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By (user no longer on site) OP
over a year ago
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Guys, I’ve had quite a rough last few days, one of my doggies started to feel really Ill last week and she’s been to the vets, and stayed over for 2 days, they aren’t completely sure what she’s got and how serious the condition is, anyway they sent her home with meds..
But my dog has sort of started to pack in, she’s not eating (I have to syringe feed her) and today she’s been very lethargic and she’s struggling to walk properly
I just have a feel that, that time is coming, I’m gonna take her to the vets again but I’ve been balling all morning (I’ve lost another dog to a Tumor last year and it was so traumatic and painful to say goodbye) and I’m very much at loss, as she’s like a baby to me.
Last time I was there for my baby when she went to sleep, but it broke my heart and I don’t think I have the strength to be in the room once again .. but I’m feeling guilty and such a coward about it.
I don’t know what my point is , but if you have any words of encouragement…  |
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"Guys, I’ve had quite a rough last few days, one of my doggies started to feel really Ill last week and she’s been to the vets, and stayed over for 2 days, they aren’t completely sure what she’s got and how serious the condition is, anyway they sent her home with meds..
But my dog has sort of started to pack in, she’s not eating (I have to syringe feed her) and today she’s been very lethargic and she’s struggling to walk properly
I just have a feel that, that time is coming, I’m gonna take her to the vets again but I’ve been balling all morning (I’ve lost another dog to a Tumor last year and it was so traumatic and painful to say goodbye) and I’m very much at loss, as she’s like a baby to me.
Last time I was there for my baby when she went to sleep, but it broke my heart and I don’t think I have the strength to be in the room once again .. but I’m feeling guilty and such a coward about it.
I don’t know what my point is , but if you have any words of encouragement… "
Leaky eyes here. Sounds like you're a good mamma to your fur babies. Not easy decision and not made lightly. It is heartbreaking. Just sending you virtual (((((hugs)))))) xx |
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We absolutely understand how you feel.
I stayed with the first cat we ever jointly owned as the vet put her to sleep. I wouldn't do it again. It was very difficult and I don't think it comforted her
Your dog knows you love them and at some level will know that you're doing the best for them. When we took our big old boy on his final journey a few years ago we said goodbye to him first. I'm sure if you do that your dog will understand.
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By (user no longer on site)
over a year ago
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I read somewhere we are put here to learn to love. Dogs already know how to so they don't need as long as us.
Fur baby has completed his or her mission here, time they went home.
Hope that helps. |
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By *ancer36Woman
over a year ago
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Aw bless you, I lost my wee dog about 4yrs ago and went into the room to say goodbye, it absolutely broke me - we had him for 18yrs and he was the most loveable wee guy!
I felt it was the right thing to do, dogs give us so much without being able to talk, they get us through things without realising it and I felt he should have me there in the end
You find the strength because you love them, you will take comfort in knowing you were there once they have gone.
Big hugs to you  xx |
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By (user no longer on site)
over a year ago
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Aww, our pets are so important to us aren't they? I love my little cat Frankie.
I totally get it, it's heart breaking losing them.
It doesn't make you a bad person if you can't be there when the time comes x |
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It’s a devastating situation I’ve been in twice over the last couple of years. I had to make the decision that if there was no quality of life for my pooches it was time to let them go. I even think I saw appreciation in their eyes as they went or I hope i did |
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By (user no longer on site) OP
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"I read somewhere we are put here to learn to love. Dogs already know how to so they don't need as long as us.
Fur baby has completed his or her mission here, time they went home.
Hope that helps. "
And there she goes, crying again x it’s just so tough to let them go x |
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I saw a motivational post on facebook from a vet the other day. Basically saying that when a dog is about to be euthanized they look around for their family (owner) and stress if they aren't there. If, god forbid, I have to go through that with any of my dogs you can bet your bottom dollar I'll be there for them. Hugs...can't be easy xx
"Guys, I’ve had quite a rough last few days, one of my doggies started to feel really Ill last week and she’s been to the vets, and stayed over for 2 days, they aren’t completely sure what she’s got and how serious the condition is, anyway they sent her home with meds..
But my dog has sort of started to pack in, she’s not eating (I have to syringe feed her) and today she’s been very lethargic and she’s struggling to walk properly
I just have a feel that, that time is coming, I’m gonna take her to the vets again but I’ve been balling all morning (I’ve lost another dog to a Tumor last year and it was so traumatic and painful to say goodbye) and I’m very much at loss, as she’s like a baby to me.
Last time I was there for my baby when she went to sleep, but it broke my heart and I don’t think I have the strength to be in the room once again .. but I’m feeling guilty and such a coward about it.
I don’t know what my point is , but if you have any words of encouragement… "
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By *sBlueWoman
over a year ago
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"I read somewhere we are put here to learn to love. Dogs already know how to so they don't need as long as us.
Fur baby has completed his or her mission here, time they went home.
Hope that helps.
And there she goes, crying again x it’s just so tough to let them go x "
Aww big huggs im bawling too over my pooches |
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By (user no longer on site)
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"It’s a devastating situation I’ve been in twice over the last couple of years. I had to make the decision that if there was no quality of life for my pooches it was time to let them go. I even think I saw appreciation in their eyes as they went or I hope i did "
Oh additionally I spent the best time with them near the end getting ink on their pads and taking prints which are now on my wall |
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"I read somewhere we are put here to learn to love. Dogs already know how to so they don't need as long as us.
Fur baby has completed his or her mission here, time they went home.
Hope that helps. "
Brilliant, so many times I’ve seen YouTube videos of dogs and their devotion to their owners.
Not an animal lover myself (never owned a pet) but I do appreciate the happiness and company they bring to others.  |
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By (user no longer on site) OP
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"I saw a motivational post on facebook from a vet the other day. Basically saying that when a dog is about to be euthanized they look around for their family (owner) and stress if they aren't there. If, god forbid, I have to go through that with any of my dogs you can bet your bottom dollar I'll be there for them. Hugs...can't be easy xx
Guys, I’ve had quite a rough last few days, one of my doggies started to feel really Ill last week and she’s been to the vets, and stayed over for 2 days, they aren’t completely sure what she’s got and how serious the condition is, anyway they sent her home with meds..
But my dog has sort of started to pack in, she’s not eating (I have to syringe feed her) and today she’s been very lethargic and she’s struggling to walk properly
I just have a feel that, that time is coming, I’m gonna take her to the vets again but I’ve been balling all morning (I’ve lost another dog to a Tumor last year and it was so traumatic and painful to say goodbye) and I’m very much at loss, as she’s like a baby to me.
Last time I was there for my baby when she went to sleep, but it broke my heart and I don’t think I have the strength to be in the room once again .. but I’m feeling guilty and such a coward about it.
I don’t know what my point is , but if you have any words of encouragement… "
I was there for my other doggy and I held her in my arms when she was passing but it haunted me for weeks. And it has been too much of a trauma for me to go through it again so soon
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By (user no longer on site)
over a year ago
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I’m really sorry to here that it’s the most difficult part saying goodbye. You’ve got to remember you are doing the best thing for them, it’s not easy at all thinking of you x |
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By (user no longer on site)
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Thoughts are with you OP, you'll know when it's time. You do have the strength to be with your four legged loved one as hard as it is to do. I still see our little ones face as we held her in our arms but it was nothing but love as she looked up at us both xx |
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"Guys, I’ve had quite a rough last few days, one of my doggies started to feel really Ill last week and she’s been to the vets, and stayed over for 2 days, they aren’t completely sure what she’s got and how serious the condition is, anyway they sent her home with meds..
But my dog has sort of started to pack in, she’s not eating (I have to syringe feed her) and today she’s been very lethargic and she’s struggling to walk properly
I just have a feel that, that time is coming, I’m gonna take her to the vets again but I’ve been balling all morning (I’ve lost another dog to a Tumor last year and it was so traumatic and painful to say goodbye) and I’m very much at loss, as she’s like a baby to me.
Last time I was there for my baby when she went to sleep, but it broke my heart and I don’t think I have the strength to be in the room once again .. but I’m feeling guilty and such a coward about it.
I don’t know what my point is , but if you have any words of encouragement… "
You have my deepest sympathy.
We have lost literally dozens of pets down the years. I always tried to stay with them at the very end, but wasn't always able. Sometimes it is just too hard - every time is different.
Up here (Orkney) we're still not allowed to accompany pets while they're being examined, which has taken the decision out of my hands on 3 or 4 occasions since covid started.
You must try not to feel guilty if you can't be there. I've never been sure how much it helps them, but I am sure that you shouldn't damage yourself by subjecting yourself to such trauma if that's how it's making you feel.
I wish you and your companion the very best. Strength and love. xxx |
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By (user no longer on site) OP
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"Guys, I’ve had quite a rough last few days, one of my doggies started to feel really Ill last week and she’s been to the vets, and stayed over for 2 days, they aren’t completely sure what she’s got and how serious the condition is, anyway they sent her home with meds..
But my dog has sort of started to pack in, she’s not eating (I have to syringe feed her) and today she’s been very lethargic and she’s struggling to walk properly
I just have a feel that, that time is coming, I’m gonna take her to the vets again but I’ve been balling all morning (I’ve lost another dog to a Tumor last year and it was so traumatic and painful to say goodbye) and I’m very much at loss, as she’s like a baby to me.
Last time I was there for my baby when she went to sleep, but it broke my heart and I don’t think I have the strength to be in the room once again .. but I’m feeling guilty and such a coward about it.
I don’t know what my point is , but if you have any words of encouragement…
You have my deepest sympathy.
We have lost literally dozens of pets down the years. I always tried to stay with them at the very end, but wasn't always able. Sometimes it is just too hard - every time is different.
Up here (Orkney) we're still not allowed to accompany pets while they're being examined, which has taken the decision out of my hands on 3 or 4 occasions since covid started.
You must try not to feel guilty if you can't be there. I've never been sure how much it helps them, but I am sure that you shouldn't damage yourself by subjecting yourself to such trauma if that's how it's making you feel.
I wish you and your companion the very best. Strength and love. xxx"
Thanks for this, it’s such a tough call to make as well as you always wonder… is it for sure the right time, is there anymore I can do?
The biggest thing was that she’s not been eating apart from me syringe feeding her but that is becoming a problem as she can’t carry on not wanting to eat.
But yes, last time was a bit too traumatic and I didn’t think I’d find myself in this situation again, so soon … it’s fucking shite |
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By (user no longer on site)
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I had this with my dog in the summer. It is hard, I took him to the vets alone and really struggled to hold it together. Id have never not gone in though as hard as it was.
You have to think of their quality of life, if they're struggling or in pain it is the kindest thing to do. X |
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By (user no longer on site)
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I lost my beloved dog in August and cried every day for more than a week. Don't be afraid to shed tears, plenty of them, you're losing a beloved and faithful companion. |
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By (user no longer on site) OP
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"It’s a devastating situation I’ve been in twice over the last couple of years. I had to make the decision that if there was no quality of life for my pooches it was time to let them go. I even think I saw appreciation in their eyes as they went or I hope i did
Oh additionally I spent the best time with them near the end getting ink on their pads and taking prints which are now on my wall "
I have their paws print and started to collect some of her fur on tail just in case. X |
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By (user no longer on site)
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Aw no!! I’m really sorry to read this.
You do have the strength. Whatever happens she needs you there. Imagine if she didn’t have you?? Unthinkable. It will certainly be heartbreaking but you will regret it if not.
Do it for her MrsKG xxxxxxxxxx |
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"Guys, I’ve had quite a rough last few days, one of my doggies started to feel really Ill last week and she’s been to the vets, and stayed over for 2 days, they aren’t completely sure what she’s got and how serious the condition is, anyway they sent her home with meds..
But my dog has sort of started to pack in, she’s not eating (I have to syringe feed her) and today she’s been very lethargic and she’s struggling to walk properly
I just have a feel that, that time is coming, I’m gonna take her to the vets again but I’ve been balling all morning (I’ve lost another dog to a Tumor last year and it was so traumatic and painful to say goodbye) and I’m very much at loss, as she’s like a baby to me.
Last time I was there for my baby when she went to sleep, but it broke my heart and I don’t think I have the strength to be in the room once again .. but I’m feeling guilty and such a coward about it.
I don’t know what my point is , but if you have any words of encouragement… "
This destroys me just in reading. Can't imagine losing my baby girl and it has been close a couple of times.
My heart reaches out to you and I hope you find strength. I know I wouldn't |
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Kylie it's so sad. Our 11 year old cat passed away suddenly 3 days ago.
Please be with your pet when the time comes, not with people he/she doesn't know. It will be the most awful time, but it's important and comforting to them.
Please be strong for them xx |
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By (user no longer on site)
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"I know it’s hard I’ve been there but please be there for your baby when the time comes x"
This 100% - I might be out of line but from my experience it is better to endure the sadness and grief of being there than to risk regretting not being there. |
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"Guys, I’ve had quite a rough last few days, one of my doggies started to feel really Ill last week and she’s been to the vets, and stayed over for 2 days, they aren’t completely sure what she’s got and how serious the condition is, anyway they sent her home with meds..
But my dog has sort of started to pack in, she’s not eating (I have to syringe feed her) and today she’s been very lethargic and she’s struggling to walk properly
I just have a feel that, that time is coming, I’m gonna take her to the vets again but I’ve been balling all morning (I’ve lost another dog to a Tumor last year and it was so traumatic and painful to say goodbye) and I’m very much at loss, as she’s like a baby to me.
Last time I was there for my baby when she went to sleep, but it broke my heart and I don’t think I have the strength to be in the room once again .. but I’m feeling guilty and such a coward about it.
I don’t know what my point is , but if you have any words of encouragement… "
I know how much it must have hurt last time, I think your fur baby needs you there, just think how scared she will be on her own... I know when the time comes for one of my boys, I will be there no matter how hard it will be for me... Be strong for her, you will be reunited again at the rainbow bridge... Xxxx |
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It’s such a sad situation. Vet staff are lovely, I wouldn’t worry for one minute about not being there if that’s what’s best for you, I’m sure she’ll be comforted. I’m sorry you’re having to go through this x |
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By (user no longer on site) OP
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"I know it’s hard I’ve been there but please be there for your baby when the time comes x
This 100% - I might be out of line but from my experience it is better to endure the sadness and grief of being there than to risk regretting not being there."
I mean I managed to cry out every liquid in my body already and she’s still here …. |
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This is one of the reasons I couldn't have a pet because it breaks my heart to even read about it.
It's an awful thing to have to go through and I hope you do find the strength to be there at the end, they will be comforted by their loving owner in their time of need. I'm so sorry this is happening, it's truly heart wrenching. Sending virtual hugs and strength to you. Xxx |
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"This is one of the reasons I couldn't have a pet because it breaks my heart to even read about it.
It's an awful thing to have to go through and I hope you do find the strength to be there at the end, they will be comforted by their loving owner in their time of need. I'm so sorry this is happening, it's truly heart wrenching. Sending virtual hugs and strength to you. Xxx"
I’m starting to think that I’m gonna pack it in because yes, the joys are fucking amazing, the love that they can give… but they take a piece of our hearts when they go and it’s way too tough … I am very not much ready to let her go x |
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"My dog had to be put to sleep in September when I was in Majorca. The hardest part for me was not being by his side when I always promised him I would be."
I remember your thread. it’s so freaking tough |
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It's heartbreaking to go through but after all the unconditional love they gave you over the years you should be there to hold them and comfort them in their last moments, it's broken me several times over the years when it's happened but I would never not be there with them. |
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"It's heartbreaking to go through but after all the unconditional love they gave you over the years you should be there to hold them and comfort them in their last moments, it's broken me several times over the years when it's happened but I would never not be there with them."
I know it’s my cowardly side that is kinda taking over me atm x but I’ll try my best to pluck the courage, even if I have to shut my eyes and just talk to her that it’s gonna be fine x |
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You've just got to put your own heartbreak aside and be there for them, hard as it may be, just make sure someone is there for you afterwards as well. When my 12 year old staffy had to be put to sleep because they found he had cancer on his liver I was devastated, he came over to me in the vets room and laid on me like he'd done 1000 times before and I held him while sobbing my eyes out as they put him to sleep. I still miss him but take comfort in knowing that I gave him the happiest life he could have had and we had countless adventures together. |
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"You've just got to put your own heartbreak aside and be there for them, hard as it may be, just make sure someone is there for you afterwards as well. When my 12 year old staffy had to be put to sleep because they found he had cancer on his liver I was devastated, he came over to me in the vets room and laid on me like he'd done 1000 times before and I held him while sobbing my eyes out as they put him to sleep. I still miss him but take comfort in knowing that I gave him the happiest life he could have had and we had countless adventures together. "
That was sort of what happened to my other doggy, I hugged her and comforted her while they gave the kiss of death x
Ill try mend my broken heart afterwards x |
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As the father/man of the house (why I really don't know?) I got to take all the pets for that last trip to the vet and always held them to the end. When my big pup went, unexpectedly and literally over 24hrs, I was in bits. No more pets for me, can't do that anymore. |
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"Guys, I’ve had quite a rough last few days, one of my doggies started to feel really Ill last week and she’s been to the vets, and stayed over for 2 days, they aren’t completely sure what she’s got and how serious the condition is, anyway they sent her home with meds..
But my dog has sort of started to pack in, she’s not eating (I have to syringe feed her) and today she’s been very lethargic and she’s struggling to walk properly
I just have a feel that, that time is coming, I’m gonna take her to the vets again but I’ve been balling all morning (I’ve lost another dog to a Tumor last year and it was so traumatic and painful to say goodbye) and I’m very much at loss, as she’s like a baby to me.
Last time I was there for my baby when she went to sleep, but it broke my heart and I don’t think I have the strength to be in the room once again .. but I’m feeling guilty and such a coward about it.
I don’t know what my point is , but if you have any words of encouragement…
You have my deepest sympathy.
We have lost literally dozens of pets down the years. I always tried to stay with them at the very end, but wasn't always able. Sometimes it is just too hard - every time is different.
Up here (Orkney) we're still not allowed to accompany pets while they're being examined, which has taken the decision out of my hands on 3 or 4 occasions since covid started.
You must try not to feel guilty if you can't be there. I've never been sure how much it helps them, but I am sure that you shouldn't damage yourself by subjecting yourself to such trauma if that's how it's making you feel.
I wish you and your companion the very best. Strength and love. xxx
Thanks for this, it’s such a tough call to make as well as you always wonder… is it for sure the right time, is there anymore I can do?
The biggest thing was that she’s not been eating apart from me syringe feeding her but that is becoming a problem as she can’t carry on not wanting to eat.
But yes, last time was a bit too traumatic and I didn’t think I’d find myself in this situation again, so soon … it’s fucking shite "
No other words, it is shite, but you will find the strength from somewhere inside. Been there, too many times now, but we still have pets so not over. Take care x |
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"I read somewhere we are put here to learn to love. Dogs already know how to so they don't need as long as us.
Fur baby has completed his or her mission here, time they went home.
Hope that helps. "
Beautiful |
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Sending big hugs OP. I had to have my cat put to sleep and a very kind person referred to it as “the final kindness for a dear friend”.
My vet at the time sedated my cat separately first then I was in the room with her stroking her when they helped her to pass super peacefully.
All my dogs and one other cat have passed naturally but it’s no easier to deal with the grief. For me I think I would rather be with them when they go, given the choice, but only you can decide what is right for the two of you x
Hugs x |
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over a year ago
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They're part of the family. Feel for you OP. You have to do what's right for your dog, regardless of how you feel. I know the time is fast approaching for mine. Dreading it. |
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I do empathise, having had to make that hard decision myself so many times.
No matter how hard it is they have given me so much in their lives that I always stay. I feel that I owe it to them but also know that I am still doing the best for them. A neccesssy final act of thanks. |
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over a year ago
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"Big hugs Kylie. Our bitch is getting on, she's our daughters best friend and it's going to be hard when her time comes. "
It is such a pain and they leave such a void once they say goodbye
Its gonna be tough not hearing her tip tapping on the floor every morning x
Her younger sister is very subdued today so I think she must feel it |
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over a year ago
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"Dogs make better people than some humans.
You knew this anyway. So treat it like a human funeral and allow the grief to wash over you.
You're losing a good friend. It's never easy.
Sending hugs"
I took 15 mins alone with my last doggy, I’ve brushed her and made sure she was smelling good after she was gone, crying my head off but I probably needed that time alone with her x |
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"This is one of the reasons I couldn't have a pet because it breaks my heart to even read about it.
It's an awful thing to have to go through and I hope you do find the strength to be there at the end, they will be comforted by their loving owner in their time of need. I'm so sorry this is happening, it's truly heart wrenching. Sending virtual hugs and strength to you. Xxx
I’m starting to think that I’m gonna pack it in because yes, the joys are fucking amazing, the love that they can give… but they take a piece of our hearts when they go and it’s way too tough … I am very not much ready to let her go x"
Oh they do take a bit of our heart for sure. But you know the pain of losing them will get better over time, they will always be sorely missed but it won't be as raw as it currently is. X
I'm a postie so I see a lot of puppers on my rounds and I love on all of them, they are my therapy doggos. Xx |
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By (user no longer on site) OP
over a year ago
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Gave her one last resort with a shot, but she’s scheduled in for the morning if this last thing doesn’t work …
Im gonna snuggle her up tonight and give her all the last love I can x |
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