My wife has no interest in sex. None, nada, zero. Our physical relationship has been in decline for years, with me having to work away from home, only returning, exhausted, at weekends.
I've lived from a suitcase for 12+ years. My wife thought this a 'holiday' for me. But I never played away. Despite opportunities and accommodation.
We now sleep in separate rooms, have practically zero physical interaction (no cuddles, no hugs, no kisses etc) and have done so for many years.
She has enjoyed good sexual experiences in earlier years, before we met - over which I'm honest to say I'm jealous. Me the converse, but now she has endured prolapses, primarily in relation to bladder and pelvic shelf, I'd like to say due to my over-zealous exertions when we were engaged, but in reality likely due to post-childbirth complications.
She acknowledges that she has no interest in me and suggests I find alternatives but that puts me in an awkward place. Is this a trap for initiating divorce proceedings on the basis of infidelity?
Most here aren't interested in married or indeed single males, tho' technically you would classify me 'separated' as we have not been intimate in many years now.
My libido has sky-rocketed in the last few months, possible due to new meds, I don't know why, whatever, it's likely the last hurrah before obsolescence but I have no release, no recourse and no support (other than the 'sort yourself out, I couldn't care less').
We're still sharing a property, with our two adult offspring, whom I've supported on a single income thru private school, so accommodating and cam chats are just null 'n' void.
I'm at my wits' end, frustrated as all f*ck and wondering where/how do I go from this.
I signed up here in the hope of finding someone, woman or couple, local (as I have no transport - another story - ) who could help out but it's been more than a few weeks now and not the remotest sign of any interest.
Sure I'm not a gym-rat, steroided, hung like a donkey, opportunity but I'm inherently sexual with a creative mind and eager to please.
Am I destined to be pariah and onanist to my dying day? If so I wish that day would come sooner. |
