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By *orum TrollWoman
over a year ago
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...a sadness you could never deal with. i do it to protect you because i love you.
but one day you will feel it too. and you will know the meaning of life, the universe, and everything else.
maybe, idk, thinking of writing a book to get rid of all this pompous shit in my head? |
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over a year ago
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"...a sadness you could never deal with. i do it to protect you because i love you.
but one day you will feel it too. and you will know the meaning of life, the universe, and everything else.
maybe, idk, thinking of writing a book to get rid of all this pompous shit in my head?"
I absolutely fucking love what youve just wrote.
Ive saved it thats how much I like it  |
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Not much.
If I don't feel like smiling I won't.
If someone says to me 'smile, it might never happen' they get told exactly why I don't want to smile. 30 seconds in, you can see the 'I wish I had kept my fucking mouth shut' look in their eyes. Maybe next time they won't try n be amusing. |
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By (user no longer on site)
over a year ago
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"That I cant take my mum is dying and its eating me up inside
so's my dad....been watching him go for the last year now. "
 I have been through that. It is very sad. |
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By (user no longer on site)
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"Not much.
If I don't feel like smiling I won't.
If someone says to me 'smile, it might never happen' they get told exactly why I don't want to smile. 30 seconds in, you can see the 'I wish I had kept my fucking mouth shut' look in their eyes. Maybe next time they won't try n be amusing."
I ask them 'don't you think it already has?'
That does actually make me smile. |
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By (user no longer on site)
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"That I cant take my mum is dying and its eating me up inside
so's my dad....been watching him go for the last year now.
I have been through that. It is very sad. "
it is, been watching him slip away with a brain tumour for 12-13 months now. one thing though, on our journey through the various wards and hospitals he was on (he's home now) there are so many even worse off. as it goes, we still sort of have him for now and that alone is reason to smile. i refuse to wallow in self pity and misery, he'd hate that |
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By (user no longer on site)
over a year ago
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"That I cant take my mum is dying and its eating me up inside
it sucks. Blooming hard thing to cope with "
It is.. usually im fine but last night got me when she came in to my room to cuddle me & wanted to tuck me in, now we both knew at my age i dont need it but I let her do it anyway as its just one of those things I can remember x |
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By *lla_maiWoman
over a year ago
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Everything, no one truely knows me, they only know what they need to or i want them to know.
Often enough a smile hides the emotions that are locked away to show the perception that all is fine |
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By (user no longer on site)
over a year ago
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"A lot of things, I'm not good at letting people in so the smile hides the fear that I'm not good enough. X "
I know that feeling so well....years of being told im.not good enough |
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By (user no longer on site)
over a year ago
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I'm getting really bad at hiding my feelings 
I tend to share most emotions - mainly at work...
Which isnt good - but some days the fuckwittery is too much and it overwhelms me!
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Some stuff we deliberately hide and other things we hide because actually we don't know these things about ourselves.
When we realise these things about ourselves, maybe we will be open about them and maybe we will not. |
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