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"Are you ok op x" I hope so, I didn't even understand the opening message  | |||
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"Are you ok op x I hope so, I didn't even understand the opening message "That’s why i was asking I read the post and didn’t understand so was hopeing they ok | |||
"My head hurts now. I think I'll go to work "He's a burglar ^  | |||
 i am good, Honestly. Covid sucks like ass, but at least Im not dead of dying, and I’ve never really looked at the bit on peoples profile before and might have rabbit holed and saw patterns and clubs and pictures and even ways of typing. It was light outside when I last realised
Anyway. Let’s save this thread. What’s the highest bacon number it can get? | |||
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"My head hurts now. I think I'll go to work
He's a burglar ^ "Yes but that's my day job  | |||
"Anyway. Let’s save this thread. What’s the highest bacon number it can get?" Kevin? | |||
"You’ve never heard of six/seven degree of separation? It’s a social philosophy concept than no one is really more than a few steps away from anyone else. Same group of ideas as the fact that all you’re friends are more popular than you. Because your perception they have all the same friends as you, plus you. It’s Also played as seven degrees of bacon where you pick an actor and Kevin back. So I just type in “Charlie Chaplin bacon number” into Google and.. *drum toll* Chaplin was in The Gentleman Tramp with Walter Matthau, and Matthau appeared in JFK with Kevin Bacon. Charlie Chaplin is therefore separated from Kevin Bacon by two degrees, giving him a “Bacon Number” of 2. And am I ok? Eeeeeeeh.. it’s been a questionable some a while i am good, Honestly. Covid sucks like ass, but at least Im not dead of dying, and I’ve never really looked at the bit on peoples profile before and might have rabbit holed and saw patterns and clubs and pictures and even ways of typing. It was light outside when I last realised
Anyway. Let’s save this thread. What’s the highest bacon number it can get?"I have heard off the Keven bacon theatre the highest is 7 joe rogen spoke about it on jre and glad your ok op | |||
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"My head hurts now. I think I'll go to work "For the love of god don’t read the profile then. [this is future Eli, this is the other issue I have. Brain Dumps lols.. It’s long and I have no control. If you want the TL:DR just read below the +++++++ I’ll Mark below] So why is my writing often bad.. hmm... without confusing people.. without making her sound very broken because you’d really wouldn’t notice in So..:. You probably don’t care or it won’t make sense no matter what I do, so fuck it. Let’s confuse away and welcome to small glimpse of how my brain works. Or doesn’t. Or does but not in the bat 99.9% of brains would. Most of you will have an inner monologue, you talk you yourself and it helps you write think. Etc. You probably have something called the minds eye which allows you to picture things. And then recall for memories. Recall Isn’t important right now, but it is I’ll be at the end. So I don’t have either an inner monologue or a minds eye. I just hear.. noise? I can’t describe it other people than noise. It also doesn’t help by the fact I didn’t learn English in a typical way. I Don’t understand the structure, syntax, etc. Tell me what a noun is and I’ll forget in 5mins. I do however have an above average vocabulary according to my psychologist. Bet that’s not a body you were expectong to hear from a guy on fab tonight eh? “My vocabulary is larger than most guys”. So my brain just takes English words I know and then tries to make it sound like I’m speaking English? He says trying to find a better way of saying it than “I don’t speak English”, because or obviously do.. I mimic English is probably good. Erm.. lol. So You use it word order to organise your sentence, that’s when you leaned about cats and trees and their colour and them running and why leaning French was odd when you learn it because it was backwards. I’m fine talking. Very well spoken kinda posh. I am a cambridge boy after all. And this is because I’d use my speech to mask or blend in. But the issue is when I talk I just talk. When I wrute, I can’t hear or visualise it so I have to type as quick as I’d talk. But then I usually have to go back and rearrange parts of the sentence as it’s likely wrong. so what you end up with is something which when you read makes sense and reads ok, but something is.. odd.. and it’s because I’m wrong as if I was talking and not as if writing. It’s just like tik took and Insta is they all were saying brother Instead of bruv. Add in the ADHD, i forget to look at words. Or I honestly feel I checked it and it read ok, post it and it’s all wrong. My Twitter is a fucking mess. ASD means I have a compulsion to explain someone. Sucks to be all of you. Oh yeah. Tone. Just assume sarcasm. It’s usually correct. I don’t realise my tone doesn't carry via text. I was 34yrs old before anyone realised. My brain kept me nice and safe. Did everyone for me subconsciously. I had no clue how or what it was doing it just did it, However as soon as it was told, it knew, but didn’t know what to do because all the coping mechanisms I’d acquired were subconscious and I don’t remember them. It cause cascade issues or what I like to refer to as windows ‘95 blue screen of death, along with the ‘dnk’’. ++++++++++++++++++++ So I’ve got no inner monologue, no minds eye, I mimic a language im using, I have a compulsion to explain/correct because of the ASD and it’s all usually jumble up because of the ADHD.it’s like Siri do the voice dictations for you whilst you’re wearing scuba gear. It’ll get things wrong. Even without the scuba gear really. It’s why I use a lot of GIFs if we chat on telegram. But there also memory recall, as you’ll recall. My memory is eidetic if my brain deems it relevant or interesting. I’ve know some people over 10yrs and don’t know their names, but can walk passed a building I said sex and what happened 20yrs ago which has now become a little game my fiancée sighs at eveytime.. because of an incident I can’t talk about to legal reasons I have PTSD. Etc etc. this causes me to remember everything. And all at the same time. And all in eidetic quality. But because I can’t picture or hear it I don’t realise or I have no idea what’s happening. Doesn’t Efgect the typing directly, but it’s all part of everything. But mostly I just wanted to include it because someone asked if I was ok, which I’m not, but I can function well enough/I’m better than I was. Also please don’t safeguard me, apparently “well yes, I needed to know the most efficient way of doing it” it not the correct answer when a doctor asks “have you thought about killing yourself”. Oops. We now intercept that question “ do you intend to kill yourself”. If we to br invited over for fun we’d just ask if I could have a darkish quiet place I can take a break in if need be. But I wanted to say thanks to people on here. Either the people I’ve chatted to one DM or forum, the ones I intend to, forgot to or did meet and for how and how understanding they were. Even if you’ve not spoken and I’ve just had a good read of the profile, or perv over.. well you.. it’s All kept me kinda sane over the last 18months. And I hope I’ll find some coole people to help us see the club scene maybe (that’s a oushbright now), but Ali definitely need that and general friends. She’s been stuck in this house with me for 18months. Poor poor girl. Or.. I just type to fast and all of that was total bollocks.
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"Hmm, that doesn't work with veri's somewhere along the line you need to start with an external verification as you can't verify anyone until you've had a veri yourself. That aside, I'm not sure the 7 degrees works with shags. Originally it was people you knew well enough to be on first name terms with - I have many many more acquaintances that fall into that category than people I've shagged and the subset of those who have verified me is even smaller. The degrees of separation depends heavily on what counts as knowing someone. If you take that to be as loose a definition as simply having then listed on Facebook as a friend it drops to only 5 degrees of separation for example. Mr" There’s no physical system to, but I think I just spent the best part of 18hrs looking thorough o don’t know how many 1000s. I think (fucking stereotyping myself here) I started to card counted it rain man style. Also the reason why I started to see multiple accounts made by the same person, but containing different people. Patterns! | |||
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"Can I have a pint of what you've been drinking please, OP!" It’s just ADHD meds (AKA Ritalin) which in the a Tablet form the composition is different to. but once is ingested your body processes it exactly like amphetamines.. And the only reason the base composition is because parents shouting “you put my kid on meth” at doctors looks bad and will hurt sales. It also chills me out, like for most. So the reason most people are ADHD hyperactive is not because of sugar, E numbers or the MMR vaccine. It is because the brain is the opposite of what people thing and I is under stimulated. so makes its own entertainment. And with 152 of the IQs th Ning around up there it gets bored a lot. But I also have to carefully balance it (I suck at it) as I am both inattentive and hyperactive at the exact same time. Yep. No tucking clue. Don’t ask me to explain that. And to cut off the argument ahead of time. Sugar, yes it gives evergy, but it doesn’t not cause or exacerbate ADHD. It’s just kids tend to drink sugary drinks with friends and they playing. Like kids are supposed too. If anyone thinks I’m oversharing? Although oversharing is common with ASD, I’m happy to chat about it. Because some people either will find it interesting or it’ll help people or maybe help people understand why something mayb jsygbcone across different without jumping to insults. Like creating a “safe space”. I hear people scoff and I don’t like that term, but actually it’s a good idea for anyone, anywhere, conditions or not. We have a room upstairs where we say no sex, it’s not on the way to on in the bathroom or kitchen so people won’t feel bad about using it.. nothing worse than needed a drink but don’t want to disturb the person downstairs in the living dining area. Plus one of our cats always kids up there with strangers and is soft and fluffy. The other cat will likely stare at you as your fucking. She would. Even break eye contact once you finally realise. Most things would be personal though. And really, you should be talking anyway. Or they’ve sorted stuff so you aren’t aware/don’t need to worry. For me, and these are a few and most I can deal with if not already under stress. And it might make you think “fuck. Run away now”, but I’ve Been dong this stuff for a while. I used to escort. I’ve done done. I’ve had more sexual partners or encounters than probably most people on here. I’m fine. My biggest issue if what i would call crossing the threshold. I don’t want to use the word effort, but I don’t know how else to describe that action of, yeah ok I’ll come over. It’s hard. Maybe by brain freaks out because it worries Taht it’s created high expectations or maybe I’ve got confidence issues and I don’t process them. But without exaggerating, I’ve got people I’ve from Grn dr from at least 6-7yrs ago. Some have been awesome and chat occasionally. One day. It’s the same with my chatting. It’s why I hate the inbox system here. I have a need to finish the list I’m browsing (winks, blocks, messages. Yep. I block at this stage. sorry!. It just saves you and me time I promise!!!). I trying reply yo old messages, new messages come in. You try to save. Get overwhelmed a little. Don’t want to look at it. Not Long on for r a few weeks. Messages auto deleted. People have either blocked, ignored or it starts again. I hate that. lights are are issue. If you have flashing RGB disco lights everywhere, that’s a big no. But I’m doing you a favour really because, just like all the kids perming their hair currently, no one really likes it. Plus they look like pubes. Don’t cuck me. Or try and humiliate. It doesn’t process me. Oh ok, you’re ducking her. Cool. Yeah your dick is a little higher your tight. But I do enjoy sharing, so lets embrace the good things. | |||
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