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Cos althogh I've wanted despratly too I have fallen off the wagon. I've had the money too and I went on Sat but I stayed dry.
God this week sucks like hell n I'm only just cryin.
But I'm strong so although I want to I won't answer that call from the booze. I've phoned the quacks n got my meds increased for a while. Mum does want to going to the funeral and I agree it's not wise that I do because we are both angry but mum is so wonderful in her strenth. I'll say goodbye in my own way but just when I thought maybe I'm not a fool maybe in not a stupid dickhead I realise I am. Life brings you these time just because that's life n that's what it does.
I'm happy deep down in my heart and most importantly I'm very very proud of MYSELF.
Love you all. Xxx |
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"Cos althogh I've wanted despratly too I have fallen off the wagon. I've had the money too and I went on Sat but I stayed dry.
God this week sucks like hell n I'm only just cryin.
But I'm strong so although I want to I won't answer that call from the booze. I've phoned the quacks n got my meds increased for a while. Mum does want to going to the funeral and I agree it's not wise that I do because we are both angry but mum is so wonderful in her strenth. I'll say goodbye in my own way but just when I thought maybe I'm not a fool maybe in not a stupid dickhead I realise I am. Life brings you these time just because that's life n that's what it does.
I'm happy deep down in my heart and most importantly I'm very very proud of MYSELF.
Love you all. Xxx"
You should be proud , well done its very hard you seem to be doing better than me xxx |
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