user no longer on site) OP
over a year ago
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"Good morning Jimbo
How's it hangin'? "
Good eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeevening, Mrs Time. To the left. You're welcome to check for yourself to make sure. How are you? |
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By (user no longer on site)
over a year ago
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Evening. Rare visitor to this neck of the forum here.
Right now tonight I'm feeling like Tony Stark at the start of IM3 when he goes "I can't sleep... you see things, and then you got to pretend they never happened?"
Past few weeks has been hell for me emotionally and mentally with everything that has been going on in my personal life. I'm seriously wondering if I'll ever get it back together again, and frankly I don't see much of a motivation to. That's how neck deep in depression I already am.
Before anyone suggests seeking professional help, my university is already working on it with me, but since everything is in its early stages there's no telling what they're offering for help and whether it'll work in the first place. In the meantime, my nights are a mess. I sleep in the day more than in the night, as if the daylight would protect me from the nightmares that a certain someone would haunt them in if I slept at night instead.
Sorry, I must come off like a wet blanket for Monday night now. Such is life I suppose. |
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"Good morning Jimbo
How's it hangin'?
Good eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeevening, Mrs Time. To the left. You're welcome to check for yourself to make sure. How are you?"
I will have a peek if that's ok? And I hope you will return the favour?
I'm ok, still full of snot bubbles, but surviving |
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"Evening. Rare visitor to this neck of the forum here.
Right now tonight I'm feeling like Tony Stark at the start of IM3 when he goes "I can't sleep... you see things, and then you got to pretend they never happened?"
Past few weeks has been hell for me emotionally and mentally with everything that has been going on in my personal life. I'm seriously wondering if I'll ever get it back together again, and frankly I don't see much of a motivation to. That's how neck deep in depression I already am.
Before anyone suggests seeking professional help, my university is already working on it with me, but since everything is in its early stages there's no telling what they're offering for help and whether it'll work in the first place. In the meantime, my nights are a mess. I sleep in the day more than in the night, as if the daylight would protect me from the nightmares that a certain someone would haunt them in if I slept at night instead.
Sorry, I must come off like a wet blanket for Monday night now. Such is life I suppose. "
Hey, welcome and good on you for opening up
Never apologise and one thing I can offer you young man is a nice big virtual hug, come here |
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By (user no longer on site) OP
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"Evening. Rare visitor to this neck of the forum here.
Right now tonight I'm feeling like Tony Stark at the start of IM3 when he goes "I can't sleep... you see things, and then you got to pretend they never happened?"
Past few weeks has been hell for me emotionally and mentally with everything that has been going on in my personal life. I'm seriously wondering if I'll ever get it back together again, and frankly I don't see much of a motivation to. That's how neck deep in depression I already am.
Before anyone suggests seeking professional help, my university is already working on it with me, but since everything is in its early stages there's no telling what they're offering for help and whether it'll work in the first place. In the meantime, my nights are a mess. I sleep in the day more than in the night, as if the daylight would protect me from the nightmares that a certain someone would haunt them in if I slept at night instead.
Sorry, I must come off like a wet blanket for Monday night now. Such is life I suppose. "
Good eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeevening, March. Welcome to this nocturnal nitwittery. First of all no need to apologise. You can talk about whatever you want here. And I'm glad you feel like you can talk about your mental health. Talking with your university is good, you're dealing with it. It might not feel like you're dealing with it. It will get better. |
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By (user no longer on site) OP
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"Morning
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Good eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeevening, K Lee. Welcome to The late late nocturnal thread©™. Do you remember dawn escapes from moon washed college halls? |
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By (user no longer on site)
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"Morning
No, no it's not, however sexy your bum looks, it's not morning yet Missus, well not until pp tells us that it is I think "
Oh I'm bad, evening is that better |
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By (user no longer on site) OP
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"Good morning Jimbo
How's it hangin'?
Good eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeevening, Mrs Time. To the left. You're welcome to check for yourself to make sure. How are you?
I will have a peek if that's ok? And I hope you will return the favour?
I'm ok, still full of snot bubbles, but surviving "
Take a look. |
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By (user no longer on site)
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"Evening. Rare visitor to this neck of the forum here.
Right now tonight I'm feeling like Tony Stark at the start of IM3 when he goes "I can't sleep... you see things, and then you got to pretend they never happened?"
Past few weeks has been hell for me emotionally and mentally with everything that has been going on in my personal life. I'm seriously wondering if I'll ever get it back together again, and frankly I don't see much of a motivation to. That's how neck deep in depression I already am.
Before anyone suggests seeking professional help, my university is already working on it with me, but since everything is in its early stages there's no telling what they're offering for help and whether it'll work in the first place. In the meantime, my nights are a mess. I sleep in the day more than in the night, as if the daylight would protect me from the nightmares that a certain someone would haunt them in if I slept at night instead.
Sorry, I must come off like a wet blanket for Monday night now. Such is life I suppose.
Hey, welcome and good on you for opening up
Never apologise and one thing I can offer you young man is a nice big virtual hug, come here "
*hugs* I could use one in real life.  |
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By (user no longer on site)
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"Evening. Rare visitor to this neck of the forum here.
Right now tonight I'm feeling like Tony Stark at the start of IM3 when he goes "I can't sleep... you see things, and then you got to pretend they never happened?"
Past few weeks has been hell for me emotionally and mentally with everything that has been going on in my personal life. I'm seriously wondering if I'll ever get it back together again, and frankly I don't see much of a motivation to. That's how neck deep in depression I already am.
Before anyone suggests seeking professional help, my university is already working on it with me, but since everything is in its early stages there's no telling what they're offering for help and whether it'll work in the first place. In the meantime, my nights are a mess. I sleep in the day more than in the night, as if the daylight would protect me from the nightmares that a certain someone would haunt them in if I slept at night instead.
Sorry, I must come off like a wet blanket for Monday night now. Such is life I suppose.
Good eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeevening, March. Welcome to this nocturnal nitwittery. First of all no need to apologise. You can talk about whatever you want here. And I'm glad you feel like you can talk about your mental health. Talking with your university is good, you're dealing with it. It might not feel like you're dealing with it. It will get better."
Thank you. I'm just trying to hold things together and make some modicum of recovery that actually can hold together till the York social next month. First social I'll be going to after a year-long hiatus. I really don't wanna mess up. |
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By (user no longer on site) OP
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"Evening. Rare visitor to this neck of the forum here.
Right now tonight I'm feeling like Tony Stark at the start of IM3 when he goes "I can't sleep... you see things, and then you got to pretend they never happened?"
Past few weeks has been hell for me emotionally and mentally with everything that has been going on in my personal life. I'm seriously wondering if I'll ever get it back together again, and frankly I don't see much of a motivation to. That's how neck deep in depression I already am.
Before anyone suggests seeking professional help, my university is already working on it with me, but since everything is in its early stages there's no telling what they're offering for help and whether it'll work in the first place. In the meantime, my nights are a mess. I sleep in the day more than in the night, as if the daylight would protect me from the nightmares that a certain someone would haunt them in if I slept at night instead.
Sorry, I must come off like a wet blanket for Monday night now. Such is life I suppose.
Good eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeevening, March. Welcome to this nocturnal nitwittery. First of all no need to apologise. You can talk about whatever you want here. And I'm glad you feel like you can talk about your mental health. Talking with your university is good, you're dealing with it. It might not feel like you're dealing with it. It will get better.
Thank you. I'm just trying to hold things together and make some modicum of recovery that actually can hold together till the York social next month. First social I'll be going to after a year-long hiatus. I really don't wanna mess up. "
You're welcome, anytime. The fact you want to go is a positive sign. And hey, it's just going for a few drinks and having a bit of a chat. |
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"Morning James
Don't you start, or the whole of Humberside will be reaching for their vibrators! No need for vibs use me "
Me neither, but some ladies seem to know exactly what to put it to use for. It's a good job that we have the real thing though innit |
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"Evening. Rare visitor to this neck of the forum here.
Right now tonight I'm feeling like Tony Stark at the start of IM3 when he goes "I can't sleep... you see things, and then you got to pretend they never happened?"
Past few weeks has been hell for me emotionally and mentally with everything that has been going on in my personal life. I'm seriously wondering if I'll ever get it back together again, and frankly I don't see much of a motivation to. That's how neck deep in depression I already am.
Before anyone suggests seeking professional help, my university is already working on it with me, but since everything is in its early stages there's no telling what they're offering for help and whether it'll work in the first place. In the meantime, my nights are a mess. I sleep in the day more than in the night, as if the daylight would protect me from the nightmares that a certain someone would haunt them in if I slept at night instead.
Sorry, I must come off like a wet blanket for Monday night now. Such is life I suppose.
Good eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeevening, March. Welcome to this nocturnal nitwittery. First of all no need to apologise. You can talk about whatever you want here. And I'm glad you feel like you can talk about your mental health. Talking with your university is good, you're dealing with it. It might not feel like you're dealing with it. It will get better.
Thank you. I'm just trying to hold things together and make some modicum of recovery that actually can hold together till the York social next month. First social I'll be going to after a year-long hiatus. I really don't wanna mess up.
You're welcome, anytime. The fact you want to go is a positive sign. And hey, it's just going for a few drinks and having a bit of a chat."
Well, swinging was always a bit of a safe harbour for myself in my singlehood. After all it was how I got introduced to sex and everything that came after. Now that I'm back after a particularly traumatic breakup (of which I shan't go into details here), I'm just trying to rebuild my life in some way that I find familiar and comforting.
Being physically away from the country for a year as well as being out of the Fab scene due to being in a relationship, I've returned to the site to see my old social groups pretty much all demolished and gone (my Fab life started in Hull). So naturally I'm nervous as to how reception of me as "yet another single male...ooh wait, he's an exotic one isn't he? He isn't local!" would possibly be like at the York social. No pressure on myself to actually make it more than just a social (like you said, couple drinks and socialising), but I always feel acutely my relative inability to convert my social capital into actual meets. Been a longstanding handicap of mine even back during my previous swinging time in Hull. Never quite sure what's that final 5% I lack out of the 95% I can get in the bag with my socialising skills.
Be nice to be wanted and be seen as a desirable swinging partner for once without me having to go searching so-to-speak. I can't remember when was the last time I had a single female swinger or couple swinger here deliberately approach me and express interest in me sexually, and not the other way around! |
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"Morning James
Don't you start, or the whole of Humberside will be reaching for their vibrators! "
REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!
THERE IS NO SUCH THING AS HUMBERSIDE!!!
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"Morning James
Don't you start, or the whole of Humberside will be reaching for their vibrators!
REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!
THERE IS NO SUCH THING AS HUMBERSIDE!!!
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"Morning James
Don't you start, or the whole of Humberside will be reaching for their vibrators!
REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!
THERE IS NO SUCH THING AS HUMBERSIDE!!!
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You're just an Ullite then, same as ma Mam's side of the family |
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"Morning James
Don't you start, or the whole of Humberside will be reaching for their vibrators!
REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!
THERE IS NO SUCH THING AS HUMBERSIDE!!!
You're just an Ullite then, same as ma Mam's side of the family "
Yes and Ull is east Yorkshire young man |
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"Morning James
Don't you start, or the whole of Humberside will be reaching for their vibrators!
REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!
THERE IS NO SUCH THING AS HUMBERSIDE!!!
You're just an Ullite then, same as ma Mam's side of the family "
Three years at uni in 'Ull.... not sure that makes me qualify!
As to my country of origin... I'm even more South than any Southerner on here!  |
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"Evening. Rare visitor to this neck of the forum here.
Right now tonight I'm feeling like Tony Stark at the start of IM3 when he goes "I can't sleep... you see things, and then you got to pretend they never happened?"
Past few weeks has been hell for me emotionally and mentally with everything that has been going on in my personal life. I'm seriously wondering if I'll ever get it back together again, and frankly I don't see much of a motivation to. That's how neck deep in depression I already am.
Before anyone suggests seeking professional help, my university is already working on it with me, but since everything is in its early stages there's no telling what they're offering for help and whether it'll work in the first place. In the meantime, my nights are a mess. I sleep in the day more than in the night, as if the daylight would protect me from the nightmares that a certain someone would haunt them in if I slept at night instead.
Sorry, I must come off like a wet blanket for Monday night now. Such is life I suppose.
Good eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeevening, March. Welcome to this nocturnal nitwittery. First of all no need to apologise. You can talk about whatever you want here. And I'm glad you feel like you can talk about your mental health. Talking with your university is good, you're dealing with it. It might not feel like you're dealing with it. It will get better.
Thank you. I'm just trying to hold things together and make some modicum of recovery that actually can hold together till the York social next month. First social I'll be going to after a year-long hiatus. I really don't wanna mess up.
You're welcome, anytime. The fact you want to go is a positive sign. And hey, it's just going for a few drinks and having a bit of a chat.
Well, swinging was always a bit of a safe harbour for myself in my singlehood. After all it was how I got introduced to sex and everything that came after. Now that I'm back after a particularly traumatic breakup (of which I shan't go into details here), I'm just trying to rebuild my life in some way that I find familiar and comforting.
Being physically away from the country for a year as well as being out of the Fab scene due to being in a relationship, I've returned to the site to see my old social groups pretty much all demolished and gone (my Fab life started in Hull). So naturally I'm nervous as to how reception of me as "yet another single male...ooh wait, he's an exotic one isn't he? He isn't local!" would possibly be like at the York social. No pressure on myself to actually make it more than just a social (like you said, couple drinks and socialising), but I always feel acutely my relative inability to convert my social capital into actual meets. Been a longstanding handicap of mine even back during my previous swinging time in Hull. Never quite sure what's that final 5% I lack out of the 95% I can get in the bag with my socialising skills.
Be nice to be wanted and be seen as a desirable swinging partner for once without me having to go searching so-to-speak. I can't remember when was the last time I had a single female swinger or couple swinger here deliberately approach me and express interest in me sexually, and not the other way around! "
I'd have thought being all exotic would be a good thing! Whatever it is you feel you're lacking, could just be experience. I don't mean to sound patronising, you're young. I began to feel more confident in myself at 25/26. You might find it'll click into place for you in the not too distant future. You've got new people to meet, that's exciting. Don't take it too seriously, don't put pressure on yourself. |
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"Morning James
Don't you start, or the whole of Humberside will be reaching for their vibrators!
REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!
THERE IS NO SUCH THING AS HUMBERSIDE!!!
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What have you done with it?! |
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"Morning James
Don't you start, or the whole of Humberside will be reaching for their vibrators!
REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!
THERE IS NO SUCH THING AS HUMBERSIDE!!!
You're just an Ullite then, same as ma Mam's side of the family Yes and Ull is east Yorkshire young man "
Are you Riding the crest of a wave now you old fuddy duddy? |
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"I wonder if Ignite will show up after 4?"
Well I fell asleep on the settee about 8pm last night went to bed about 10ish,it's all a bit of a blur really. I used to love my bedtime,but I can't remember the last time I slept well and it's catching up on me. I did sleep slightly better last night,my shoulder is still pee peeing me off that's not helping.
So yeah I didn't see 4am last night,I was awake at stages but didn't go on my phone. |
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