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over a year ago
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...what will you remember about your life, what did you achieve, what made it worth while, what will it be, that makes you reach it's end, with a comforted smile on your face...? |
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over a year ago
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That i've never been in love
That i have never felt loved or wanted
That i have never had anybody to share my life with
Nobody to come home to and share my good news, or tell me everythings going to be ok when i have bad news
That when i die there will be nobody at my bedside to hold my hand and tell me they love me
I've been alone most of my life and im used to it now but i do wonder sometimes how it would feel to have somebody who actually wants you to come home, somebody who was pleased to see you
And i'll never knowing
I shall ponder it on my death bed
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By (user no longer on site)
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"That i've never been in love
That i have never felt loved or wanted
That i have never had anybody to share my life with
Nobody to come home to and share my good news, or tell me everythings going to be ok when i have bad news
That when i die there will be nobody at my bedside to hold my hand and tell me they love me
I've been alone most of my life and im used to it now but i do wonder sometimes how it would feel to have somebody who actually wants you to come home, somebody who was pleased to see you
And i'll never knowing
I shall ponder it on my death bed
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Thats sad  |
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By (user no longer on site) OP
over a year ago
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"That i've never been in love
That i have never felt loved or wanted
That i have never had anybody to share my life with
Nobody to come home to and share my good news, or tell me everythings going to be ok when i have bad news
That when i die there will be nobody at my bedside to hold my hand and tell me they love me
I've been alone most of my life and im used to it now but i do wonder sometimes how it would feel to have somebody who actually wants you to come home, somebody who was pleased to see you
And i'll never knowing
I shall ponder it on my death bed
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Perhaps you need to share your feelings with people more often? You seem to have some poetry in you... |
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By (user no longer on site) OP
over a year ago
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"Did i turn the Oven off
If you didn't, it may possibly be the reason why you're dying.
Which would put me into a right panic as its Electric  "
Well I don't know, maybe you have a pacemaker or something? |
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By *icketysplitsWoman
over a year ago
Way over Yonder, that's where I'm bound |
"That i've never been in love
That i have never felt loved or wanted
That i have never had anybody to share my life with
Nobody to come home to and share my good news, or tell me everythings going to be ok when i have bad news
That when i die there will be nobody at my bedside to hold my hand and tell me they love me
I've been alone most of my life and im used to it now but i do wonder sometimes how it would feel to have somebody who actually wants you to come home, somebody who was pleased to see you
And i'll never knowing
I shall ponder it on my death bed
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You've got children. Unless you have mightly pissed off all of them I'm sure one will be there towards the end.
I'll be dead at the bottom of the stairs with one of the neighbourhood cats eating my eyes before anyone finds me.
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"That i've never been in love
That i have never felt loved or wanted
That i have never had anybody to share my life with
Nobody to come home to and share my good news, or tell me everythings going to be ok when i have bad news
That when i die there will be nobody at my bedside to hold my hand and tell me they love me
I've been alone most of my life and im used to it now but i do wonder sometimes how it would feel to have somebody who actually wants you to come home, somebody who was pleased to see you
And i'll never knowing
I shall ponder it on my death bed
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Get back in touch with him!!   |
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By (user no longer on site)
over a year ago
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"That i've never been in love
That i have never felt loved or wanted
That i have never had anybody to share my life with
Nobody to come home to and share my good news, or tell me everythings going to be ok when i have bad news
That when i die there will be nobody at my bedside to hold my hand and tell me they love me
I've been alone most of my life and im used to it now but i do wonder sometimes how it would feel to have somebody who actually wants you to come home, somebody who was pleased to see you
And i'll never knowing
I shall ponder it on my death bed
Get back in touch with him!! "
who? |
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By (user no longer on site)
over a year ago
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"I'll be dead at the bottom of the stairs with one of the neighbourhood cats eating my eyes before anyone finds me.
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What a pretty picture. 
I won't be having kids so I'd better hope I die before Marc... otherwise at least I have dogs, they eat faster than cats. |
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By *icketysplitsWoman
over a year ago
Way over Yonder, that's where I'm bound |
"I'll be dead at the bottom of the stairs with one of the neighbourhood cats eating my eyes before anyone finds me.
What a pretty picture.
I won't be having kids so I'd better hope I die before Marc... otherwise at least I have dogs, they eat faster than cats. "
The neighbourhood dogs don't manage to find their way in.
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I'm not sure, as it's going to depend on where I'm at in my life. Achievements etc - no. It'll be goodbye and sharing my love, I hope - if I'm aware that I'm about to die.
I've thought of having a death doing what I really love or just a silent passing - we just don't know, in general, so it's about some luck and chance. |
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By (user no longer on site)
over a year ago
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"Id be seriously worried if i hadnt given any thought to my life till my last breath"
i seem to be doing it a lot just lately
i think about things that have never bothered me before
maybe its because im getting older |
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"That i've never been in love
That i have never felt loved or wanted
That i have never had anybody to share my life with
Nobody to come home to and share my good news, or tell me everythings going to be ok when i have bad news
That when i die there will be nobody at my bedside to hold my hand and tell me they love me
I've been alone most of my life and im used to it now but i do wonder sometimes how it would feel to have somebody who actually wants you to come home, somebody who was pleased to see you
And i'll never knowing
I shall ponder it on my death bed
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that is so sad to here from someone with kids |
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"That i've never been in love
That i have never felt loved or wanted
That i have never had anybody to share my life with
Nobody to come home to and share my good news, or tell me everythings going to be ok when i have bad news
That when i die there will be nobody at my bedside to hold my hand and tell me they love me
I've been alone most of my life and im used to it now but i do wonder sometimes how it would feel to have somebody who actually wants you to come home, somebody who was pleased to see you
And i'll never knowing
I shall ponder it on my death bed
Get back in touch with him!!
who?"
The one you stopped seeing because you had feelings for him lol! Sorry, I'm just an incurable romantic!  |
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By (user no longer on site)
over a year ago
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"That i've never been in love
That i have never felt loved or wanted
That i have never had anybody to share my life with
Nobody to come home to and share my good news, or tell me everythings going to be ok when i have bad news
That when i die there will be nobody at my bedside to hold my hand and tell me they love me
I've been alone most of my life and im used to it now but i do wonder sometimes how it would feel to have somebody who actually wants you to come home, somebody who was pleased to see you
And i'll never knowing
I shall ponder it on my death bed
Get back in touch with him!!
who?
The one you stopped seeing because you had feelings for him lol! Sorry, I'm just an incurable romantic! "
oh i though you ment the ex, i was going to say what do i want to get back in touch with him for |
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By (user no longer on site)
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"That i've never been in love
That i have never felt loved or wanted
That i have never had anybody to share my life with
Nobody to come home to and share my good news, or tell me everythings going to be ok when i have bad news
That when i die there will be nobody at my bedside to hold my hand and tell me they love me
I've been alone most of my life and im used to it now but i do wonder sometimes how it would feel to have somebody who actually wants you to come home, somebody who was pleased to see you
And i'll never knowing
I shall ponder it on my death bed
that is so sad to here from someone with kids"
There was never any love in my marriage, even when i married him i didnt love him, we spent most of our marriage in separate bedrooms
My kids where the only good thing to come out of it but at the end of the day you dont have to love somebody to have sex with them |
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By (user no longer on site)
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"...what will you remember about your life, what did you achieve, what made it worth while, what will it be, that makes you reach it's end, with a comforted smile on your face...?"
Probbaly nothing a random delusion or two then nothing |
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By (user no longer on site)
over a year ago
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"That i've never been in love
That i have never felt loved or wanted
That i have never had anybody to share my life with
Nobody to come home to and share my good news, or tell me everythings going to be ok when i have bad news
That when i die there will be nobody at my bedside to hold my hand and tell me they love me
I've been alone most of my life and im used to it now but i do wonder sometimes how it would feel to have somebody who actually wants you to come home, somebody who was pleased to see you
And i'll never knowing
I shall ponder it on my death bed
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What did you do to piss your kids off?
And you're statisticsly only 50% of the way through your life.
Go fix it if it upsets you |
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By (user no longer on site)
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"That i've never been in love
That i have never felt loved or wanted
That i have never had anybody to share my life with
Nobody to come home to and share my good news, or tell me everythings going to be ok when i have bad news
That when i die there will be nobody at my bedside to hold my hand and tell me they love me
I've been alone most of my life and im used to it now but i do wonder sometimes how it would feel to have somebody who actually wants you to come home, somebody who was pleased to see you
And i'll never knowing
I shall ponder it on my death bed
What did you do to piss your kids off?
And you're statisticsly only 50% of the way through your life.
Go fix it if it upsets you"
i didnt do anything to piss my kids off but im talking about being inlove and im not inlove with my kids
i was talking about things you share with somebody your inlove with not what you share with your kids
ok i'll fix it i'll just grab the next guy i see and move him in |
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By (user no longer on site)
over a year ago
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I'm not sure anyone dies with a smile on their face unless they are heavily sedated.
I'm fairly sure I'll be in some kind of pain thinking "Fuck, so this is what it feels like". |
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"That i've never been in love
That i have never felt loved or wanted
That i have never had anybody to share my life with
Nobody to come home to and share my good news, or tell me everythings going to be ok when i have bad news
That when i die there will be nobody at my bedside to hold my hand and tell me they love me
I've been alone most of my life and im used to it now but i do wonder sometimes how it would feel to have somebody who actually wants you to come home, somebody who was pleased to see you
And i'll never knowing
I shall ponder it on my death bed
You've got children. Unless you have mightly pissed off all of them I'm sure one will be there towards the end.
I'll be dead at the bottom of the stairs with one of the neighbourhood cats eating my eyes before anyone finds me.
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Ha! Yep! Me too! |
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"That i've never been in love
That i have never felt loved or wanted
That i have never had anybody to share my life with
Nobody to come home to and share my good news, or tell me everythings going to be ok when i have bad news
That when i die there will be nobody at my bedside to hold my hand and tell me they love me
I've been alone most of my life and im used to it now but i do wonder sometimes how it would feel to have somebody who actually wants you to come home, somebody who was pleased to see you
And i'll never knowing
I shall ponder it on my death bed
that is so sad to here from someone with kids
There was never any love in my marriage, even when i married him i didnt love him, we spent most of our marriage in separate bedrooms
My kids where the only good thing to come out of it but at the end of the day you dont have to love somebody to have sex with them "
you always say you have no intention of being in a relationship and im sure one of your kids will be at your bedside |
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By (user no longer on site)
over a year ago
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im going to die in a fire anyway some gypsie told me, mind you according to her i died 6 years ago
so my last thoughts will probably be where the fucks the door |
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By (user no longer on site)
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"...what will you remember about your life, what did you achieve, what made it worth while, what will it be, that makes you reach it's end, with a comforted smile on your face...?"
Dude that's a bit deep. I actually thought about this earlier today coincidentally. And o thought about the many girl's hearts I broke, my childhood and some fab moments of course. I need to create better memories, I know. Already wrote myself the memo. Pretty deep existentialist post though.  |
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By (user no longer on site)
over a year ago
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"That i've never been in love
That i have never felt loved or wanted
That i have never had anybody to share my life with
Nobody to come home to and share my good news, or tell me everythings going to be ok when i have bad news
That when i die there will be nobody at my bedside to hold my hand and tell me they love me
I've been alone most of my life and im used to it now but i do wonder sometimes how it would feel to have somebody who actually wants you to come home, somebody who was pleased to see you
And i'll never knowing
I shall ponder it on my death bed
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I could of written that. x |
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"im going to die in a fire anyway some gypsie told me, mind you according to her i died 6 years ago
so my last thoughts will probably be where the fucks the door "
and your only bloody 40 you got half your life left to meet someone, |
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By (user no longer on site)
over a year ago
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The little things...done with love.....
I dreamt that the time had come BY
Fernand de Vinck
I dreamt that the time had come to carry back to my Father the treasures I was sent to gather on earth.
So I held out my chalice to my brother angel to be filled with the values of my life.
I thought of bright achievement, renown and success,
but they vanished in the emptiness of glamour.
When it was handed back to me,
I found my cup filled to the brim with what I thought were tiny things,
hardly noticed and long forgotten,
but now, sparkling with the inner light of the love they contained.
Then I walked holding high the grail of my soul
and there was joy in heaven.
( I believe in my own kind of heaven with no God. But I love these sentiments and hope when my time comes, I'm able to remember them.) |
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By (user no longer on site)
over a year ago
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"That i've never been in love
That i have never felt loved or wanted
That i have never had anybody to share my life with
Nobody to come home to and share my good news, or tell me everythings going to be ok when i have bad news
That when i die there will be nobody at my bedside to hold my hand and tell me they love me
I've been alone most of my life and im used to it now but i do wonder sometimes how it would feel to have somebody who actually wants you to come home, somebody who was pleased to see you
And i'll never knowing
I shall ponder it on my death bed
that is so sad to here from someone with kids
There was never any love in my marriage, even when i married him i didnt love him, we spent most of our marriage in separate bedrooms
My kids where the only good thing to come out of it but at the end of the day you dont have to love somebody to have sex with them
you always say you have no intention of being in a relationship and im sure one of your kids will be at your bedside "
i dont anymore, i think i've been on my own for that long i'm just used to it now, i'm not sure i could ajust to being with somebody
i do sometimes wonder what it would have been like being with somebody that cared about me though
i'm digging myself in a hole now arent i? i know what i mean i'm just not getting it into word properly
i wouldnt change my life now i just look back on it and wonder how it would have been different had i married somebody i loved and who loved me |
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By (user no longer on site)
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"That i've never been in love
That i have never felt loved or wanted
That i have never had anybody to share my life with
Nobody to come home to and share my good news, or tell me everythings going to be ok when i have bad news
That when i die there will be nobody at my bedside to hold my hand and tell me they love me
I've been alone most of my life and im used to it now but i do wonder sometimes how it would feel to have somebody who actually wants you to come home, somebody who was pleased to see you
And i'll never knowing
I shall ponder it on my death bed
I could of written that. x"
i wish i hadn't now |
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"That i've never been in love
That i have never felt loved or wanted
That i have never had anybody to share my life with
Nobody to come home to and share my good news, or tell me everythings going to be ok when i have bad news
That when i die there will be nobody at my bedside to hold my hand and tell me they love me
I've been alone most of my life and im used to it now but i do wonder sometimes how it would feel to have somebody who actually wants you to come home, somebody who was pleased to see you
And i'll never knowing
I shall ponder it on my death bed
that is so sad to here from someone with kids
There was never any love in my marriage, even when i married him i didnt love him, we spent most of our marriage in separate bedrooms
My kids where the only good thing to come out of it but at the end of the day you dont have to love somebody to have sex with them
you always say you have no intention of being in a relationship and im sure one of your kids will be at your bedside
i dont anymore, i think i've been on my own for that long i'm just used to it now, i'm not sure i could ajust to being with somebody
i do sometimes wonder what it would have been like being with somebody that cared about me though
i'm digging myself in a hole now arent i? i know what i mean i'm just not getting it into word properly
i wouldnt change my life now i just look back on it and wonder how it would have been different had i married somebody i loved and who loved me "
one person on here who i never thought in a million years ended up all loved up. I shall await your "im leaving ive met the man of my dreams" thread |
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By (user no longer on site)
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"That i've never been in love
That i have never felt loved or wanted
That i have never had anybody to share my life with
Nobody to come home to and share my good news, or tell me everythings going to be ok when i have bad news
That when i die there will be nobody at my bedside to hold my hand and tell me they love me
I've been alone most of my life and im used to it now but i do wonder sometimes how it would feel to have somebody who actually wants you to come home, somebody who was pleased to see you
And i'll never knowing
I shall ponder it on my death bed
I could of written that. x
i wish i hadn't now "
Don't be silly, it's well written and lovely xx |
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"That i've never been in love
That i have never felt loved or wanted
That i have never had anybody to share my life with
Nobody to come home to and share my good news, or tell me everythings going to be ok when i have bad news
That when i die there will be nobody at my bedside to hold my hand and tell me they love me
I've been alone most of my life and im used to it now but i do wonder sometimes how it would feel to have somebody who actually wants you to come home, somebody who was pleased to see you
And i'll never knowing
I shall ponder it on my death bed
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wow kinda dark and deep but I know how you feel
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That I hope my children will forgive me for everything that happened. That they, as adults (hopefully) will come to realise that every decision I made, everything I did, was for them, to keep them safe, and so they felt they were loved as much as they were/are. |
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This sounds mawkish but I hope I have time to think about how I loved and was loved by those closest to me. I also hope I have time to think "thank goodness I gave up work and spent the last part of my life relaxing by the sea" |
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"This sounds mawkish but I hope I have time to think about how I loved and was loved by those closest to me. I also hope I have time to think "thank goodness I gave up work and spent the last part of my life relaxing by the sea" "
Bloody good answer and I plan on doing the same 3 years to go and can't wait. I've worked my Titsey off for it and sacrificed my youth to do it. Good on ya  |
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"...what will you remember about your life, what did you achieve, what made it worth while, what will it be, that makes you reach it's end, with a comforted smile on your face...?"
If I'm honest, I don't really care what I'm thinking about. It's almost most to be just down random crap thrown be your me memory about nothing that matters at the time.
Your final minute on this earth will be just another one of 40 million- odd minutes and as long as I spent most of those happy, contented and doing more harm than good I'll have done allright.
People spend years, especially their final years, believing that it all had to be about something or for something and that you have leave some great legacy behind.
Far too much emphasis and importance attached to your last minutes/days/weeks on this earth. They're no more important than all the others so go out and make the most of it. |
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By (user no longer on site)
over a year ago
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My times with Pooch the walks and times we shared.
The hope that I have mo regrets and lived my life to the fullest with a passion for every thing I have ever done |
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"That i've never been in love
That i have never felt loved or wanted
That i have never had anybody to share my life with
Nobody to come home to and share my good news, or tell me everythings going to be ok when i have bad news
That when i die there will be nobody at my bedside to hold my hand and tell me they love me
I've been alone most of my life and im used to it now but i do wonder sometimes how it would feel to have somebody who actually wants you to come home, somebody who was pleased to see you
And i'll never knowing
I shall ponder it on my death bed
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....thats a very sad read , I do feel very lucky now to have my man in my life , because that could so of easily been me saying those things x |
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"That i've never been in love
That i have never felt loved or wanted
That i have never had anybody to share my life with
Nobody to come home to and share my good news, or tell me everythings going to be ok when i have bad news
That when i die there will be nobody at my bedside to hold my hand and tell me they love me
I've been alone most of my life and im used to it now but i do wonder sometimes how it would feel to have somebody who actually wants you to come home, somebody who was pleased to see you
And i'll never knowing
I shall ponder it on my death bed
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That's so said and I really like you   |
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"That i've never been in love
That i have never felt loved or wanted
That i have never had anybody to share my life with
Nobody to come home to and share my good news, or tell me everythings going to be ok when i have bad news
That when i die there will be nobody at my bedside to hold my hand and tell me they love me
I've been alone most of my life and im used to it now but i do wonder sometimes how it would feel to have somebody who actually wants you to come home, somebody who was pleased to see you
And i'll never knowing
I shall ponder it on my death bed
That's so said and I really like you "
Sad ffs sad |
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By *izzy.Woman
over a year ago
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"Not a lot.
There's no flashbacks
No bright light
No angels
None of the bollocks spouted
It just hurts
A lot
Then it doesn't "
Thankfully palliative care ( end of life care) has improved dramatically. It is very rare that people's pain cannot be controlled.
As a community nurse I was with several people as they took their last breath. My aim was to allow them and their families to have the best possible death. No pain or sickness.....just gentle quiet time to be together as they drift away.
The majority of my families will recall those vital last hours as a peaceful, calm passing. Sharing memories, funny stories and music.
If you were happy and loud in life, why shouldn't your death be just the same.
It's not an event to be scared of. Well not till its imminent |
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By (user no longer on site)
over a year ago
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Depends how you're dying though.
When they're jumping on your chest, breaking ribs, to keep your brain alive...
It hurts.
After it stops hurting - it starts again when they manage to pull you back |
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By (user no longer on site)
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"That i've never been in love
That i have never felt loved or wanted
That i have never had anybody to share my life with
Nobody to come home to and share my good news, or tell me everythings going to be ok when i have bad news
That when i die there will be nobody at my bedside to hold my hand and tell me they love me
I've been alone most of my life and im used to it now but i do wonder sometimes how it would feel to have somebody who actually wants you to come home, somebody who was pleased to see you
And i'll never knowing
I shall ponder it on my death bed
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...it's never too late. Don't give up looking. |
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By (user no longer on site) OP
over a year ago
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"What is my next life going to be like "
It's interesting to think that if reincarnation is true, then every one has already experienced death countless times, and indeed, the one you're living now was once your 'next life'... |
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By (user no longer on site)
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"That i've never been in love
That i have never felt loved or wanted
That i have never had anybody to share my life with
Nobody to come home to and share my good news, or tell me everythings going to be ok when i have bad news
That when i die there will be nobody at my bedside to hold my hand and tell me they love me
I've been alone most of my life and im used to it now but i do wonder sometimes how it would feel to have somebody who actually wants you to come home, somebody who was pleased to see you
And i'll never knowing
I shall ponder it on my death bed
What did you do to piss your kids off?
And you're statisticsly only 50% of the way through your life.
Go fix it if it upsets you
i didnt do anything to piss my kids off but im talking about being inlove and im not inlove with my kids
i was talking about things you share with somebody your inlove with not what you share with your kids
ok i'll fix it i'll just grab the next guy i see and move him in "
You got about 10 million potential candidates in the uk.
Atart interviewing :p
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"Not a lot.
There's no flashbacks
No bright light
No angels
None of the bollocks spouted
It just hurts
A lot
Then it doesn't "
Ah but you need to remeber your brain has a finely honed ability to forget whats not real.
Like what did you dream last night or last tuesday?
What you see in those moments is easily lost by the time the itch of the catheter wakes you up :p |
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"That i've never been in love
That i have never felt loved or wanted
That i have never had anybody to share my life with
Nobody to come home to and share my good news, or tell me everythings going to be ok when i have bad news
That when i die there will be nobody at my bedside to hold my hand and tell me they love me
I've been alone most of my life and im used to it now but i do wonder sometimes how it would feel to have somebody who actually wants you to come home, somebody who was pleased to see you
And i'll never knowing
I shall ponder it on my death bed
"
I have loved and list all those you mention and they say its better to have loved and lost than to never have loved at all....i disagree. ?? |
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"Not a lot.
There's no flashbacks
No bright light
No angels
None of the bollocks spouted
It just hurts
A lot
Then it doesn't
Ah but you need to remeber your brain has a finely honed ability to forget whats not real.
Like what did you dream last night or last tuesday?
What you see in those moments is easily lost by the time the itch of the catheter wakes you up :p"
They didn't have time to get one in |
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"Not a lot.
There's no flashbacks
No bright light
No angels
None of the bollocks spouted
It just hurts
A lot
Then it doesn't
Ah but you need to remeber your brain has a finely honed ability to forget whats not real.
Like what did you dream last night or last tuesday?
What you see in those moments is easily lost by the time the itch of the catheter wakes you up :p
They didn't have time to get one in "
Ahh they weren't expecting you to wake up then :p
High dose opiates = the most agonising inability to pee ever the next day |
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"Not a lot.
There's no flashbacks
No bright light
No angels
None of the bollocks spouted
It just hurts
A lot
Then it doesn't
Ah but you need to remeber your brain has a finely honed ability to forget whats not real.
Like what did you dream last night or last tuesday?
What you see in those moments is easily lost by the time the itch of the catheter wakes you up :p
They didn't have time to get one in
Ahh they weren't expecting you to wake up then :p
High dose opiates = the most agonising inability to pee ever the next day"
He was signing his name on the cert when the nurse got a facefull of blood |
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"Not a lot.
There's no flashbacks
No bright light
No angels
None of the bollocks spouted
It just hurts
A lot
Then it doesn't
Ah but you need to remeber your brain has a finely honed ability to forget whats not real.
Like what did you dream last night or last tuesday?
What you see in those moments is easily lost by the time the itch of the catheter wakes you up :p
They didn't have time to get one in
Ahh they weren't expecting you to wake up then :p
High dose opiates = the most agonising inability to pee ever the next day
He was signing his name on the cert when the nurse got a facefull of blood "
You've got to love a doctor who's prompt with the paperwork.
Although maybe a little slapdash woth the stethoscope |
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"That i've never been in love
That i have never felt loved or wanted
That i have never had anybody to share my life with
Nobody to come home to and share my good news, or tell me everythings going to be ok when i have bad news
That when i die there will be nobody at my bedside to hold my hand and tell me they love me
I've been alone most of my life and im used to it now but i do wonder sometimes how it would feel to have somebody who actually wants you to come home, somebody who was pleased to see you
And i'll never knowing
I shall ponder it on my death bed
I could of written that. x"
I think Peter Green beat you to it. |
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"...what will you remember about your life, what did you achieve, what made it worth while, what will it be, that makes you reach it's end, with a comforted smile on your face...?"
Don't worry handsome. ...I'll make sure you have a happy look on your face at the end! |
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