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By (user no longer on site) OP
over a year ago
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We all have those days.... You know the ones, when you feel useless. The ones when you feel you're struggling to stay above the water. The ones when all you want to do is curl up and not have any contact with the world.
Well that's me at the moment, but instead of a day it's more of a week, no actually a month.
I don't normally open up to what I'm feeling, and even rarer do I do it in a public forum. As I'm typing this I don't even know why I have.
I feel numb, and as though no matter what I do to please people around me or at work, I'm always falling short. I feel like everyone wants a bit of me, leaving nothing for me!.
I have a shit week away ahead, which makes me unhappy, but also those I care about are unhappy.
I guess I'm writing this, because here I know I'm quite anonymous. I know even if I am Judged I don't really know anyone.
Sorry for my ramblings. I'm not looking for replies just a place to write things down. |
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By (user no longer on site)
over a year ago
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We're going through a tough time at the mo, which is why we're not swinging. Usually we tend to make big changes and paint our lives with big braod strokes... but at the mo that isn't possible... so we've resigned ourselves to baby steps in the right direction. Just trying to make sure that each day we nudge a little further towards a better place. That helps, even if its frustratingly slow  |
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By (user no longer on site)
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"We all have those days.... You know the ones, when you feel useless. The ones when you feel you're struggling to stay above the water. The ones when all you want to do is curl up and not have any contact with the world.
Well that's me at the moment, but instead of a day it's more of a week, no actually a month.
I don't normally open up to what I'm feeling, and even rarer do I do it in a public forum. As I'm typing this I don't even know why I have.
I feel numb, and as though no matter what I do to please people around me or at work, I'm always falling short. I feel like everyone wants a bit of me, leaving nothing for me!.
I have a shit week away ahead, which makes me unhappy, but also those I care about are unhappy.
I guess I'm writing this, because here I know I'm quite anonymous. I know even if I am Judged I don't really know anyone.
Sorry for my ramblings. I'm not looking for replies just a place to write things down. "
That sounds like depression - such a common condition that more of us will suffer from it than not.
Seeking help is a really good idea.
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By (user no longer on site)
over a year ago
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would taking a week off work and just having you time help..
i know your the kinda guy who aims to please and has high expectations but you need to recharge your own batteries else you wont be any good to anyone at work or those you care about..
chin up posh totty x |
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