So there l was, in a situation with two females...And before you roll your eyes and mutter, sure ya was mate. This happened on Saturday..Sorry l am leaping ahead...This is what happened...I had to drive down to Kent to attend a wedding.. During the day l got a text from a teen friend l have known for years, she and her sister are 20 & 25.
Would l like to come over and visit them..And this l do..L arrive, both are tipsey on wkd, dressed in PJ's.. i should have just got back in car to drive back to Manchester..Cut a long story short...The 20 year old...Is giggling, making suggestions, pushing her tits at me, sitting on my lap blah blah blah..It's now 3am..l need to go to bed.i do on a blow up..The 20 year old gets in..Her tits are eye level to my face...I can smell her scent, feel the warmth of her flesh..If l stick my tongue out..I could lick them..She cuddles me..And l am frigging horny..Yep a man old enough to be her grand dad...It's there for the taking...The devil is saying..Do it..Go on my son..She is offering and the other voice is saying... What the fuck are you thinking.. It's someone's daughter, she's a child...Tits are in my face...Do it..Take your cock out, stick it in her mouth... Get the fuck dressed go home..Just one stroke of her teen arse.. She pulls closer to me.her body is touching mine..
4.30am..I jump up..Get dressed and jump in car..200 miles back to Manchester..Do l regret a lost opportunity to have sex with a 20 year old girl..She was tipsey..In my heart l believe l did the right thing...But man it was sooo hard. |
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"im not sure what you want in the way of responses? do you think you should be somehow congratulated? im confused by the point of the thread?"
Not looking for congratulations and the point of the post was to highlight a difficult situation for me and possibly for others...I believe in consensual agreement between adults. .it's the core of mature adults who live a life non vanilla. .My life is bdsm, l offer people scenes within that lifestyle..kink, bondage, pain at different levels, scenarios etc etc all with agreement. .
I am always in control...and then, a young teen ( 20 ) offers me sex...l haven't had sex for a while, hormones are firing on all cylinders..morality, upbringing, self control, self discipline all come into question. ..The need for intimacy, the need for a females touch, my own ego..All in question. ..people have said, l should have...my answer was...just because l could, doesn't me l should...here was a female..d*unk, flirting, testing...l believe wanting me...she was sleepy. .l got up and left.. |
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is it because you aren't a swinger that you didn't want to?
