I have been straight my whole life but for the last few years started getting turned on from cds/tvs. Have such a nylon fetish myself anyway so always loved wearing them in private too. But the the most part of this year have started to explore more anal play which I have enjoyed alot at times. Until few months ago I treated myself to a 6” realistic dildo and have used that when I have stayed away for work sometimes and love it. Now here’s the part which I need help with. I now am very curious to try a real cock inside me and feel it cz I must say am starting to not enjoy the hard plasticy feel (if that makes sense lol). Maybe suck too but would have to be so in the mood for this but has been on my mind to try. My problem with all of this is I just can’t meet with a guy. The thought of it just doesn’t do anything for me at all and just doesn’t turn me on. Have tried some gay porn and honestly just don’t enjoy it and can’t watch it. Just seeing a man with another man and doing stuff with them doesn’t turn me on in the slightest. Hope this makes sense to you all and sorry for the long essay haha but I hope someone can help with what I can do. Thankyou x |
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If the thought of being with another man doesn’t turn you on and you don’t enjoy gay porn then you really shouldn’t meet up with a man, it would be unfair to you and to the person you meet. If you have to question it at all then you shouldn’t do it, you know if it’s what you want to do, I bet you never questioned whether you want to have sex with a woman and it should feel the same when you think about sex with a man. You just like having your ass played with and you’re confusing that with being Bi, you need to buy a better dildo that feels less plastic and maybe consider looking into being pegged by a woman.
When I think about having my ass fucked by a man or sucking a dick I feel turned on and my dick starts to get hard just like when I think about being with a woman. I never doubted that I wanted a man to fuck me and it feels totally normal for me to be with a man. |
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