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By (user no longer on site) OP
over a year ago
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Evening all.
Tomorrow marks the 6th anniversary that I lost my darling wife, it’s not been an easy path since then by any standards and it’s only now that I am getting proper help for depression.
We were on here as a couple from about 2012, visited a few clubs, met a few single guys along the way of whom one or two became really good friends outside of playing and basically we had a fun time.
She knew about my “alter ego” as I was upfront and honest when we first got together, and admittedly it did take a while for her to get used to the idea, but she did and everything was fine, this also added to the cuck/hot wife relationship we had together.
Towards the last few months of her life she actively encouraged me to dress and was also happy for me to attend a party or two as Emily on my own.
Whilst I have been on and off here for the last couple of years as Emily, sometimes I do get the feeling of guilt when I can arrange a meet. I don’t think she would disapprove by any means, but in my head it still sometimes feels “weird”.
Am I overthinking things maybe ?
Anyone else been in a situation?
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By (user no longer on site)
over a year ago
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I don't think you're overthinking it, you're still grieving and it's very much an individual process. There's no right or wrong
She'll be happy that you're doing you  |
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By (user no longer on site) OP
over a year ago
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"I don't think you're overthinking it, you're still grieving and it's very much an individual process. There's no right or wrong
She'll be happy that you're doing you "
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By (user no longer on site)
over a year ago
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Good evening Emily. My heart goes out to you for the loss of your dear wife.
"...actively encouraged me to dress and was also happy for me to attend a party or two as Emily on my own"
Your own words say it all. As she was in life, so she would be now; happy to see you living your life and not holding yourself back.
M
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By (user no longer on site)
over a year ago
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It sound like you had a loving and special relationship
I'm guessing she'd be happy knowing your happy
All the very best to you you're doing nothing wrong. X |
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