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By *ez2467 OP Man
over a year ago
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I’m not a cunt and!!!!! it’s time I got back to being me and having the confidence and self assurance I’ve always had for myself. I will not become some mouse scared to say anything, scared to be left with nothing, scared to feel like I allowed myself to be vulnerable and it didn’t work out. Scared into thinking I’m wrong about everything in my life that I’ve grown to know which includes people and how I think. Trying to please someone that will never appreciate what I do or what I say about anything I believe in or feel strongly about. I’m happy to be now homeless, happy to now have no vehicle, I’m happy to now have alienated friends and family, I’m happy to be more alone and have nothing. This makes me a stronger person and no1 can ever take my spirit away from me, I will always find my way and I will always get back on top. I don’t feel like we can share anything together whether it’s money, pressure in life, emotional problems or even physical problems. I don’t know what to say other than I’m more broken now then when I even first met you and my mind wasn’t good then either. I don’t say things to you to make you feel like shit and I also don’t try to make you feel like shit. I think it’s time for you to get off your ????? ??? and decide whether you want this relationship to work or not. If not… no problem we go our separate ways and That’s it. If you do then we need to start working as one.
Felt like someone needed to hear my thoughts even if it’s not the person intended for ??
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over a year ago
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" I’m not a cunt and!!!!! it’s time I got back to being me and having the confidence and self assurance I’ve always had for myself. I will not become some mouse scared to say anything, scared to be left with nothing, scared to feel like I allowed myself to be vulnerable and it didn’t work out. Scared into thinking I’m wrong about everything in my life that I’ve grown to know which includes people and how I think. Trying to please someone that will never appreciate what I do or what I say about anything I believe in or feel strongly about. I’m happy to be now homeless, happy to now have no vehicle, I’m happy to now have alienated friends and family, I’m happy to be more alone and have nothing. This makes me a stronger person and no1 can ever take my spirit away from me, I will always find my way and I will always get back on top. I don’t feel like we can share anything together whether it’s money, pressure in life, emotional problems or even physical problems. I don’t know what to say other than I’m more broken now then when I even first met you and my mind wasn’t good then either. I don’t say things to you to make you feel like shit and I also don’t try to make you feel like shit. I think it’s time for you to get off your ????? ??? and decide whether you want this relationship to work or not. If not… no problem we go our separate ways and That’s it. If you do then we need to start working as one.
Felt like someone needed to hear my thoughts even if it’s not the person intended for ??
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If you feel like you're in an abusive relationship there's help online.
Google: "Male dv support".
Hope your post made you feel better.
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When relationships get shitty it really helps to vent and talk. I've been there as have so many of us on Fab. If you need to talk feel free to reach out mate. Life is too short to be miserable.
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By (user no longer on site)
over a year ago
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"Sure has… just needed someone to hear it and now I know at least you have I’m chill ??"
I'm glad it helped. I totally get that sometimes you need to write something down and for someone to see even if it's not the person that should see it. As others have said it sounds like you're not in a great place so whilst it's good that you have been able to rent on here is there anyone you can talk to that might be able to offer some more practical help? |
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