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By *isscheekychops OP Woman
over a year ago
The land of grey peas and bacon |
I'm watching a programme about those that go missing....I've offered wondered the despair that people feel to go missing....
I remember when my life was completely fucked up and just wanted to run away from it but my parents got me through it...I know that people don't have the loving family I do...
It makes me that people feel they need to run away from it all... |
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"I'm watching a programme about those that go missing....I've offered wondered the despair that people feel to go missing....
I remember when my life was completely fucked up and just wanted to run away from it but my parents got me through it...I know that people don't have the loving family I do...
It makes me that people feel they need to run away from it all..."
the the thing is, its if they run away its the coming home that's more difficult, the longer you stay away the harder it becomes
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By *isscheekychops OP Woman
over a year ago
The land of grey peas and bacon |
"I'm watching a programme about those that go missing....I've offered wondered the despair that people feel to go missing....
I remember when my life was completely fucked up and just wanted to run away from it but my parents got me through it...I know that people don't have the loving family I do...
It makes me that people feel they need to run away from it all...the the thing is, its if they run away its the coming home that's more difficult, the longer you stay away the harder it becomes
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Very true... It must be difficult as ultimately some don't want to return home....but more sinister is that people are murdered etc... |
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over a year ago
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"177 unidentified bodies are found in England each year...."
That's a pretty frightening statistic. Just makes youvthink, there but for the grace of god go I! |
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By (user no longer on site)
over a year ago
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No matter whether it is kids or adults that go missing, all have their own heart break, or unbearable something to them, that forces them out.
So easy for them to end up deep into stuff they really didnt want to be doing just to survive.
we all turn a blind eye to them, so when they become invisible, so easy for others to make them disappear.
Used to volunteer for a while, and some of these stories would have you in tears daily. Had to stop, couldn't hack it anymore.
Truly frightening and heartbreaking...
For the families too |
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By (user no longer on site)
over a year ago
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I disappeared at 15, it's pretty easy, well was back then. Maybe I was wrong. And didn't think about the hurt I left behind. I did stay pretty close to home for a while, I watched my mother suffer, the way I had. The thought of my children putting me through that torture is unthinkable. But they have no reason to do this.... I saw my dad now and again. Secretly. my parents hadn't been together for years, he was an alcoholic ... I was his princess... He died when I was 19... I do have a brother we fought at my dads funeral... He's manipulative and greedy like my mother was.... I've not seen him since... I made peace with my mother 3 months before she died, she saw my little boy. Seemed genuinely pleased to meet him... Then said you got a spare ciggie girl!! ... Can he not go shop? HE was a toddler..Do I regret disappearing hell no...I have lived all over the place and lived a sometimes sad, scared life.. But I am a better person than I was back then.. I'm strong stubborn and always fight for the underdog! My children are my world and always will be i do sometimes think i love them too much!! is this possible..The hurt I caused! There was none. Well if there was it was very short lived!  so people have many many reasons for disappearing, all is not always as it seems! I'm pretty damn proud of who I have become. |
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By *isscheekychops OP Woman
over a year ago
The land of grey peas and bacon |
"I disappeared at 15, it's pretty easy, well was back then. Maybe I was wrong. And didn't think about the hurt I left behind. I did stay pretty close to home for a while, I watched my mother suffer, the way I had. The thought of my children putting me through that torture is unthinkable. But they have no reason to do this.... I saw my dad now and again. Secretly. my parents hadn't been together for years, he was an alcoholic ... I was his princess... He died when I was 19... I do have a brother we fought at my dads funeral... He's manipulative and greedy like my mother was.... I've not seen him since... I made peace with my mother 3 months before she died, she saw my little boy. Seemed genuinely pleased to meet him... Then said you got a spare ciggie girl!! ... Can he not go shop? HE was a toddler..Do I regret disappearing hell no...I have lived all over the place and lived a sometimes sad, scared life.. But I am a better person than I was back then.. I'm strong stubborn and always fight for the underdog! My children are my world and always will be i do sometimes think i love them too much!! is this possible..The hurt I caused! There was none. Well if there was it was very short lived! so people have many many reasons for disappearing, all is not always as it seems! I'm pretty damn proud of who I have become. "
and we love you for it |
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"177 unidentified bodies are found in England each year....
That's a pretty frightening statistic. Just makes youvthink, there but for the grace of god go I!"
makes me think Thats amazing how its 177every year..  x x X |
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"I disappeared at 15, it's pretty easy, well was back then. Maybe I was wrong. And didn't think about the hurt I left behind. I did stay pretty close to home for a while, I watched my mother suffer, the way I had. The thought of my children putting me through that torture is unthinkable. But they have no reason to do this.... I saw my dad now and again. Secretly. my parents hadn't been together for years, he was an alcoholic ... I was his princess... He died when I was 19... I do have a brother we fought at my dads funeral... He's manipulative and greedy like my mother was.... I've not seen him since... I made peace with my mother 3 months before she died, she saw my little boy. Seemed genuinely pleased to meet him... Then said you got a spare ciggie girl!! ... Can he not go shop? HE was a toddler..Do I regret disappearing hell no...I have lived all over the place and lived a sometimes sad, scared life.. But I am a better person than I was back then.. I'm strong stubborn and always fight for the underdog! My children are my world and always will be i do sometimes think i love them too much!! is this possible..The hurt I caused! There was none. Well if there was it was very short lived! so people have many many reasons for disappearing, all is not always as it seems! I'm pretty damn proud of who I have become.
and we love you for it "
And love you too, miss chops! Mwahhh x |
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By (user no longer on site)
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"I disappeared at 15, it's pretty easy, well was back then. Maybe I was wrong. And didn't think about the hurt I left behind. I did stay pretty close to home for a while, I watched my mother suffer, the way I had. The thought of my children putting me through that torture is unthinkable. But they have no reason to do this.... I saw my dad now and again. Secretly. my parents hadn't been together for years, he was an alcoholic ... I was his princess... He died when I was 19... I do have a brother we fought at my dads funeral... He's manipulative and greedy like my mother was.... I've not seen him since... I made peace with my mother 3 months before she died, she saw my little boy. Seemed genuinely pleased to meet him... Then said you got a spare ciggie girl!! ... Can he not go shop? HE was a toddler..Do I regret disappearing hell no...I have lived all over the place and lived a sometimes sad, scared life.. But I am a better person than I was back then.. I'm strong stubborn and always fight for the underdog! My children are my world and always will be i do sometimes think i love them too much!! is this possible..The hurt I caused! There was none. Well if there was it was very short lived! so people have many many reasons for disappearing, all is not always as it seems! I'm pretty damn proud of who I have become.
and we love you for it
And love you too, miss chops! Mwahhh x"
Lady,
people probably dont realise just how strong you are... bet they had a big shock to the system
BIG RESPECT |
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By (user no longer on site)
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"I disappeared at 15, it's pretty easy, well was back then. Maybe I was wrong. And didn't think about the hurt I left behind. I did stay pretty close to home for a while, I watched my mother suffer, the way I had. The thought of my children putting me through that torture is unthinkable. But they have no reason to do this.... I saw my dad now and again. Secretly. my parents hadn't been together for years, he was an alcoholic ... I was his princess... He died when I was 19... I do have a brother we fought at my dads funeral... He's manipulative and greedy like my mother was.... I've not seen him since... I made peace with my mother 3 months before she died, she saw my little boy. Seemed genuinely pleased to meet him... Then said you got a spare ciggie girl!! ... Can he not go shop? HE was a toddler..Do I regret disappearing hell no...I have lived all over the place and lived a sometimes sad, scared life.. But I am a better person than I was back then.. I'm strong stubborn and always fight for the underdog! My children are my world and always will be i do sometimes think i love them too much!! is this possible..The hurt I caused! There was none. Well if there was it was very short lived! so people have many many reasons for disappearing, all is not always as it seems! I'm pretty damn proud of who I have become.
and we love you for it
And love you too, miss chops! Mwahhh x"
And now the penny drops why mrs F is nuts  |
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By *ee VianteWoman
over a year ago
Somewhere in North Norfolk |
I've been tempted to walk away too, but I've not done it.
I've had a few episodes when I've been ill and I've walked off and gone missing temporarily. That wasn't intentional though and I can't remember most of those times.
The parts I can remember are like watching someone else. I feel completely disconnected from it. |
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By *isscheekychops OP Woman
over a year ago
The land of grey peas and bacon |
"177 unidentified bodies are found in England each year....
That's a pretty frightening statistic. Just makes youvthink, there but for the grace of god go I! makes me think Thats amazing how its 177every year.. x x X"
I meant last year  |
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By *ee VianteWoman
over a year ago
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"177 unidentified bodies are found in England each year....
That's a pretty frightening statistic. Just makes youvthink, there but for the grace of god go I! makes me think Thats amazing how its 177every year.. x x X
I meant last year "
Pedants eh? |
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