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By *rtyIan OP Man
over a year ago
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Good morning all you lovely lounge people
Weekly check in to see how we all are.
I’m a bit down at the moment not feeling it at all, got serious self confidence issues at the moment and a total feeling or worthlessness.
It’s only temporary and I’ll have a word with my self and soon be back to normal.
There’s no particular thing I can put my finger on as to the why’s.
In general everything is fine, work, life in general all ok
Just feeling a bit bleurgh and lonely.
Anyway it’s a new week, a new month so new opportunities. March sees me doing the cold water challenge for cancer research uk so that’s a thing that will focus the mind.
Have a great week everyone and remember my ears always hear.
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By (user no longer on site)
over a year ago
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Perk yourself up my favourite cave dweller.
I’m all good, as usual some residual money trouble from old job but there is light at the end of the tunnel. Everything else is going well.
Even the twitch in my eye is gone. |
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By *rtyIan OP Man
over a year ago
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"Perk yourself up my favourite cave dweller.
I’m all good, as usual some residual money trouble from old job but there is light at the end of the tunnel. Everything else is going well.
Even the twitch in my eye is gone. "
I will be ok my fav webbed toed six fingered gog x
Glad you are seeing the light x |
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Well I'm still here. Ache all over when I wake in the morning, could do with a good rub... House slowly getting more untidy but it's still livable so little chance of me doing a massive spring tidy up yet. Keeping on top of the clothes and dish washing though, enjoying doing a bit of cooking especially when the results turn out to be nom. Taking it day by day but feeling brighter as the days get longer. Polly xxx |
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By *rtyIan OP Man
over a year ago
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"Well I'm still here. Ache all over when I wake in the morning, could do with a good rub... House slowly getting more untidy but it's still livable so little chance of me doing a massive spring tidy up yet. Keeping on top of the clothes and dish washing though, enjoying doing a bit of cooking especially when the results turn out to be nom. Taking it day by day but feeling brighter as the days get longer. Polly xxx"
I’ve not really bothered with the cooking either
The spring definitely lifts spirits x |
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By *eliWoman
over a year ago
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Hey Op!
So how am I doing? Well, this weekend was a difficult one. Intense and soul searching. I came close to having a difficult conversation. Sometimes it feels like things are overwhelming and the more you think, the more it becomes overthinking. I might have cried at one point! #emoforever
But today? I feel a bit like a weight has been lifted. You know when something niggles at you and it doesn't feel... good?
Well, I'm in a better place now because of "stuff". Happier and even a bit of hope. I'm going to spend the next week at the gym, catch up with friends and focus more on the fiancé. And me. I think sometimes I lose myself a bit. I'm looking forward to finding me again and embracing whatever comes next. |
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By *rtyIan OP Man
over a year ago
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"Hey Op!
So how am I doing? Well, this weekend was a difficult one. Intense and soul searching. I came close to having a difficult conversation. Sometimes it feels like things are overwhelming and the more you think, the more it becomes overthinking. I might have cried at one point! #emoforever
But today? I feel a bit like a weight has been lifted. You know when something niggles at you and it doesn't feel... good?
Well, I'm in a better place now because of "stuff". Happier and even a bit of hope. I'm going to spend the next week at the gym, catch up with friends and focus more on the fiancé. And me. I think sometimes I lose myself a bit. I'm looking forward to finding me again and embracing whatever comes next."
Hope your week pans out as good as can be for you Meli
Yeah I need to find me again x |
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The weekend was difficult for me because of multiple cancellations. All with perfectly valid reason but it's hard not to feel rejected even when you know that's not what happened.
Today I'm enjoying a free day off from work that I'd booked because of the cancelled plans. I'm enjoying some time with my pooches, getting ready to wander into town for a mooch around the shops which I never do any more.
Still vaguely hopeful one of my favourite people will have the time to see me soon. Still concerned about another for the reasons they had to cancel but I'll be here when they're ready to reach out and talk about it.
All in all, I'm doing okay. Though the oral fixation is absolutely out of hand again and I do need to resolve that sometime soon. |
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By *rtyIan OP Man
over a year ago
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"The weekend was difficult for me because of multiple cancellations. All with perfectly valid reason but it's hard not to feel rejected even when you know that's not what happened.
Today I'm enjoying a free day off from work that I'd booked because of the cancelled plans. I'm enjoying some time with my pooches, getting ready to wander into town for a mooch around the shops which I never do any more.
Still vaguely hopeful one of my favourite people will have the time to see me soon. Still concerned about another for the reasons they had to cancel but I'll be here when they're ready to reach out and talk about it.
All in all, I'm doing okay. Though the oral fixation is absolutely out of hand again and I do need to resolve that sometime soon."
It is easy to get that rejection feeling, that’s where I am at the moment not necessarily from here.
Glad you are having a good day today young lady x |
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By *rtyIan OP Man
over a year ago
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"All good here lovely Mr Arty
Had a good session with my counsellor last week, had a good weekend despite the rugby.
Take care lovely man "
Shhh don’t mention the rugby
Glad all is good with you. No vile lunch threads recently from you? |
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"Good morning all you lovely lounge people
Weekly check in to see how we all are.
I’m a bit down at the moment not feeling it at all, got serious self confidence issues at the moment and a total feeling or worthlessness.
It’s only temporary and I’ll have a word with my self and soon be back to normal.
There’s no particular thing I can put my finger on as to the why’s.
In general everything is fine, work, life in general all ok
Just feeling a bit bleurgh and lonely.
Anyway it’s a new week, a new month so new opportunities. March sees me doing the cold water challenge for cancer research uk so that’s a thing that will focus the mind.
Have a great week everyone and remember my ears always hear.
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Totally with you in this boat, OP.
Job - shit
Insomnia - shit
Loneliness - shit
Unrequited feels - shit
I moved back home today so that’s good, but everything else feels a bit wanky.
I hope that catching up with old friends and meeting some nice new people on fab will kickstart my mojo.
Keeping fingers and both balls crossed for improvement for you too  |
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By *rtyIan OP Man
over a year ago
Gateway to the Beacons |
"Good morning all you lovely lounge people
Weekly check in to see how we all are.
I’m a bit down at the moment not feeling it at all, got serious self confidence issues at the moment and a total feeling or worthlessness.
It’s only temporary and I’ll have a word with my self and soon be back to normal.
There’s no particular thing I can put my finger on as to the why’s.
In general everything is fine, work, life in general all ok
Just feeling a bit bleurgh and lonely.
Anyway it’s a new week, a new month so new opportunities. March sees me doing the cold water challenge for cancer research uk so that’s a thing that will focus the mind.
Have a great week everyone and remember my ears always hear.
Totally with you in this boat, OP.
Job - shit
Insomnia - shit
Loneliness - shit
Unrequited feels - shit
I moved back home today so that’s good, but everything else feels a bit wanky.
I hope that catching up with old friends and meeting some nice new people on fab will kickstart my mojo.
Keeping fingers and both balls crossed for improvement for you too "
Hope the move helps |
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By (user no longer on site)
over a year ago
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Hmmm better than last week in some ways and worse than last week in others.
Plus ça change, plus c'est le même chose....
I'm resolving my lost-to-me friend slowly. Adjusting to not having my chat buddy at the other end of a text. Accepting that the skin-sizzling, body-wrecking, soul-feeding sex that we shared will never happen again...
I hate when people move on out of your life and all the things you shared only with them seem to cease to exist. If no one but the two of you know then it's just gone 
Aside from the personal, home is crazy busy. Work is melting my brain. Finances are coming slowly together post-divorce-fleece'ing.
Better things ahead, is my daily mantra.
Step softly & breathe deeply. |
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