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over a year ago
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I joined fab originally 7 years ago, I saw it as a way to help me deal with life, some short lived enjoyment…. Around this time I was suffering with chronic depression (as I am now) and I saw it as a little high! Sexual connection with people who I didn’t even though their name!!
It was amazing and wonderful, so many different types of people from all different cultures connected by the power of sex.
I thought I was saved, but now as it seems to be pre difficult to meet great people and maybe my depression is at max capacity but I guess this could be the end!
Why I am voicing my thoughts on fab you may ask? Maybe because no one believes me in general. After many suicide attempts and many failed moments at doing it I guess I just want to be heard. If this is my last message that I will ever send I want to go out by saying….. if you know of anyone else who is suffering as much as I am please please help them, I know how they feel and what they may do. Doctors in the uk just seem to say nothing and don’t really help much.
Also my mind is completely clear as I don’t drink alcohol and I don’t take any drugs.
But really who ever reads this please look out for your friend, love ones and neighbour as i wish I just had some one to meet even if it was just a meeting to talk, save them as they will need it |
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"I joined fab originally 7 years ago, I saw it as a way to help me deal with life, some short lived enjoyment…. Around this time I was suffering with chronic depression (as I am now) and I saw it as a little high! Sexual connection with people who I didn’t even though their name!!
It was amazing and wonderful, so many different types of people from all different cultures connected by the power of sex.
I thought I was saved, but now as it seems to be pre difficult to meet great people and maybe my depression is at max capacity but I guess this could be the end!
Why I am voicing my thoughts on fab you may ask? Maybe because no one believes me in general. After many suicide attempts and many failed moments at doing it I guess I just want to be heard. If this is my last message that I will ever send I want to go out by saying….. if you know of anyone else who is suffering as much as I am please please help them, I know how they feel and what they may do. Doctors in the uk just seem to say nothing and don’t really help much.
Also my mind is completely clear as I don’t drink alcohol and I don’t take any drugs.
But really who ever reads this please look out for your friend, love ones and neighbour as i wish I just had some one to meet even if it was just a meeting to talk, save them as they will need it "
Have you taken anything or do you intend to hurt yourself? You sound pretty low. |
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"I haven’t taken anything yet, although it depends how this evening goes for myself "
I have no training and so am probably not the best person to talk to, I would really like you to call the Samaritans please.
You say yourself, you have chronic depression. This is the illness trying to make a decision for you, this is not what *YOU* are choosing. Fuck you depression, you’re not the boss here! |
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