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"This isn't mine, it's from another forum....but as I'm a happy wee soul I thought I'd share...... I don?t want you to worry? I really can?t keep this to myself any longer, I think the emotional weight of holding it inside has now got so much that I think it?s probably going to start causing serious problems for me if I don?t tell someone. Ok. Deep breath. Marshal the forces at my command, such as they are, and just say it. It?s going to be difficult for you all to hear, but I can?t put you all before me anymore. It?s time to finally get this off my chest. Yes, I know it?s gonna be a clich? putting difficult, emotional stuff on the internet and I know you think you?ve heard it all before, but I really think I have something NEW to say. I want to share my experience. It may be alien to you, it might shock you. It may make you think badly of me, but fuck it, I?m gonna say it, and I?m gonna say it now. There?s nothing wrong. There I said it. I have crossed the Rubicon. There is absolutely nothing at all wrong. I have nothing to moan about, I?m not suffering in any way whatsoever. The future is looking quite rosy. I don?t want you to be prejudiced against me, just because I don?t live the way you do. I want you to have some compassion for me. I want you to HEAR ME DAMMIT. I?m fed up of people like me being ignored and marginalised on Fabswingers. We?re a dying breed us pretty sorted, happy, no real problems, not as rich as we could be, not as poor as we might be people?happy people. Yeah things could be a bit better, but?and I know again, this is going to come as a bit of a shock?but it?s not the end of the world for me. Not even close. Perhaps you think I?m oversharing. Perhaps you think I should step away from the internet and stop exposing myself like this. Perhaps it?s a miscalculation. A cry for help, or just attention seeking. Maybe it is, but YOU DON?T UNDERSTAND WHAT IT?S LIKE TO BE ME!!!! You have no FUCKING IDEA how EASY it is. I know it?s raw. I know it?s not pretty. I know it?s confusing and scary for you. But, and brace yourself, because I?m going to say it again, everything is?Tickety Boo. There. I said it. Go me. Today is the next day of the rest of my life. *********************************************************************** :Update: Lots of people have been terribly supportive over the past week or so, after I told them how I was feeling. I've been totally knocked out by the love and attention from people who can't believe how this happiness is affecting me. I'd just like to say that I'm still really ok with being happy. It's ok, I'm not going to do anything stupid, and really I'm coping as best I can under the circumstances. Yes, there's the odd gaffaw and quite a few giggles, but mainly I see there's light at the end of the tunnel. Thank you to you all, from me, at this really easy time. I do appreicate your comments. xxxx " | |||
"This isn't mine, it's from another forum....but as I'm a happy wee soul I thought I'd share...... I don?t want you to worry? I really can?t keep this to myself any longer, I think the emotional weight of holding it inside has now got so much that I think it?s probably going to start causing serious problems for me if I don?t tell someone. Ok. Deep breath. Marshal the forces at my command, such as they are, and just say it. It?s going to be difficult for you all to hear, but I can?t put you all before me anymore. It?s time to finally get this off my chest. Yes, I know it?s gonna be a clich? putting difficult, emotional stuff on the internet and I know you think you?ve heard it all before, but I really think I have something NEW to say. I want to share my experience. It may be alien to you, it might shock you. It may make you think badly of me, but fuck it, I?m gonna say it, and I?m gonna say it now. There?s nothing wrong. There I said it. I have crossed the Rubicon. There is absolutely nothing at all wrong. I have nothing to moan about, I?m not suffering in any way whatsoever. The future is looking quite rosy. I don?t want you to be prejudiced against me, just because I don?t live the way you do. I want you to have some compassion for me. I want you to HEAR ME DAMMIT. I?m fed up of people like me being ignored and marginalised on Fabswingers. We?re a dying breed us pretty sorted, happy, no real problems, not as rich as we could be, not as poor as we might be people?happy people. Yeah things could be a bit better, but?and I know again, this is going to come as a bit of a shock?but it?s not the end of the world for me. Not even close. Perhaps you think I?m oversharing. Perhaps you think I should step away from the internet and stop exposing myself like this. Perhaps it?s a miscalculation. A cry for help, or just attention seeking. Maybe it is, but YOU DON?T UNDERSTAND WHAT IT?S LIKE TO BE ME!!!! You have no FUCKING IDEA how EASY it is. I know it?s raw. I know it?s not pretty. I know it?s confusing and scary for you. But, and brace yourself, because I?m going to say it again, everything is?Tickety Boo. There. I said it. Go me. Today is the next day of the rest of my life. *********************************************************************** :Update: Lots of people have been terribly supportive over the past week or so, after I told them how I was feeling. I've been totally knocked out by the love and attention from people who can't believe how this happiness is affecting me. I'd just like to say that I'm still really ok with being happy. It's ok, I'm not going to do anything stupid, and really I'm coping as best I can under the circumstances. Yes, there's the odd gaffaw and quite a few giggles, but mainly I see there's light at the end of the tunnel. Thank you to you all, from me, at this really easy time. I do appreicate your comments. xxxx Obviously contagious cos i am giggling " | |||
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"This isn't mine, it's from another forum....but as I'm a happy wee soul I thought I'd share...... I don’t want you to worry… I really can’t keep this to myself any longer, I think the emotional weight of holding it inside has now got so much that I think it’s probably going to start causing serious problems for me if I don’t tell someone. Ok. Deep breath. Marshal the forces at my command, such as they are, and just say it. It’s going to be difficult for you all to hear, but I can’t put you all before me anymore. It’s time to finally get this off my chest. Yes, I know it’s gonna be a cliché putting difficult, emotional stuff on the internet and I know you think you’ve heard it all before, but I really think I have something NEW to say. I want to share my experience. It may be alien to you, it might shock you. It may make you think badly of me, but fuck it, I’m gonna say it, and I’m gonna say it now. There’s nothing wrong. There I said it. I have crossed the Rubicon. There is absolutely nothing at all wrong. I have nothing to moan about, I’m not suffering in any way whatsoever. The future is looking quite rosy. I don’t want you to be prejudiced against me, just because I don’t live the way you do. I want you to have some compassion for me. I want you to HEAR ME DAMMIT. I’m fed up of people like me being ignored and marginalised on Fabswingers. We’re a dying breed us pretty sorted, happy, no real problems, not as rich as we could be, not as poor as we might be people…happy people. Yeah things could be a bit better, but…and I know again, this is going to come as a bit of a shock…but it’s not the end of the world for me. Not even close. Perhaps you think I’m oversharing. Perhaps you think I should step away from the internet and stop exposing myself like this. Perhaps it’s a miscalculation. A cry for help, or just attention seeking. Maybe it is, but YOU DON’T UNDERSTAND WHAT IT’S LIKE TO BE ME!!!! You have no FUCKING IDEA how EASY it is. I know it’s raw. I know it’s not pretty. I know it’s confusing and scary for you. But, and brace yourself, because I’m going to say it again, everything is…Tickety Boo. There. I said it. Go me. Today is the next day of the rest of my life. *********************************************************************** :Update: Lots of people have been terribly supportive over the past week or so, after I told them how I was feeling. I've been totally knocked out by the love and attention from people who can't believe how this happiness is affecting me. I'd just like to say that I'm still really ok with being happy. It's ok, I'm not going to do anything stupid, and really I'm coping as best I can under the circumstances. Yes, there's the odd gaffaw and quite a few giggles, but mainly I see there's light at the end of the tunnel. Thank you to you all, from me, at this really easy time. I do appreicate your comments. xxxx " As always there is so much sense and so many messages in this... I enjoyed reading it xx | |||